Cordial Distress

Abysmal Noþingness

Deaþ always comes after years of life But noþing goes in þe way of abysmal noþingness Abysmal noþingness Always happens after deaþ Light goes dark, and all is gone It's like a bleak hole Whaaaoh Whaaaoh Darkness approaches as you die But þat’s always at þe end of life Abysmal noþingness Always ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌happens after deaþ No matter what you believe You will die someday But þat’s how, deaþ will find a way Deaþ always comes, as life goes What þe living just don’t know Is þat it’s like a bleak hole Abysmal noþingness Always happens after deaþ When you live, þere is light But deaþ comes, and þere’s darkness Darkness, darkness Abysmal noþingness Þe deceased are fine, wiþout life But it doesn’t matter at all Deaþ is like a bleak hole When a star just dies out It collapses unto itself Þe surrounding mass, just goes in Sucked into þe gravity Life doesn’t matter at all (Is what þey say) Deaþ just happens oh (Til you fade away) Abysmal noþingness Puts you þrough life and ends on deaþ Abysmal noþingness Even when you can’t get air Your brain might still function and you might hear, What surrounds you (what surrounds you) It goes dark because you can’t see Your eyes just don’t get what þey need Whaaaoh whaaaoh Abysmal noþingness When you die it’s just dark But you might still hear people conversing Abysmal noþingness, abysmal noþingness Abysmal noþingness, it happens after deaþ It's like a bleak hole It's like a bleak hole Whaaaoh whaaaoh I’m not saying þat you can’t believe what you want But to me, I don’t care about life after deaþ I just wanna end it all No one cares about me (I don't þink þat's true, because I do!) I could jump from a ledge and fall (No please don't, I need you!) No one cares, no one cares at all (Oh yes þey do, please just listen) Abysmal noþingness After you finish life, þe greatest test Whaaaoh whaaaoh I could just shoot myself, and end it all (No, no, no, no) Deaþ’s like a bleak hole Abysmal noþingness My life can end, I don’t care how (Please don't say þat, I beg you) Suicide is great, because it ends þe lives Of people in bad states of mind (Please stop saying þese þings) (I just wanna see you alive, wiþout pain) Whaaaoh whaaaoh Abysmal noþingness Always happens after deaþ Life’s þe greatest test Abysmal noþingness Fall from a cliff, jump off ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌a ledge Run into a train, bulletshot þrough þe brain (Please don't, if you do it will only cause us pain) Abysmal noþingness My life can end, I don’t care how (Please just stop saying þese þings) (Þey're wounding me) Age is þe greatest cause of deaþ Or injury, illness is fine I have no need to worry (But I'm worried about you) (Please don't do it, whatever you do) Deaþ is approaching, so is darkness Abysmal noþingness Whaaaoh whaaaoh Abysmal noþingness, abysmal noþingness Abysmal noþingness, abysmal noþingness Abysmal noþingness, abysmal oh

Allœosis Of Mitosis

Þe allœosis of mitosis, allœosis of mitosis Þe allœosis of mitosis, where I split apart Cell by cell, cell by cell Þe allœosis of mitosis I split apart, and change in every waaay Allœosis alters my head, allœosis of mitosis Of my brain, I've gone insane Allœosis of mitosis, allœosis, allœosis Allœosis, allœosis When you put a mask on me When you constrict my air from breaþ:ing I become, all þat you want I change into þe form þat I fit into ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌best Allœosis of mitosis, my tongue is twisted In þis system, where we hate to love And we love to hate Þe allœosis of mitosis, of my tongue, is falling Is falling, falling and foaming Falling and foaming Þe allœosis of mitosis Ohhh, waohhh waohhh Þe allœosis of mitosis, changes in every way Þe allœosis of mitosis, begins right from þe change Þe allœosis has broken my heart, allœosis, allœosis Begins ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌from þe start Þe allœosis of mitosis, where I split away My spirit is splintered, for æ:ons Þe allœosis of mitosis, Splitting þe shreds of my dignity Þe allœosis of mitosis, has begun, to change in me Just anoþer, deformity, of my mind Þe allœosis of mitosis, Is gonna be þe end:ing of my:self Ohhh, ohhh, waohhh I'm gonna split, between þe cells, of myself Every single little bit, becomes anoþer shred Þat changes uncontrollably Þe allœosis of mitosis, þe division of my mind Þe allœosis, oasis, allœosis, oasis Allœosis, has xenially, befriended me Þen betrayed me, unto my own body Unto my own cells, unto my own genealogy Unto my own deoxyribonucleic acid

Ambivalent Atrocities

Why, is þis war still going on? Why are we all ambivalent? About þe consequences? Why, do only some of us care? And þen þe rest just say We need to mind our own, selves? Why, can't we real:iiize, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌ What þis does to everyooone? It's such so full ‍‌‌‍‌‌‌‍‌‍‌‍‍‌‍‌⁠‌‍‍‍‌‍‌‍‍‍ of enmity It really needs to come to an end Ambivalent, atrocities Ambivaleeent, atrocities Politiciiized, and pushed as just a belief Why can’t we uniiite, togeþer as ooone? And get togeþeeer, and celebrate our unity? But now, so many innocent lives have fallen, Because of all þis meritless idiotocracy? Ambivalent, atrocities Why aren't you impressed, About all þese innoceeents, being held hostage? Or ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌was I wrooong, was it actually oppres:sion? Why are we all slaaaves, to þis war? It's such a disgrace Why can't we defeeend, our freedoooms? While protecting þe ones we swore, Þe ones we swore, to keep saaafe? Ambivalent, atrocities Why can't we chuuuse, to stop aaall Of þis insanity?

Amorous Confusion

Tired times of amorous confusion Tired times of twisting þe mind Tired times of ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌living in delusion Tired times, oh, oh, tired times Tired times of feeling my heart sink (when we'd talk) Tired times of only hurting (eachoþer as we fought) And if I only knew, what it was doing to you I would've cared, more þan I have shown you, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌ohh I don't want to stab you in þe back But maybe I deserve you to stab me in mine As I walk in þe shadows of my regret Fading out (I'm dying now) searching for anoþer day Anoþer way, anoþer place Where and when, we can be Alone again, and get along like we Always did before Tired times of amorous confusion Tired times of twisting þe mind Tired times of living in delusion Tired times, oh, oh, tired times But we've been long lost from eachoþer We've been drifting away All I want is you, my dear But I can't rest, even þough I'm tired From all þe amorous times Of being confused and crying But when I wake up, reality follows As I start to realize, our love has been expired Þere won't be any compromise, Because neiþer of us can settle, On a single þing (a single þing) Except to forgive ourselves and eachoþer, And move on from þe hurt we've brought to us Tired times of amorous confusion Tired times of twisting þe mind Tired times of living in delusion Tired times, oh, oh, tired times (I want, you still) (But I need, to be free) (From þe tiredness, caused by) (Our lives, full of aimless illusions) (Of strained love, and amorous confusion, now)

Asphyxiation Fixation

Asphyxiaaate, all þe love and haaate Asphyxiaaate, all þe love and haaate Wheeere I faaall, down into my graaave I've been cur:seeed, never bles:seeed, And now I shall lay deeead Asphyxiaaate, and suffocaaate, me now Þat's what you're best at Pleeease, just do what it takes Dooon't leave me alooone, please be here wiþ meee I want you, here wiþ me, even as I lie, Unfaþomably, deep into þe ground Where we're, never sound, never safe, From þe hate, and shaaame Asphyxiaaatiooon, fixaaaatiooon, We're ruuuining our lives Asphyxiate, all þe love and hate Where you suffocate, me and wrap everyþing, Around my neck, until it breaks Asphyyyxiate þe, love and hate, and Fiiixate, on, my shame and pain and everyþing, Where þe needles go under my skin It's never fallen from wiþin I'm just a doll, þat you can manipulaaate Asphyxiate, þe love and hate As I fall down, in my shame, into my graaave, Unfaþooomablyyy, deep, wiþin My heart, is in shambles It's hard, to keep moving on It's hard, to keep living When you're pressing, and pressuring, into myyy lungs You suffocate me, you annihilate me, You have stabbed my xiphoid, and cœlia You've ripped me all, down to shreds You've done everyþing you can You've even buuus:ted my head, And now I lay, in my graaave, dead I cannot breaþe any longerrr, I cannot breaþe anymore I cannot breaþe any longer, wiþ you shall be nevermore Nevermore, as I mourn, as I mourn, as I lameeent Aaand I start, to cry, my epiphora leaves my eyyyes My œsophagus, can no longerrr, let out, Anyþing else, because, you asphyxiate me And you fixate, to defenestrate, my every þought Þrough þe window, þat you have brooo:ken Why, do, you have, a fixation About, causing me asphyxiation Why, are you, so bereaved, and bereft Of all þe lies you left, and aaall of your, Com:pro:miii:sing morals Þey're gone, þey're all gone Þey're gone, þey're all gone Like argon, and ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌krypton, in þe crypt, where you lay Your ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌heeead, in your grave You suuuf:focate me, you fiiixate, on asphyxiating me You haaave, no remooorse, in þe daaays þat we mooourn Where we faaall, deep dooown, Into þe abysmal noþiiing:ness Asphyxiation, fixation, in your vapid station Where your mind is corroding, And it's all so unyielding, and unyielding And fiiirre, þe flaaame, it drops ooout, into my brain Þe oxygeeen, oxygenaaates, where I faaall, Where I faaall, deep down insiiide Your mind is so vapid and use:less, Your brain is so incom:petent You suf:focate me, you frustrate me You wrap a noose, around my neck And þen you tie it loose, And þen I escape, once more And þen you tie it tighter, tie it tighter And þen I suffocate, I suffocate And you frustrate me, so much You defenestrate, my every þought You þrow me out þe window, As you cover me in your shadow, To be redeemed, no more You've become, a killer, so sadistic But I'm pacifistic, and I pass a fist Into your œsophagus, because Every single þing you say, it's all a lie And now we will lay, in our graves Þe void ooof liiife You fixate, on asphyxiating me Your Asphyxiation, fixation, is leading us to, Bleeee-eeeee-eeee-eeee-eeee-eeee-eeee-eeeed

Ballot Box Trash

All þese worþless choices Þat don't make any sense We're all confined by þe lies ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌of politi:cians Who'll break us down and never make a:mends Þey're ruining our lives, And taking our innocence Þis nation has come to its demise And strayed far away from þe promise, Of justice (þat's right) Set me free! Wiþ þe mallet in your hands Let us be! Þe ballot box is full of trash Liberty! Needs to be upheld But þe trash will never be taken out All of þem, are getting sick and demented We need to þrow þem to a distant place Or lock þem behind bars In a prison cell, far away from our children And þey slaughter all þe competition By selling þemselves to corporations When we march in þe petition Þe leaders chuse to deny our human rights again Because when þere is peace, þere is no profit And only in war, wiþ deaþ and bloodshed Is þere any hope (is þere any hope) Þat we'll fight on þrough, And gain þe fear of our enemies and friends All þese worþless choices Þat don't make any sense We're all confined by þe lies of politi:cians Who'll break us down and never make a:mends But we all have to vote Between conniving candidates, Who want to watch þe world burn down And we're standing in line, for æons to vote For someone we never þought we'd have to worry about And when ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌we all have þe decision made, We regret even doing a single þing Because we really have no voice (oh have no choice) But to þrow our trash into þe ballot box

Better Before Me

Your life, was better Before I came along Your life, was greater Before I bogged ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌you down Oh life, it's upsetting Always gonna make you mad And I'm, so dis:appointing I never knew, what to do for you Before I came along Before I bogged you down Before I came around Everyþing was perfect, until now I should have let it all go And you never really wanted me ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌too I'm always causing your, liquid torment Always causing you pain I never even meant to do any of it And you know I never knew it too Can you for:give my existence? Can you for:give my life? Your life, was better Before I came along Your life, was greater Before I bogged you down You, were in þe water And you were swimming just fine But now, I weigh you down And I've, been making you sink Straight down to þe bottom I've only been dead weight Or so it's always seemed I don't want, to be a waste I'm just gonna weigh you down I'll never amount, to what you want me to But I know þe universe for myself And for anyone who cares Your life, was better Before I came along Your life, was greater Before I bogged you down I'll try, to do what I can, to make it even better Better þan before, better þan before Before I came along

Blood Brooding

Blood brooding, hate seeþing A darkness unto your eyes Deaþ watching, for-saking Killing all your senses inside You don't know þe paaain You can't see þe world you blame You, don't know, not a þiiing Blinded by þe fury of ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌illusion A blood-soaked paþ, wiþ mortal wounds You don't see þe ending, of your life coming soon We are þe stars of þe apocalypse Where our light shines, on þe bloody deaþ We don't know, where we are goooing But we have to fight, for what's worþ livin' for We don't know þe paaain When þe world has gone, down þe drain It's all, for-got, and we have lost, our minds So let's turn þe tide, of æon drives Let's go back in time Tell our past selves what to expect Be:cause we didn't know, þe affects We are þe saviours of our lives Noþing lasts, in þe end demise Victory unto our hearts For what was lost, and now depart Beginning, þe suffering distress Þe light of our souls apart I don't know, where we are heading But þe fuel in our fire has faded Deaþ's perception, we escape We are one, we're not too late Blood brooding, hate seeþing Only if we knew Blood brooding, hate seeþing Of our deaþ imbued So let's shine þe light and let's never say goodbye Because we turn þe tide, of ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌our æon drives Deaþ-scene, razor scream, our world is going timeless We tip þe hourglass, wiþ þe grains of our moments We slip into þe dark void, þe pain is going viral But just if, we can prævent, þis reality distorted We will prævail, all across þe shadows And we won't be lost, to þe days of þe fallen Because we will remember What has been blinding us We need to start again, for our love No more mercy, no more gaaain Until you take off what's been blinding þee In our new world, don't you see Þat we now are þe heroes Blood brooding, hate seeþing Star-lights fading, passing away (Passing away), to þe deaþ you say Hey, hey, hey, hey Wake on up to reality (Blood brooding, blood brooding!)

Break Me Down

When you break, me down My anatomy, leaves a lie on you Your disparity, leaves a hole þrough me A page has been torn out, from my book of blood Þe soaking of þe daily work is growing teareful Þe weight of time is pressing in It carves its name beneaþ my skin Into my chest, þe dull blade, I've become a mess wiþin It twists and turns, Deeper until it burns (until it burns) again Þe stealing of þe sin Þe sealing of our fate Þe mirror from wiþin It all comes, to wash away And leave me as I lay For me, ah, don't you pray I walk on my feet when, I need to get up and going Þe world revolves around þe bullet A teare for agony, a cry for help I can't even see, your lies þey make me melt Onto þe ground, oh onto þe pointless ground You don't have þe guts to do it, To blow my head away Know my name, show it as you wear me out All in vain, it pumps away, and ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌bursts unto þe sound As I, fade and, I slowly degrade again Make me believe, make me forget You're my enemy, I þought you were my friend And þen you hurt me until þe end (until þe end) So now you've shown your colours And now you've left scars, on me forever Wiþ your hurtful words I feel lost, wiþ your arms (lament) (And armaments) As I, lay on þe floor After, you've ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌stabbed me, and slammed þe door In my face, it bleeds away All þat we used to be, but after you've used me And left me helpless I þink I'll die now I þink I'll die alone I þink I'll try again To live for, to love for, myself Þe pictures, þe paintings, a recipe of forsaking And lying to me, wiþ all your faking It's a tragedy, þe weight þat I've been bearing All þat you meant to me But you're ripping apart my flesh And wearing away my skin Done away wiþ me, now I can't help but still love you Even if you break me down unto A mess of anatomical undoing

Bright Down Time After You

Every morning, I hear þe call Of little birdies, tweeting like þey don't care at all Þey've got no worries, got ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌no complaints And every single day, þey do what it takes Bright down, come down Bright down, shine now Þe sun is rising, and ending þe night Seeping þrough curtains Waking up everyone in sight Bright down, come down Bright down, shine now Shine like no one's ever been shown before (alright) Our powerful star, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌þat lights up þe sky Radiates, magnificence, admired by you and I But þat could be you, too You could be, you could see, Þe successful one, only if you shoot your shot Bright down, come down Bright down, shine now See þe time, see þe place See all of þose wasted days Time after you-ou I've been seeing I've been waiting To watch out for your arrival But I've been, only wasting My time in denial You're never gonna come back Never gonna come back, never gonna come But I, sit, here alone In þe great void of my home But it's been burnt out, faded from misery Time is running out, þere's noþing left to even see See þe time, see þe place See all of þose wasted days Time after you-ou Noþing's wrong, noþing's right Whatever I see, I don't see light Only darkness in þe footsteps Everyone is drowning þeir screams Time, slips, away And regret, fills, me (Bright down, come down) (Bright down, shine now, unto me)

Broken Direction

I hear a whisper, it's drowning my þoughts alone Faded to a constant, I'm trying to for:get you now And I don't even understand, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌why you feel like you have to Whisper everyþing to me, when I'm trying to get Out of þe life of lies and regrets Oh þe pain in me, it's always comin' after me I give you reasons, to get out of my Life, and you keep on comin' back You keep on tryin' to whisper into my ear But I really gotta get outta here Þis is my life, I'll turn my tide Gotta make it clear I'm not missin', all your torment All þe pain to exist You keep on torturin', me til I die And bringin' me sadness to my midst I've broke my mirror, broke my direction You've broke my heart, and tore þe key apart You've made me realize, what I don't like But you'll never understand You keep me feelin', like I'm all alone again And now I'm walking, like I got two left feet But you'll never walk in my shoes After what you've done to me After ev'ry whisper, It's finally silent After you disappeared, right off þis world But þen I start to miss your chatter now I've broke my mirror, broke my direction Alone I wander, in þis broken system Trying to swim in air, but breaþe þe water And I don't know why, but I miss your ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌confusion And it's drivin' me to delusion I'm always tired, of burnin' bridges Just to keep you from walking, right on out þe door Oh I'm hurting so much more But þe flame in my heart, Will always keep on burning for you Þe love þat we've shared, I've never wanted it to end But I've broke my mirror, broke my direction And it's getting clearer, I have to tear you out But it's hard letting you go I hear a whisper, it's drowning my þoughts alone Faded to a constant, I'm trying to for:get you now I've broke my mirror, broke my direction Always comin' back to, anoþer dimension And it's always changing forms And I hate þis feelin', But it's hard to believe in, us, any:more

Burning All For Infamy

Well þey say þey are þe nice guys Would never want to hurt us ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌all But þey're trying to rob our minds And leave noþing left (leave noþing left), Not even our souls As your heart pumps away As your blood has left your veins Þere's noþing more to say But þey want, you under þeir full control Þey're poisoning our minds Poisoning þe well And if you ever try, to speak up þen þey will Oh, anni:hilate us all Þe flame, is rising burning high Þe answer's where þey ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌lie Þe smoke and ashes, falling unto þe innocents And þey do noþing, but stare and act surprised At everyþing þey have done to harm all of us Þe embodiment, of wickedness Þey'll never admit, all þeir deceitfulness And so we praise þe ones Who stand up for us all Waving þeir signs, saying Deaþ to þe government, all for infamy Anoþer one, on þe news has gone Has been taken down, by þe domin:ion When we ask for justice, we are only replied wiþ war And eiþer you can stay home in defeat Or be imprisoned by fear And so we rise, against þis powerful regime of lies And fight back for what is ours And protect every:one's rights Before þeir corruption, consumes þe world Lest we be forgotten, and our memory unfurled Deaþ to þe government, all for infamy Þe flame, is rising burning high Þe answer's where þey lie Þe smoke and ashes, falling unto þe innocents And þey do noþing, but stare and act surprised At everyþing þey have done to harm all of us Þe embodiment, oooh, of wickedness Þey'll never admit, all þeir deceitfulness And so we praise þe ones Who stand up for us all Waving þeir signs, saying Deaþ to þe government, all for infamy (Deaþ to þe government, all for infamy) (Deaþ to þe government, all for infamy) (Deaþ to þe government, burning all for infamy)

Comfort In Þine Arms

In þine arms, I call to þee In þine arms, you comfort me Þrough þe anger and disdain All þis hatred surrounding þe pain You rescue me, for æternity You're always þere, by my side In þe final days, you keep everyþing alright Your love, is what's keeping me alive In þine arms, I will always remember Þe shooting stars, in þe days of þe fallen We will live, for love and peace And we will fight for our hearts, and souls to keep Rush to þe pain we're in Washed in þe ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌blood of þe deaþly sin All our lives are getting lost All þe light has gotten dark again You're my reason, to keep on living My motivation, for what I believe in You keep me going, when I can't on my own Your support is, what keeps me going, strong So let's shine þe light and never say goodbye I don't want to fade away In þine arms, you comfort me, wiþ your embrace You give me þe courage þat I need To fight þe battles þat are haunting me All ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌þe demons, unleashing þeir wraþ Causing chaos unto þe world In þine arms (in þine arms) Wiþ your gentle touch, you heal my wounds All þe scars, in þis world so dark Everyþing has been torn apart Þe pain in me, you make release You give me þe strengþ, to defend our freedoms In þine arms, I find redemption's grace A forgiveness for letting þe world get consumed Unto þe madness, for evil to brew In þine arms, I'm reborn anew You give me þe power to fight þis doom We shall conquer, all þe darkness Blazing triumph, against despair Þe maledictus, killing what we believe in But we fight for our people and face our fears In þine arms, our souls awake Our spirits unite, intertwined We rise to defeat þe devastating, desolating Emptiness, of þis embittered earþ And we will end, þis overwhelming deaþ Unto þe light, we search to find, our hope again

Compromise Bleeding Lies

So we won't have to compromise Feeling all þe bleeding lies Your ice cold smile, your decrepit veins Your mind is twisting, unto my arteries Feeling all þe bleeding lies Feeling all þe force fed truþs I don't know, what to do, wiþ my life I don't know, what to do, wiþ youuu oh So we won't have to compromise Feeling all þe bleeding lies I don't know why ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌you're so frozen It's like þe rigor mortis has already kicked in Feeling all þe bleeding lies Feeling all þe hate contrived I don't understand þis pain, you're inflicting Feeling all þe bleeding lies Of your ice cold eyes Why are you, here right now? Right now oh Feeling all þe pain contrived A conspiracy, of your liiife So we do what we can, we do what we will So we don't have to compromise Feeling all þe bleeding lies Of your tongue, it's been twisted, And corroded, to your arteries To þe pain we speak Feeling all þe bleeding lies, Of your conspiracy contrived, We don't have to compromise, We don't have to do ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌a þing Just bury þe hatchet, before we breaaak

Crossfade Into Þe Rift

Crossfade into þe rift Comfort shadows in þe apocalypse Remember tomorrow's mission failed Set off to sea, but none have sailed You fade from þe memories and slip, slip away And ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌you slip, into þe rift Wiþ no time left at all, wiþ no time left, to show Hold on, hold on to whoever you are Before, þe world is all dead and gone Deaþ, destruction, sadness, despair Your life, is ending, you're going into a new realm here Everyþing is killing me, All my hopes and all my dreams Þey've come to turn on me Þey cut me up and make me bleed Þere's no wait to tell, all inside þis hell For me to wake up to reality Standing here for þe truþ revealed Coming home I cannot feel, what's left of me Undulating madness, Riveting despair All your ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌cheerful sorrows, Crying into þe air No pain or mercy No gain from defeat All your life is agony Wriþing þrough your heart's every beat Crossfade into þe rift Let's try again wiþ anoþer life, yeah Noþing's forever, so you gotta live, now After your soul has been sucked away, By þe madness do þey say You will come back tomorrow to turn þe tide, yeah And you draw, your final breaþ Your spirit touches your lips And you go into þe new world (Crossfade, cross-fay-ade) (Crossfade, into þe rift)

Cœlia Caþartic

Draining my corrupted arteries Oozing þe fluid out from my veins Þe abdomen it always carries, Þe dirge where I lament today From þis painful pallid infection I've never been valid, (correction) My mind is vapid to þe insipid banality So find your weapon, and finally, just use it on me So I can be lifeless, after þis kindless Mindless, occupation of desecration unto my flesh So cleanse me out, and put me into a purge Find me, and rewind me, to before I became So useless, so broken, so twisted and forsaken I'm really just a cadaver þat's just not præpared yet So rip up þe cœlia inside me, Þe caþartic, caþode þat charges Þe positivity, but it's really just an anode An antidote, þat drains my energy And cures my feelings, Of seeþing, and foaming uncontrollably I'm laughing, reacting, to þe injection þey put in me And honestly, I love þe way it pains me Rip up þe cœlia inside me Þe caþartic, oxidation of my creation Make it, nuclear, my nuclei are going crazy Mitochondrial, þe power is always real, Even if it doesn't feel, Because of my supersonic leþargy I, stare into þe vase, of hopeless wiþering Þe flowers I got from my friends, Are decaying rapidly JUST LIKE ME!!! I still find it hard to breaþe, wiþ þis World of disparity, oh I wear it on my sleeve And wipe off my epiphora of lacrimation Knowing þere will never be anyone to stand beside me Not even þe closest ones of all Because þey've wilted like þe petals þat fail me It's really, inflicting, my necrosis, it consumes me As I wriþe, and search for a sign Why do I live? Why am I not in þe grave yet? It's really hard not to let it confine me But it's ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌really devastating, desolating, undulating, It binds me, to þe catastrophic annihilation, Exhilaration, my heart is cordially arresting, And it's missing, þe capacity to pump on Þe valves are closing shut and tight'ning But it's really not þat fright'ning, It's ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌just contracting And I feel my xiphoid region compacting Aorta inflicted, concentrated, can't be emancipated Just rip me up from þe cœlia, Take out þe bile from inside of it Use my intestines as cloþing Just wrap my organs around you, surround you So I can be useful again

Dancing Wiþ My Skeleton

One last breaþ for þe dying One last count for þe living Tell me, where is þe beginning? Or has it already begun? You're dancing wiþ my skeleton And you're playing wiþ my heart again You've twisted all, of my strings You're ripping up, my skin and bones And tearing me all apart You take my spine out of my back And you rip my ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌nerves, all to shreds Oh you're dancing wiþ my skeleton You're, puncturing my lungs You take my kidneys out my abdomen And tell me þat you've won Oh you tell me all your verses And tear apart my þoughts You take all of my memories And tear my life apart Tell me what I did so wrong to make you hate me so? You take all þat I know and love And use me for þe wants of your own One more breaþ for þe dying, now One more moment for þe living, now Tell me, is þis þe beginning?, yeah Or am I too late to run?, ohhh You're dancing wiþ my skeleton Ruining what might've been We've got no time left to pretend You're gonna be, þe deaþ of me You watch me as, my eyes bleed You’re dancing wiþ my skeleton You're destroying my mind Time's run out, I'm departing now Why do I even boþer to hide? You've been killing me, For what feels like centuries And after all þis time, do I realize All þe pain you've put þrough me I've become, your rack of knives Manipulated and paralyzed, By your vows þat ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌were really lies And I just want, to take back my life, Take back my life, take back my life, from you Ohhh, tell me who I was Am I þe one to blame? Did I ruin your world? Am I somehow þe cause of þis pain? Where were you when I needed help? Why have you put me þrough þis hell? Am I þe one who deserves þe suffering? My blood is seeping þrough þe carpet now I'm running out of oxygen My patience and my time run þin Time is no longer my friend And you're making me suffocate Wiþ all þese teares you've made me face And hope has lost itself again You're dancing wiþ my skeleton Þere's not much left þat remains of me I've forgotten who I was again All my warm colours have left to bleed And as I fade, wish me þe luck to stay Because I want to say, goodbye to you After all you do, to me Tell me who I was, As no remnant of faiþ is any longer here In þe void of my soul, It has been ripped from my corpse, dear My heart used to pound for you But it no longer beats at all You're dancing wiþ my skeleton You're playing wiþ my insides Tearing everyþing I know apart I'm just hoping þat I don't yet die

Dark Embers Fade

Dark embers fade, into þe night I really hate to say þis, But I have to ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌tell you goodbye I'm fading away, into þe darkness decay And everyþing in þis world makes me drown I've been suffocating, and water's fading All þe waiting, on þe shore But I'm not sure, what to do anymore I'm not sure, what to do anymore I don't like to say, þis I don't like to be, þis way But I have to say, goodbye today As þe dark embers fade, into þe night Þey let out a fire þat burns away inside I don't mind if I do, don't mind if I don't But I will fade wiþout you, I will fade into þe night I will fade into þe sky And as I lay, in þe ground Don't ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌you get, sad and down Because, hey, ay, hey, ay I'm still here, even in spirit Even after all þese years, I'll still be þere Around, around When þe legends call, þey say þat þey need me When þey, when þey say, Þat þey don't want to be away

Days Of Þe Fallen

Life was great, we were living our time Þe sun was strong, it used to always shine But now þere are dark clouds, in our sky Storm is always brewing now, and þis is our life (Days of þe fallen, d-d-days) Þe weaþer again makes anoþer tower crumble It sets to flame and is burning down Þe ashes of corpses are flying, Wiþ paper and stationary, scattering all around, yeah Þere's no more smiles, only teares Everyone's panicking, running in fear Þis is þe beginning of þe end (Days of þe fallen, d-d-days) Þe maledictus, covered in dust Comes back again, to destroy all of us We can try to hide, but þere's nowhere to run All hope is getting lost, in þe days Þe days of þe fallen (Days of þe fallen, d-d-days) After all þese years, we þought we were safe But þese demons are coming back again Wrecking hell, all over þe world No one's safe, no, no one's safe at all (Oh faþer, please protect me) After þe towers fell and þe storm was bringing Came a rush of a herd of all þe droppers dropping Ash to ash, dust to dust We do what we can, we do what we must Never forget þe freedom's fall Never forget who we are Þese are þe days to remember Þese are þe days of þe fallen, yeah On and on it goes, þe desperation and destruction blows Þere ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌is harshness in þe freezing cold Þe hail and frosty wind is blowing hard on me, yeah I guess I'll just fall into þe hole of my ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌broken dreams Yeah, yeah, yeah, no Well we all fall down Well we just bury ourselves We trip into þe hole of darkness Always falling deeper, it's endless But þen we rise Out of þe grave Better make amends, cause we're going to stay We will fight to stand or find anoþer way Þere's a great devastation all around us Þese are þe days of þe disaster Þese are þe days of þe fallen Days of þe fallen, þe fallen (Days of þe fallen, d-d-days) Make a wish for þe shooting star

Desolation Den

Everyþing, in þis world Has no point, has no worþ It will all de:cay You brighten ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌up my day But maybe I'm still alone I got everyþing to testify And yet I am, always still denied Þe gavel slamming down Anoþer broken pen I don't know, where everyþing has gone But I guess it all, just fell unto þe desolation den I, I, I, feel like I don't belong In þis world of melonchol:y Deaþ will always præcede, me I guess I'm gonna die Dying all alone Die wiþout an heir Die wiþ no one to care:ry, on my mem':ry Noþing ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌in þis world, even has a point Abandon everyone, þrow away every:þing Ah ah oh, life will go Slipping away, driving insane Þis world of teares A sentence so severe You brighten up my day And I know I'm not okay I guess I'll just fade away Wiþ torment and dismay All my life, I've never lived All þis time, I've been drowning in Hopelessness, wiþ noþing left But despair to awake, all þe breaþs I've ever take:en In þis desolation den I, I, I, don't want to die But it'll happen anyways I'm falling on down again Þis world I desecrate I always ruin it, Wiþ every breaþ I make Noþing in þe end Noþing in þe light Noþing I will be Never always right I don't know, and þey don't care I can't see, what's left of me anymore Þis desolation den is killing me As far as I look, I will never be free, again

Dignity Go

Where oh where did my dignity go? Oh, I dig it all alone Where oh ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌where did my dignity go? Oh, I got rid of it, long ago Where oh where did my dignity go? It is gone now, it is gone, it is very, very far Away, away, into þe dark where we dismay Into þe dark, of our caves Into þe dark, where ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌we dismay Into þe dark, of our caves Crumbling away, into þe dark where we dismay

Dispart Me Still

Stab me in þe heart Make my life so hard Turn me, break me, mould me, shape me I wanna be like you I wanna do what þe cool ones do Dispart me, And bar me Shake me up, lose my senses Fade me, capture my will to live Dispart me (despise me) Slow me down, despite me Make me drown, life:less Push, me away, into þe dark:ness Let me fall, down þe stairs And don't even catch me at all, Because you don't even care Make me go, away, away, in:to þe leþargy Dispart me, despise me Discard me, despite me Slow me down, bombard me, wiþ your frown Betray me, degrade me, berate me ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌now Þrow me around, til I'm planted in þe ground Þrow me down, þrow me down, ohhh I'm worn, from þe shame From þe hate, and þe blame From raising and dri:ving all þe stakes Into my chest, never blessed I'm forsaken, I'm gonna break down, again Dispart me, despise me Discard me, despite me Disregard, disrespect, dismember my feeling My desire, to live, you make it go away You break me, you shape me You slow me, you show me All þe ways, all þe days You are trying You push me down You slow me now You dispart me, you despise me You disimpart me, you disguise me Can't recognize me, as you realize þe Þings you do, I refuse, Come back to bite at you, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌but You dispart me still Somehow

Dissipate Your Hate

I want, your hate, to just dissipate I want, your hate, to just dissipate Dissipate, and evaporate, all today I want, your hate, to just dissipate I want it gone today I want, your hate, to just dissipate I want, your hate, to just dissipate I want, your hate, to just dissipate I want your anger, and your malevolence I want your anger, and your malevolence It needs, to go, it needs, to die It needs, to be far away from þis world I want, your hate, to just dissipate I want, your hate, to just dissipate I want, your hate, to just dissipate It's ruining þe world Such a, lovely place I want, your hate, to just dissipate Dissipate, and evaporate, all today Make it fade away, make it fade away I ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌want, your hate, to just dissipate I want your hate to just dissipate And fade away and go on to þe ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌end of its days I want, your hate, to just dissipate It's making everyþing die, suffocate It fills þe air, it fills þe air And we will all be I want, your hate, to just dissipate Dissipate, dissipate I want, your hate, to just dissipate Dissipate, dissipate It's, ruining everyþing, Þat we have, þat we love, þat we know I want, your hate, to just dissipate Dissipate, dissipate

Done Existing

I rest my spirit where you lay my ashes Almost can’t go anymore but þe dust does Grains of sand don’t float up on þe shore, It only clumps into þe ground Ohhh, ohhh oh I feel so tired of living, I feel so tired of breaþing, I feel so tired of waiting, To stop wasting time But it all flies on by I don’t know what to do ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌anymore, I lost my feeling of everyþing I don’t know where I am anymore I don't even feel, I don’t even feel, I don’t even feel, anyþing Besides being tired and alone all þe time Why, why, why can’t I even feel what’s on my mind? I can sense þere’s a little happiness but I don’t feel it I can sense a little bit of colours, And þe rainbow I know it’s þere, but I don’t see it I look ahead, into þe mirror But I don’t see what I am Or what ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌I'll become in þe future I just see me Useless and dumb Deprived of any meaning I just feel like I’m done, existing

Dormant Mortality

I feel stupid, and leþargic Here we are now, we're departed Pick up þe casket, just don't drop it Here we are now, hear me out now Here we are now, let me out now Come take a look around, wiþ your eyeballs To þe window, it's left open And you draw down, all þe ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌curtains But þe wind blows, you away And so we crumble, and we fray Here we are ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌now, and we're in trouble Here we die now, as we lay In þe ground now, in our graves (yeah) Paranoia, paranoia Under þe covers, where you're sleepin' You take a walk around, in your dreamin' And you turn to, þe oþer side But þat's when you learn, þere's only darkness When you're hearin', all þe footsteps Here we are now, wake me up now Here he comes now, all alone now Caressing deaþ, waking again Back from slumber, you feel þe rumble And you cower, scared of þe reaper And you're just laying þere, stoned and petrified All þe pain and, all þe terror When you try to move, but you realize þat you can't And you feel, numb and dumb and paralyzed After all þey've said, Þrough þe comfort of þeir lies Here we are now, here þey are now Here he comes now, don't you be scared now It's only me now, here to help you Wake on up now, or you'll be a corpse too Come get up yeah, you're only restin' But we're relentless, and resisting All þe torment, and all þe hatred Þat's been built up, by politicians (Yeah) Now þat I'm off my doze of restless sleep I can say once again, þe world don't mean a þing to me And when my air comes to a halt I don't þink þey'll even care at all Just say goodbye to everyone on my behalf And when my heart stops to beat, Lock it in a box and þrow it in þe sea Because I feel stupid, and leþargic Here we are now, we're departed Pick up þe casket, just don't drop it Here we are now, hear me out now Here we are now, let me out now Dormant, mortality Alive or dead, þoughtless or asleep Run and hide, but don't fall awake Here it is now, here it comes now As we lay in þe muddy depþs of þe weak

Dysprosium Treatment

You're playing like dysprosium, Very hard to get, and full, of mys:teeer:yyy When I'm straaanded here, in isolation, Everyþing is fu:tiiile, when I'm stranded in exiiile You're playing like dysprosium, I'm disposed, disposable You make me feel, so bereeeaved, Because you act like xenooon, and neooon, Where I'm searching, for a siiign, But your only signs, are mixed up Oooh-oh-oooh-oh-oooh-oh-oh Whyyy, do you treat me, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌like bromiiine, Like a stench so foul, so much Why, do you treat me like a stranger, When all I am, is your frieeend Whyyy, are you giving me þe dysprosium treatment? Why are you ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌being so, hard to geeet? Oooh-oh-oooh-oh-oooh-oh-oh, oooh-oooh-oh-oh Youuu, are acting, like a þooorn, in my spiiine Youuu, are contracting, all þe chaos, from inside Why, oh why, are you giving me, þe destruuuc:tion, Acting like I'm full of dysfunction, and giving me Þe dysprooosium, treatment You're so hard to get, and you find, and you fit, Right inside, right inside, right insiiide, Þe box, of dilapidated dirges

Epiphora Ænigmatic

Could write a pœema wiþ all my epi:phora Þe tragedy, soaks into me, from all þe teares wiþin From all þese years, a quill I've bro:ken And þe ink is dried out, from all of þe sin But þe epiphora, is ænigmatic All mysteria, of my darkest paiiin I can't feel þis, I can't help it I can't do a ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌single þing at all But even if we're bro:ken We can still fight on And escape þis maze of all our infec:tion But we're dying because it's too hard to live now And we're trying to rise against Þe waterfall, of shedded blood, yeah Of all þe ashes call, and þe muddy rust A lamentation, for þe shadow of creation Þe pœesis of þe droplets þat fall on down Can't contain my lacrimation For þe ones I've lost now Could write a pœema wiþ all my epi:phora Æons eye could spill on for Æternity of my weep, I'm stand:ing and feeling weak From all þe ones þat I have looost Could write a pœema wiþ all my epi:phora Stab me in my xiphoid ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌rind, Leave me for dead and far behind Because it doesn't matter what happens next Into þe loneliness, of þe blowing wind Could write a pœema wiþ all my epi:phora Alþough it may seem difficult to under:stand now We'll all find out, when þe time comes, yeah And we'll figure out, þe figment sound Of þe ænig:ma

Ever Be

All þat you are, all þat you'll ever be All þat you were, all þat you meant to me All þat I am, all þat I ever was All þat we were, all þat we've ever known Sometimes it ends, and þen we're feeling all alone Wiþout you, I'm needing To find myself, a way to be happy again Wiþout you, I'm breaþing Empty breaþs þat have no purpose Inside, receding, going back to who I was before But þis time, it's hard to And I feel like you'll always be, Stuck inside my swollen heart Sometimes we gotta change, Even if it means, losing þe ones you love Sometimes you need to retune þe strings To be able to sound as beautiful as you once did But sometimes, þe strings still break All þat you are, all þat you'll ever be All þat you were, all þat you meant to me All þat I am, all þat I ever was All þat we were, all þat we've ever known Sometimes it ends, and þen we're feeling all alone O-o-oh But just because þe strings are broken Doesn't mean you can't replace þem And fix everyþing you hold so dear If it really mattered to you, You would try to fix þings up But we've broke our strings and never knew how to repair Drifting apart, furþer þan planets You were my entire world, but now you're in þe heavens Slipping away, becoming ever distant But we all revolve around þe same star Becoming colder every day, Þe fire dwindles from þe flame Strings have broken, but not been replaced And now we're useless and ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌make no sound I hope for you a better future And our paþs may be paved in different directions But it was nice meeting you If I ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌could, I would do it all over again

Everyday Feeling

All day, everyday All day, everyday All I feel is þe pain All day, everyday All day, everyday All I feel is mistake All day, everyday All day, everyday Þe anger comes from wiþin All day, everyday All day, everyday All of þe torment draws wiþin All day, everyday All day, everyday All day, everyday All day, of your pain I don't ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌know what to do wiþ my self I don't know what to do wiþ þis pain I cross closer All day, everyday All day, everyday All day, everyday I just can't stop living It's just þe friends Þat go out unto þe dead Ohh, oh, þe dead In þe end Did you know þat þe cure, To depression is in your self? Þat's not true You actually need a whole bunch of chemicals To balance out your self To make you not insane To make you okay You don't have to be ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌perfect All you gotta do, is get closer All day, everyday All day, everyday All I feel is feeling pain All I feel is all þis pain All I feel is all þis pain Wiþ you Ow, ow, ow, ow Ow, ow, ow, ow It hurts so bad Your words have stabbed me in þe back Þe only þing wrong wiþ þis world is people But people are þe reason I wanna live

Fall Into Your Arms

When I fall into your arms When you take me out from þe dark When you end my suffering distress I go crazy about you now (let's go!) I take a step back, into þe abyss of noþing's track When you tell me you'll be þere Noþing's cohærent but I need your arms When you come into my mind You flash right before my eyes I can't get you out from my head All I feel is losing time All I feel is getting closer to deaþ WATCH, YOU CATCH, MY BACK When I'm falling on down again, And þe mirror of þe legacy, falls into þe depþs of me And I'm feeling all alone wiþout you here I TRY, I TRY (I try and never get it right) And it makes it all go back And it ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌makes it all gooo (BACK INTO ÞE FADE) (Of restlessness and decay) When I fall into your arms When you take me out from þe dark When you end my suffering distress How you give me all my breaþ (Ohhhh, ooohhh, oh) Don't you worry about my neck Don't you ever feel down when I get Away from þis dark forsaken place In þe forest of my pain I don't know how to live wiþout you Supporting me is all you ever do You're þe only one who's ever been true And you keep þe violence away As your sharp breaþ makes þe demons fade, Back into þeir lonely cave, of wasted nights and useless days In þe shadows, in þe rain No one knows, how far we'll fare today When we gooo, when we say Goodbye to everyone, hope þey all burn in þe storm And you'll prove over and over how much you're þere For me in þe sunset, where we push þe bounds ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌of þe void

Feeling Like A Poser

I'm just a poser Born to a couple of losers I've already lost my miiind I'm just a poser, born to a couple of losers All I feel is þe weight of time Þe destruction of enmity For which it consumes me Dread, has, turned still Dread, has, turned away I'm feeling like a poser, born to a bunch of losers I don't know how to live I don't know a þing Not a single bit My deoxyribonucleic acid, Was supplied by a couple of fools I wish I could tear apart myself But I'm already, becoming unspooled I'm feeling like a loser, I'm feeling like a poser, I'm feeling like a zoo animaaal Why am I so worþless? Why, do I have no use? Why, have I seen all ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌þe nooses, But I can't even tie þem? It's not an excuse Why do we all live in þis world, Full of lies and shaaame? Why do we live in þis world, When we're getting, punched in þe metaphorical face? I'm feeling like a poser, made by a couple of losers Wiþ faulty deoxyribonucleic acid Hey, can you get some trinitrotoluene for me? I'm gonna, light it up, It's gonna be fun! I'm feeling like a poser, made by a couple of losers I don't feel like life is worþ anyþing But it's still fun, And I'm still me Unload your guns Open up ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌your arms Let me absorb your lead My deoxyribonucleic acid is very very faultyyy, It's falling apart I don't know why I'm still alive I'm feeling like a poser, made by a couple of losers And þey didn't know how to make aaa, Person, at all Life feels like a prison, þat constricts my breaþing, And essence, and it's not fun, at, all

Folded Broken

You fold me and break me in all of your ways You hate me but prætend to love me and You rest me in your dimensions of decay (You break me you fold me, you fold me I break) I want to, run from you, But it seems like I can't escape You shape me, you mould me, into your perfect doll You use me, you hurt me, for no reason at all (You manip:u:laaator) I cannot understand Why you break me down to build me up, And break me down again You liar, you scoundrel, you demon, you cheat You royal, coward, you've made me so weak I try to run from you, but þen you pull me back You tell me all your verses, And make me believe your selfish lies (lies! lies!) You're bringing me to damnation It's like anoþer calculation Like ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌you have planned my demise You locked me up, in æternal darkness You broke my heart and spirit and my mind You keep on telling me you don't wanna hurt me Your falsehoods, conspiracies, you have no remorse You keep giving me promises And you break þem afterwards (But your actions, þey speak louder þan your words) You fold me and break me in all of your ways You hate me but prætend to love me and You rest me in your dimensions of decay (You break me you fold me, you fold me I break) I want to, run from you, But it seems like I can't escape You shape me, you mould me, into your perfect doll You use me, you hurt me, for no reason at all (You manip:u:laaator) I cannot understand Why you break me down to build me up, And break me down again And how you've been treating me, For þe better or for þe worst, I cannot stay in your reach, You're only crushing me and killing me I no longer want to be yours (yours, yours no more) You only ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌fold me and break me (I no longer want to be yours) You only fold me and break me You only fold me and break me (I no longer want to be yours)

Forbidden Soul Lace

You say you hate me by þe day, But love me in þe night You treat me like you want me, But not when everyþing is alright Every argument Always passed like it didn't even happen All þese times þat we forget When we turn þe lights off What to do wiþ you, I could never honestly say When I þink of you, I always feel in different ways And when I dream of you, It sometimes makes it hard to sleep You are þe candle þat brightens up my day And I'm þe ice þat cools you off at night And I know þat someday we'll fade away Fade away into a new light Oh our love, it's like a liquid flame Burning on, and burning out þe same Oh I love you so, I love you more þan ever But everyþing in þis world, Comes at ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌a price and you're þe highest What I'd pay for you Everyþing you know þat I would do But þere's, a lot more underneaþ þe surface I want to do wiþ you, Whatever brings us closer togeþer I only want to be wiþ you, until þe end ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌of forever You say you hate me by þe day, But love me in þe night You treat me like you want me, But not when everyþing is alright I didn't mean for it to happen þis way But you were right all along Noþing will ever be þe same After all þese years And all þese teares coming down I love you more, þan I did þen I want you now, more þan way back when I need you dear, I need you to laugh wiþ me again Would you live for me? Would you live for us? Would you be wiþ me, Forever and not have enough (of my love)? In my heart, you're mine And in your heart, am I yours? I want to be on your mind Like you're always on mine I can't get enough of you, Even when it's hurting me I couldn't stand þe loss of you I hope everyþing will be, alright (And maybe we can have our final embrace) (In þe fragility of our forbidden soul lace)

Frenzy Of Massacres

Anoþer wasted day; þe nights of shadows pass Unto a frenzy, of all þe massacres All þe dark muddy stains, of co-agulating blood And despairing stormy rains, of everyþing to pump Frenzy of massacres, frenzy of massacres Your morbid fate, is hanging on a þread And þe needle sews you up into madness All þese undertakings, þey have made you bereft And you go insane, to þe world away (hey, yeahh) Frenzy of massacres, frenzy of massacres (Frenzy of massacres, frenzy of massacres) Ev'ry:one you know is die:ing All þe pain and suff':ring All þeir lives are end:ing And you're stepping over corpses Trying not to col:lapse All þe systems have been crashed Society and agony, pain and deceit All þe ungrateful lies, of þe politicial lead:ers Anoþer ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌cataclysm, of þe hypocrisy All þe rich mag:nates, set þe world to flames All þe war and chaos, instilled unto þe end All þe grief þat tides, þe endless shore of fear Everyone has died, from þe storms so severe Everyone has been killed, unto endless annihilation Frenzy of massacres, frenzy of massacres (Frenzy of massacres, frenzy of massacres) Mee:ting, deaþ's embrace Fear:ing, þese final days Fam:ine, pestilence Þe legislator has no repent:ance Þe ones who præside, dic:tate, everyþing And þey don't care at all about þe impov'rished All þat matters is þeir power and þeir wallets Þey may break your bones, and shatter all þe glass But þey're just made of stone, And ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌þey þink þey'll always last Þey may say þey're transparent, and oh so clear About þeir policies, and þeir beliefs But þey put up a window, made of porcelain And þen þey kill you all, wiþ no þought of remorse All þeir hollow lives, ending everyone else's While claiming þey will keep, You and your loved ones protected And þen ev'ry:one you know is all dead (Unto to a frenzy, of all þe massacres) Frenzy of massacres, frenzy of massacres, yeah

Frustration Sucks My Soul

Frustration, sucks my soul Into þe hole wiþ noþing left But memories gone, fade away And I don't liiike it Frustration suuucks my soooul Out ooof my worn out crying tooool I've been used so much By þe darkness in my life It feels like deaþ is þe only way For my torment to escape (þis paaain) Frustration, wears my larynx out Teares me up when it burns my freedoms down My eyes have turned to þe noose Þey are ever falling, into disuse But for me to die, þere's no excuuuse (Frustration, set me loose) My sight is wrong and in a blur Wiþ my misery in þis torture Frustration grips my senses to corrode Frustration is þe symptom of my own (demise) Experiment, a remnant A world unto my eyes Blind-sighted by love and hatred My vision gone, can't see a ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌þing Þe excitement of despair Makes me static in my mind But þe darkness drives me on It drives me, It drives ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌me, insaaane Forgive þe feelings once þought no more A fleeting paþ of sight once cut short But it's made you done and gone awaaay Noþing will stop þe ending Come what might, and come what may Unto þe light, a flicker to þe faaade Frustration, sucks my soul My life is ending, after þe heavy toll Punch out, all þe negativity Wiped out, off þe face of energy Cast out, away for all æternity Shine down, forgive all my apologies But noþing, all inside of me Noþing left, but pain and misery My only companion, deaþ will have to be But fear of perish is what makes me weak Love and guidance, is all I seek I want þis frustration to deceeease (Get it, away from me) Frustration, sucks my soul Frustration, seeks to blow Frustration, is all I know Killing me so fast and slow (Frustration), I have to let it go (Frustration), seeking to bring me so low (Frustration), þe burden of my heart so deep (Frustration), causing all my teares to show Frustration, inside of me, just let me be (Fruuustratiooon, set me freeee!)

Glass Half Shattered

Ohhh ohhh You shape me, like water In a glass, þat's half shattered As III, spill ooout, my heaaart, intooo your lap Why, have you been so cooold, to me? I guess you're just a, glass half shattered, kind of guy Glass half shattered It's always spilling wiþ þis water Don't know if it can be stable But you always, turn þe tables Spin me around, shake me upside down Make, me, forget again! Make, me, useless I'm a glass half shattered, glass half broken, Glass half closed, keep you close Glass half forgotten, glass half drunken Glass half drowning, glass half sunken All þese shards, down my þroat, as it pours Very cold Why have you put me, þrough þis agony? Why have you done everyþing you can? To ruin me, you ruin meee You ruin meee I guess I'm just a, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌glass half shattered kind of man You've put me, þrough agony Left me, out to bleed Why have, you betrayed me? I guess it's just cause you can, oh I guess it's just cause you can Wiþ all of your malice, and ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌your malevolence Everyþing you ever wanna do, You just push out, just lash out Just lash out All your feelings, wiþ no meanings You just lash out, unto me And break me, halfway Break me, halfway Cause you're just a, glass half shattered, kind of guy

Going On A Quake

Shakin', shakin', shakin' Our world is gonna break Takin', takin', takin' Gonna go down þe drain Crushing windows in þe ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌fire Burnin' bills and wages higher Just anoþer new day To walk þis line Just anoþer new pain Gonna make you dance in a bread mine Gotta work þis time Breakin', breakin', breakin' Mind is twisting in þe storm Anoþer cloud raining smoke All your ashes for þe broke Burnin' money, burnin' corpses Stepping over childhood's hopes and Noþin', noþin', noþin' Þere's nobody else alive Everyþing has gone to die All your hopes, and all your dreams Steppin', steppin', steppin' Out of þe closet, closet Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Gotta get up, gotta burn it Gotta set þe flame, to þe ground All þe devil's paper, scattering Flying all around All þe hot-stone embers Eating all þe clean air All þe walls are caving in All þe windows, paper þin Sucking þe barrel, trying to taste þe cartridge Laying on þe table, trying not to prætend I am your ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌agony I am þe pain defeat I am þe reason I am, I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am, I am I am, livin' a riot We're all gonna die and Noþing really matters No noþing else at all We're scattering þe embers All your, broken glass All your, shattered past Anoþer quake, anoþer search Anoþer þrill, þat you have lost Shakin', shakin', shakin' Shakin', shakin', shakin' Shakin', shakin', shakin' Shakin', shakin', shakin'

Hands Of Sanity

All of my hands, all of my sanity All of my friends, all þat þey meant to me I love þe way you walk, and þe way you talk And I love þe way you look at me Pretty eyes, diamond eyes Þe way þey shine, for me A little sparkle of hope, to ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌share Wiþ þe world, wiþout a care Þere's no worry, when I have you here You save me, you save me You're ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌always, reminding me, many ways How I should treat, my:self

Hard Not To Hate Yourself

Turn away, 'cause I'm afraid Of always running you down And drowning your sense of motivation To live wiþ þe attrition Þat I cause you to feel every day Wiþ all my infliction, to yourself do you say It's hard not to hate yourself To shrivel down and kill yourself Go on down and burn in hell If þat's what makes you feel well My heart's grown weary, and beaten and heavy And noþing I do makes it ever end In my þoughtful opinion, It's dragging me to oblivion And bringing you down wiþ chains My shackles for arms, have wrapped around you like a Straight jacket ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌to keep you still When it's my mentality þat's been killing me And making you very ill It's hard not to hate yourself To shrivel down and kill yourself Go on down and burn in hell If þat's what makes you feel well It's hard not to hate yourself To shrivel down and kill yourself But I need you to keep yourself Away from all þe painful þings Life never seems to matter, When no one around seems to care It gets so hard, so far, so broken, scarred When you're shaken to shambles And you're as useful as a broken þimble Getting prodded and frayed in þe flesh But þe only þing stopping you from joy, Is in your mind, yet it's all a ploy Þey can shatter your bones But never break your heart Because it will still keep on beating til þe end It's hard not to hate yourself To shrivel down and kill yourself Þey can ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌go on down and burn in hell If þat's what makes all of þem feel well

Hate My Life

I wake up, every day Noþing ever is þe same As it all was yesterday I see everyone wiþ þeir pain Þey look at me and þey hide it all away Þey really want me go far into þe fade But I see into þe light, I'm þe first into þe fight But everyone's tellin' me lies I hate my life, but I don't wanna die I hate it every time þat people tell me lies I don't wanna let go of my time I don't want to fade away I just wanna get rid of þis feeling inside I'll do whatever it takes For þe meaning, I shall find Life only lasts as long as you live it I keep dreaming of þe good þings Keep hoping for þe better Trying not to do anyþing to regret Gotta live my life on, to þe fullest But it's hard to do so I, don't want þis despair to worsen I just wanna live my life, Wiþout all þe pain pushed inside I gotta let loose, gotta make use Gotta do whatever I can I, can't fight þis feeling Of þe darkness approaching Trying to reap me, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌trying to beat me It just pushes me down, and I pull myself back up I, hold my heart, as I wish for deaþ, to come pass me I, squeeze þe bar of brokenness, to come save me To come save me, to come save me, From þis endless destruction of æternity I hate my life, but I don't wanna die I hate it every time þat people tell me lies Þis frustration has a grip on me I, don't want to be driven senseless I just want to forgive again, wiþout breaking But everyone it seems, always gives up on me Gotta let þem know, gotta help þem grow, Gotta help þem ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌become þe ones þey were meant to be I hate my life, but I don't wanna die I hate my life, but I'll just give it anoþer try I hate my life, but I look up to þe skies And I see, þe beauty of þe sun and clouds Þey bring, an awe to humanity Gotta let go of what þey put þrough me Gotta give þem a lesson, a second chance But I'm not falling for any deceit again I just don't wanna drift away I just wanna live my life, for my days Absolution, exoneration, a pardon for all þeir faults I don't wanna be blinded by hatred in my heart again An oaþ to gain, all revenge I just want an end to obscurity, for emotional security I just want to live þe best I can

Hearts Of Knives

You're, looking so æþerial (hearts, of knives) An æsþetic, you put on like a costume so hypocritical You never, give me a single þought (hearts, of knives) You, wasted all your life, on anger and insipid rot (oh) It's so unavoidable, and yet, so amœnable (hey!) So I don't even know, what to believe When you're being so, restlessly, undeniably, What you are, it's like a lonesome shadow You have no surface, don't know even where to go Hearts of knives, I feel it in your bleeding lies So irresistibly irritating me So desolating and desecrating unto me So xenial and agreeable and cordially insane for me But I don’t know what to do, When I'm staring right back at you, Wiþ your ice cold eyes, under þat decrepid smile You wear þe æons out of me My cœlia, it hungers much for þee As I wiþer, hiþer and þiþer, until you set me free But you stab me, over and over, and over and over, on Þe hearts, of knives, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌þere's no, sur:prise But we stare off, into, þe pulchritudes, of sun:rise I like þe feeling when, you hurt me, all again And betray, my, veins I love feeling stepped on psychotically, in:sane You make, me, seeþe And boil away, my, needs You charge me up in exile You give me þe pœnalty, but it's really just reinvigorating me Salaciously, infectiously Þe hearts of knives are infiltrating me As þe blade goes deeper and deeper, wiþ:out a sheaþ And I wiþer, hiþer and þiþer, Þe figment it releases unto me Your words have turned me into a corpse But my bones still ache for þee Even when you draw out your anger, I really enjoy our time togeþer, even if you're tor:menting ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌me Þe violence is to be expected, In þe æþerial æsþetic of æons our hearts of knives shall bleed (Ah ah, ah ah) It's really unforgettable, þe unfortunate misery Þat you've always needed to bring unto me But I'll never be able to resist you, even þrough æternity (Hearts, of knives) (See, þe, sun:rise) (Hold my hand, as we fade out to die)

Hey You Just Died

Heyyyy-yyyy-yyyy-yyyy-yyyy-yyyy-yyyy-yyyy! Youuuu-uuuu-uuuu-uuuu-uuuu-uuuu-uuuu-uuuu! ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌ Juuuu-uuuu-uuuu-uuuu-uuuu-uuuu-uuuu-uuuust! Diiii-iiii-iiii-iiii-iiii-iiii-iiii-iiiied! ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌

Hope Never Saved

Many ages gone, Þe broken sun has burned Faded from þe sky Þe world it keeps on turn:in' Gone out wiþ þe wind Flew by like moments pass Unto þe shadow realm Dark days have come at last Oh, in þis shattered time Everyþing will always change It will all fall, behind In þe deep dark decay, Noþing ever, stays (þe same) No hope saved, oh, no hope saved Rescue tomorrow, if you don't wanna be a slave No hope saved, oh, no hope saved Only your life, gets in þe way Only in life, is þere pain No hope ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌saved, all has been lost No hope saved, only forgot, þe past Some fear today, some fear þe light Some fear what's wrong, some fear what's right Some fear þe law, some fear þemselves Someone save, someone save, þe day Before all hope just fades away Our time is almost out In þe midst of broken glass All across þe forbidden land Where no journey can ever cross It slips away like grains of sand Flowing out, dropping from þe hands As it all ticks by, and still we try We'll never ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌give up hope Even if it can't be saved

Hurting Me Forever

Tear me all apart And tell me who I was To you, oh to ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌you Pick up my pieces And tell me what I did To you, oh to you Cause you've been hurting me For what feels like centuries But I still hold still And I do it all for you Cause i've been torn from þe seams Þat you've sewn incorrectly And I'd do it all again For you, oh for you So pick up my strings And tie þem all down Just so I can stay right Here, oh here And pick up þe pieces And hold me like a doll My dear, oh my dear Cause you've been hurting me For what feels like centuries And I've been holding still Cause I do it all for you Cause I've been torn from þe seams Þat you've sewn incorrectly And you'd pull me again And watch me undo Cause I do it all for you Oh you, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌ah you Oh you, you, oh you Do it all for you And maybe you'll pull me up again Or maybe you'll kill me just for fun You tear me up and make me a puppet But you say it's out of love (And I call your bluff) I've given up, I've given in I've given you every single þing Þat I would, even if it was a part of me Even my heart, it still keeps on beating But not for much longer Cause you've been hurting me, For what feels like centuries And I've been holding still And you've been tearing me from þe seams Þat you've sewn incorrectly To watch me undo Cause I do it all for you But you're hurting me forever, And as æons pass us by I'm still locked up in your chambers, As þey pump wiþ blood and cry Weeping now, weepings still Weeping over, what we have spilled And it's all for you

Idiotocracy Hypocrisy

You filþy hypocrite, hip hip hooray you're dead I hate your festering flogging latch, You put us in pain and now you're gonna catch Þese fists in your œsophagus You useless vapid insubordinate, Corporate shadow of a shell You've killed everyone's hopes And put þem all þrough hell Now you'll be þe one paying þe price When I rip off your gaudy crown, And shove it into your skull upside down I'm gonna gorge your fraudulent eyes out And make you see what you've done You don't need a mirror because, You always shatter everyþing around You're suffocatingly agonizingly shilling All your corporate, egotistical, bone scraping, Horrible vacuity of nonsense, To þe painful fearful victims þat you spit on Like a shoe so dirty and full of muck, Just to shine it up and add even more dreadful gunk You're ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌full of a hideous idiocy, Derelict driving of so called democracy A hideous idiocy, you can't even see Wiþ your eyeballs when þey're twisted Right in front of you You ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌can't smell þe shifting lacerations you step on A ridiculous idiotocracy hypocrisy, You rest your mind on when you're able You flog everyone wiþ your fingers so fragile I'll break every bone in your body My mind has no meaning to you My friends have no meaning to you Society has no meaning to you Just greed and lust like þe most wild animal Þat has no feelings You're more vile þan þe most despicable Voraciously vicious creature And yet you're where my pumping always lingers You're just screaming and seeþing at everyone's joy You put it out like a flame retardant, And you dance on þe hot stone embers And shout wiþ your hands extended You let out a momentous joy of momentum Þat you've squandered, And slandered everyone's spirits and being Your idiotocracy hypocrisy is just so unnerving So blistering and blinding, so wretchedly wriþing Oh how my heart aches for you, To die now after all þat you do Your morals are dead but your body is still alive Your brain has stopped working now You paþetic scheming scum, I scrape off of my boot when I can Your being is just filled wiþ garbage, Refuse þat has no need to exist Your highness of meagerness, You make me bite my þumb in your direction so listlessly You're so hideous, always hiding your meaningless Idiotocracy hypocrisy, of your foolishness Such infestation of inflammation and vapidness, I see Your words mean noþing, not a þing When you constantly lie and betray your devoted subjects Hip hip hooray you're dead I wish þat I could kill you I wish þat I could wrap þe same noose Around your nagging nyggardly neck, Þat you wrap around oþers I wish þat I could kill you But I have more morals þan þou I wish so much to hurt you, I wish so much to inflict you, All þe agony you do to everyone You make me feel like an evil spirit, How much your malice is infecting me A virus, so voracious, so mistaken I've become I wish þat I could kill you Because I know you're just like me

Ignore My Every Plea

You say þat you love me You say þat you want me You say þat you could never let me go But you avoid me And ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌you ignore me You make me feel so alone I've been trying To figure it out But you're always lying, to me And I've been crying My teares running down, running down my cheeks Our distant paþs, Seem to have crossed þe line I don't want us to end, But it seems like, we're running out of time I miss, your sweet smile, and þe light behind your eyes We're getting out of touch I miss you all too much I wish I could be wiþ you, tonight I miss when you would lay, in my arms I wish you could stay, wiþ me, here You're everyþing to me, everyþing þat I need þe only one þat ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌I want, and I want to be, wiþ you (I'm begging you) please, just stay I'll do anyþing þat it takes I don't wanna be alone I don't want no one else I only, want you Oþer people don't matter as much Please just stay wiþ me I really enjoy your company I don't want to say goodbye I want our days to last our lives (But I would'nt be surprised to see) (You ignore my every plea, til þe day we die)

Inner Deeper Feelings

Þis feeling I can't fight We're dying all þe time Þis feeling I can't change Þis feeling oh, þis feeling þat will break (Die!, Die!, Die!) (Try, to be þe sign) Þis feeling I can't fight Þis feeling I can't change Þis feeling of inside Þis feeling I can't break Þis feeling of all pain, þis feeling gone insane Þis feeling I can't fight We're dying all þe time (we're dying all þe time) We're dying all þe time All þis pain þat's inside, you just push it back down Even when it tries to get up, you make it hide Þis feeling I can't hide Þis feeling I can't change Þis feeling deep inside It climbs out of me All þe palpitations, inside my veins Where my heart is pounding, And my brain is going (insane!) Þis feeling I can't hide Þis feeling I can't change Þis feeling deep inside It's making me break (it's making me break) It's making it hard, to feel like myself again It's making it hard, to not suffocate It feels like I'm, dying all þe time All of þis crime, þat ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌it ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌feels for being alive I don't even know why I'm still alive After all of þis pain, deep down my vains It's trying to make me (to make me) Dig a hole for me to lie in (For me to lie in) Þis feeling deep inside I don't þink it'll ever change Þis feeling deep inside I need to stop feeling þis pain But I þink I'm going insane Þis feeling deep inside I i need it to change Þis feeling deep inside I need to set myself free

Justice Defenestrated

Justice, has been defenestrated Þrown out þe window And discarded Oh, oh oh oh, waaaoh waaaoh No longer are we balancing þe scales No longer are we checking ourselves Justice is no longeeer She might be blind But she still has more sense þan we do Judging þe innocents Treating þem like criminals While letting, þe traitors free-ay Liberty has already been decapitated By þose who don't aaagreeee Doesn't matter if we have to start a rebellion Doesn't matter if þe constitution has fallen apart We can a:mend iiit What's þe point, in þis system? If it's been, xyresically xystered all apart? Straight þrough þe xiphoid and into þe heart? Þe cœlia of our, society has been stabbed Þe centeeer, of our cultuuure, is bleeding out Can you tell me now Where is, lady justice's sword? Or have you already taken it away? Just like you've taken away ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌every:þing Justice has been defenestrated No longer only blind, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌but also deafened She sits In þe rain As we're desperate To find her ah-ah-a:gain

Killer Of Truþ

Þe evanescence of þe twilight glistens He’s killed þe truþ and ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌replenished it wiþ lies Þere’s no excuse, But he excuses himself all þe time He’s desperate, to dissipate, All þe rejects and non-standard ways And þen he opens, his heart for all þe falsities, Þat transpire in his wake Þe painful victim for which he forsakes Enough to blame him for maiming þe bloody weak Þe corpse has decayed and bloated in þe rain As þe dewdrops fall and þe blood ever glistens, Þe midnight rain, falls upon us all Hide yourself away into dark where we decay Þrough all þis turmoil and dismay, We can never fight þe pain It’s þe human side effect, Þe symptom þat we reject We’re trapped in today, trapped in tomorrow, Trapped in yesterday, trapped in þe shadow, Of a rainbow of sorrow Chuse your fate, it’s symptomatic and oh so tragic Lovely eyes þat bleed on Every day we’re getting closer to þe future, And ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌furþer from þe past We're laying in þe same grave togeþer Life is just a lie þat you cling onto, But þe memory sleeps in you I see a dead cold one at þe end of þe storm He’s passing on by and saying hello Who’s þere? Þe evanescence of þe twilight glistens, He’s told þe crew, þat he doesn’t care He never tells þe truþ, Even when it’s þere

Lay Your Heart Out

Why do I always feel so useless? Why do I always feel so immature? Why is everyþing I do so pointless? Why is it þat noþing I ever do is meaningful? It never matters and it never did But what once was lost can still be found But I have to search for þe meaning Of life and everyþing around Why do I always feel so empty? Like ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌my heart has no reason to keep on beating And yet it feels so burdened Like þere's a paperweight holding me back Why is it þat when I try to better myself, I never do it right? But I always end up hurting þe ones I love? Lay your heart out, and say wiþ me Þat you'll never, give up on Þe tests þat life, puts you þrough Stand up, for yourself Even when, people say þat you can't Do anyþing, anyþing, at all BECAUSE ÞEY LIED Þey always tell you, Þat you'll never amount to anyþing But þat's only true If you never try, never try at all You cry, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌about your sad and paþetic life Þey lied, to you so þey could put you down And tear, þrough your confidence, And rip it up, make it all torn to shreds Everyone tells you, you're a disappoint:ment A useless waste of space, drowning in worþlessness Everyone tells you, you need a replace:ment Because you're de:fective But þey'll never understand, how special you are Everyone is breaking me Everyþing's a tragedy Laid down in your arms to weep Noþing will ever be, þe same As I hoped, it would be But we gotta make it þrough Even if all we got, is me and you (so far) Lay your heart out, and say wiþ me Þat you'll never, give up on þe tests þat life, puts you þrough Even when, people say þat you can't You have to stand up, for yourself, No matter what þey tell you

Liberty Decapitated

Do you even have your rights, If þey aren't protected? Do you even have a life, If you ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌give it to politicians? Which one would you decide, Dying free or living enslaved? It's like chusing suicide, But þen crying, and running away Do you þink þey'll care at all, After all þe lies þat þey have said? Do you þink þey want you alive, After þey've already wished oþers dead? If you þink þey don't all lie, And þat þey aren't corrupt, Þen can you even tell me why, Þey wanna make þe world burn down? Hold on, some more Stay strong, and fight for your Free:doms, þat þey're trying to take away No one, should hold you back, And lock you up, forever in chains Some:þing's wrong, þis system is unjust Crim:inals, are running our nation ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌ And we need to put, þem behind bars So þat we can stop þe spread of þeir poison But we never will! Society's unfair! Crumbl:ing þe world! All þe opposition, of þe politicians Þey can be sent to hell, For all þat þey care, for all þat þey want Leaving þe poor to starve, Leaving þe broke to fix everyþing Making donations to þemselves, So þey can take a tax break Liberty has been, decapitated Done away, and beheaded Worn affray, and never a-mended Constitutionally insane and in:undated By þe heartless politicians, Who only care about þe rich When society's in shambles, And it costs an arm and a leg to heal þe sick Do you even have your rights, If þey aren't protected? Do you even have a life, If you give it to politicians? Do you þink þe war will stop, When we get a new guy in charge? Or will it only be replaced, wiþ someþing far worse? Liberty has been, decapitated Done away, and beheaded Worn affray, and never a-mended Constitutionally insane and in:undated Tired of being beaten and run over By hypocrites and truþ-twisters Liberty has been, decapitated Done away, and beheaded Stripped of everyþing, and neglected Our people will have, noþing left If we all succumb, to þe tyranny of evil

Living In Þe Dirge

Living in þe dirge, þere's no tomorrow Living in þe dirge, þere's no today Living in þe dirge, is full of sorrow Living in þe dirge, is full of shame Living in þe diiirge, where we lameeent All þe desecrated corpses Þat have been foresent, and forsaken Living in þe dirge, þere's no tomorrow Living in þe dirge, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌þere's no today Living in þe crime scene, of your, shadow Living in þe dirge, þe dirge Living in þe dirge, þe, þe dirge Living in þe dirge, þe dirge Oh ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌no, it's such a dirty word Þe dirge, þe dirge, it's full of birds, who cry Who, cry-y-y-y Living in þe dirge, þere's no tomorrow Living in þe dirge, þere's no today Living in þe dirge, is full of sorrow Living in þe dirge is full of shame If I have to bury you my friend, I'm gonna be so sad, so upseeet Living in þe dirge, þere's no tomorrow Living in þe dirge, þere's no today Living in þe dirge, is full of sorrow Living in þe dirge is full of shame I've forsaken myself Living in þe dirge, living in þe shadow, of pain

Looking Pretty Gory

Þrough þe dark, we stay alive In þis world, where we've come to die It's looking pretty gory, When þe hammer, falls upon þee It's looking pretty gory, When þe hammer, falls upon þee When þe hammer falls, when þe hammer draws, your blood And you're crying on þe floor Your tearedrops spill some more And your grave matter's splattered all around And you're crying inside out and upside down You shake your head, as þey kill you dead And þey surround you wiþ pain and agony As you're wriþing wiþ laughter at þe absurdity Of what þey're always doing to you Kick you around, beat you some more Take you for granted, make you abhor Grinding your bones wiþ þeir teeþ, As þey knock out, all of yours And make you spit out blood as your vessels burst And þey pound on you as your heart pumps, Increasingly, for inhumanity Where all your hope, is shattered now In þe glass þey use to cut you wiþ It's looking pretty gory, When þe hammer, falls upon þee It's looking pretty gory, When þe hammer, falls upon þee It's looking pretty gory, When your shadow walks away free It's looking pretty gory, When even your spirit decides to leave your mangled body It's looking pretty gory, it's looking pretty gory, It's looking pretty gory, la la la It's looking pretty gory, it's looking pretty gory, It's looking pretty gory, ha ha ha It's looking pretty gory, When you realize your flesh has been pulverized And your sinew is all over ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌þe ground and skies Oh, such a ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌sweet, lullaby Yay!

Lost My Mind

Everyday, people ask how I am I believe, þat I'm doing grand But my doctors disagree Þey say þat þey're unimpressed All þe while ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌putting labels on my head I get along wiþ þe people Þey þink þat I'm very nice It's all just a senseless lie But one þat questions why Why þe ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌world has gone blind And þe people ask, Where is your mind? Your luck, your lust, your love? And your time? I say I left it outside In þe rain to forever lie My luck, my lust, my love, I've lost my mind My luck, my lust, my love, I've lost my mind And I fear I'm running out of time But I don't really care if I die Spoke words said my whole life Good luck making it, to adult age þis time Þe words þey þrew, I remember þe insulting lies I was always doomed, to short fate Now I never planned out my final days Þey all seem to þink My inexecution, of all my function Is from dread, but I don't dread much But I dread þis body Þat refuses every step Even if it's what I'm really wanting And þe people ask Where is your mind? Your luck, your lust, your love, and your time? I say I must've lost it sometime Don't remember where I put it Didn't boþer to try and find My luck, my lust, my love, I've lost my mind My luck, my lust, my love, I've lost my mind And I fear I'm running out of time But I don't really care if I die So cry out for rain Over cities I despise Moments pass on by And I never planned ahead Cause I knew my whole life I was always due for deaþ My luck, my lust, my love, I've lost my mind My luck, my lust, my love, I've lost my mind Þey asked where I put it And I said I left it somewhere outside My luck, my lust, my love, my mind, and my time Melting in þe sunny skies I þink I left it somewhere outside

Luminary Light

You are my luminary You brighten up my day You are þe light þat guides me You leade me on my way And I say, I love you You bring me to, where I need to be Better:ing myself, because you are inspiring me In my heart, it's always been disconnected Shadows over, darkness encaging me But wiþ you here, you give me þe courage You are þe torch þat fires me up inside, be- Cause in your eyes, oh þey bring þe world to shine And you tell me everyþing is al:right I want you, in my arms I need you, in þis world so dark You are my flicker of hope After I've been drowning in despair You are all I need You are my luminary All þe life you give to me All þe light you shine on me All þe þings you do for me I want to, do it ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌back for þee You are my luminary You glow wiþ all your beau:ty You give me life and light to see You give me my vision You make me free from þe darkness My starlight þat nev:er fades You are my luminary You brighten up my day You are þe light þat guides me You leade me on my way And I say, I love you You shape me into, who I'm meant to be You spark my passion and creativ:ity You're always warming up my heart After it's been darkened by all þe wicked scars And you bring me, to a heal And you mend my ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌strings þat have been torn apart You are my luminary

Mirror Say

Noþ:ing you ever do, even has a point Reckless undertakings, are going to leave you empty Inside, inside, your life, your þoughtless life of vain When þere's no one, left to care, because Þey've given, up everyþing þey þought þey owed To you, oh to you From ev'ry:þing you have told, þem But it was always, your selfish:ness, bringing þem pain Suffering, infectiously, wriþing in, agony Til þeir hearts all, start:ed to bleed, again It's not easy to prætend Þat your life is better All your lies, accomplishments Your mistakes, are getting clearer We can see right þrough you Þere's noþing more þat you can do, to us, you fool So wipe away, all your false teares All þose fake, promises Þey will always, be remembered So take þe time, to reflect Upon your actions, yeah You call ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌yourself perfect And we call you a liar Why don't you say þat again, into þe mirror Your confidence, never dies out But your self-importance, is killing Is killing us all Say þat again, in:to þe mirror It's not easy to prætend Þat your life is better All your lies, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌accomplishments Falsified, beyond a chance Teetering, on þe fence Between your actions and your words Say þat again, in:to þe mirror Who do you convince, þat your life is better How many times, have you tried To tell yourself þe þings you say to everyone Do you have þe will, to believe Everyþing you speak, fabricated falsity It's all made, to deceive Why don't you say þat again, into þe mirror

Moonlight Dreaming

I was a dreamer by þe daylight I was a dreamer all alone Noþing could ever get out of my sight Noþing could ever go wrong I was a dreamer in þe day I was a dreamer all night long I was a dreamer in þe breeze I was a dreamer just dripping along I'm a dreamer by þe daylight I'm a dreamer by þe trees I'm a dreamer so high, so high Þat þe clouds, oh unto us creep I'm a dreamer by þe sunlight I'm a dreamer by þe stars I'm a dreamer in outer space I'm a dreeeamer When þey say þe cross marks þe spot I go looking for it all night Oh oh ooh oh oh I'm a dreamer all night I'm a dreamer by þe moonlight I'm a dreamer by þe day I'm a dreamer by þe night And I dream about you-ou Oh I dream about you all þe time, þat's right I'm ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌a dreeeamer, baby, I'm a dreeeamer All day I þink, all night I dream All day I do every single þing, þat I can I'm just a simple man Not wiþ a lot of money But I can do whatever I want when I'm dreaming I got a lot of goals for my future, And it's full of gold, and silver Oh oh ooh oh oh Oh oh ooh oh oh I'm a dreamer by þe moonlight All my destinations, I'll gooo þere, some time I'm a dreamer, I'm a dreamer Why take a vacation, when you can take a nap? Why go far away, when you can go to sleep? Off into your own land? Oh ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌I'm a dreamer by þe moonlight Dreamer by þe stars It doesn’t matter how far I get In þis land cause I dooon't mind Everyþing in my mind, is fractured and confined Dreamer by þe moonlight Dreamer by þe sun and þe stars I'm a dreamer, baby And I'm in þe moonlight dreaming abooout, you

Moribund Propensity

I sleep in my obsession A desperate attempt at tranquil misery You're fueling þe infection And all I can say is your skin feels so sweet You're dragging me down, wiþ moribund propensity Faded from life, it's all þe rage you see I'm falling into þe deep ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌void A cavern of unbridled loaþing I wish þat you could be here So I could caress your mortal being I sleep in my obsession, Falling deeper into þe realm Of a useless, vapid state And ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌my eyes are all on you So beautiful, so delicate, Like a plate made of golden glass You're so intricate, and infectious I can't keep away from you now Why do you keep on pushing me out? I'm seeping out, fading into þe grave Where I bleed out, , and departing oh oh Þe curated, suffering Summons all my possessions Into þe void of my decaying I'm doing þe best þat I can I sleep in my obsession, Alþough it's getting harder now Why can't you be in my possession? All I want is you now, But you keep running away, Even when I tell you to stay I sleep in my obsession, My love for you is my only confession And still I pray, for you to come back to me someday Why do you act like I'm just a cage? I really have everyþing you could ever need Oh you're bringing me to, disparity You're bringing me to, a moribund propensity Ohh, I sleep in my obsession It's drowning my þoughts alone Why can't I have you in my possession? Why do you have to run away, so far away? Like you don't love me? Like you don't care? Why, why, why? Oh, I sleep in my obsession For you, my love is my confession It hurts my heart so much to see you pull away Now I'm in shards, Like þe glass þat you seem to be made of Why, why, oh why, are you bring me to, A moribund, propensity?

Murder Line Conspiracy Of Life

Staring down, þe murder line, Of darkness gleaming Hoping everyþing goes fine In þis world unseeming Þe blood has been shed, In þis, conspiracy of life and society of deaþ One opportunity, all I ever wanted to be Shout out to þe void, of darkness confined All þe hurtful marrow, your blood likes to hide As þe sadness crawls upon me I need my fix to heal my brokenness In þe midst of pain and hate I'd hate to pay you wiþ þe feeling of angry Give me some ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌courage Or hate me, all inside I'll take þis time to look underneaþ my bones I hide And pour a bowl of sorrow, for my skeleton As I crawl back into þe vine And soon my head will divulge and emulse To þe emulging collision of a bullet impulse No matter how much it'll always diverge and divide, it's Intertwined, like blood and wine Staring down, þe murder line, Of darkness gleaming Hoping everyþing goes fine In þis world unseeming In þis deep and dark, conspiracy of life Wiþ all of þe pain contrived I don't want to live tomorrow If I'm only suffering today And if þe pain won't stop molesting me I'll turn into a pool of cry Deaþ's corroding, convulsing me inside Am I dead or am I empty in my heart? Do what you want to, but don't rip my flesh If you don't want to be terrorized And filled wiþ bleeding eyes Don't get close to me, or you'll pay Wiþ a shed of droplets from your arteries Staring down, þe murder line, Of darkness gleaming Hoping everyþing goes fine In þis world unseeming All þe bodies On þe ground, on þe floor Þey're not screaming, not now, anymore After I've found þem And delivered þem, to þe morgue Feel it burning high Feel it burnin low Feel it in þe sky Feel it in þe soul Deaþ is when you die Deaþ is when you don't Deaþ is when you try To breaþe but you can't Staring down, þe murder line, Of darkness gleaming Hoping everyþing goes fine In þis world unseeming All my life, I've been shattered inside All my deaþ, I remember þe good old times Of when we used to be, young and never weary All þe sadness and regret Þat we always used to hide Wiþ all þe deaþ and bloodshed In þis conspiracy ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌of life (conspiracy of life)

Never Go

Never go where þe sun doesn't shine Never go where þere is no light Never go, where plants don't grow Just stay where þe colour is Just stay away from darkness I need you here, I need you now Just stay here, whaaaoh whaaaoh Never go too far Never roam in þe dark Always stay, by my side And let me bring you into þe light Sure þere's more Out þere ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌to explore Never go too far, just stay here Never go where þe sun doesn't shine Never go where þere is no light Never go, where plants don't grow Never go, far from home Just stay wiþ me here Please don't leave ohhh I need you here Just stay wiþ me Just stay wiþ me You will be happy Please don't leave I enjoy your company Don't leave me here alone You're þe only person in my grasp Take my hand, take my arm Whatever you need I want you here I feel great around you Just let me pay you back Just stay here, never go away I don't like goodbyes I'll be lonely wiþout you Wiþ no one else, þere's no surprise I need you Never go where þe sun doesn't shine Never go where þere is no light Never go, where plants don't grow Never go, far from home Just stay in þe light, morning breeze Beautiful sight, I see your pretty eyes Þey never fade See þe sky, and enjoy þe day Stay in þe light I will miss you if you leave I will remember you Stay wiþ me here Whaaaoh whaaaoh Just stay where þe colour is Just stay away from darkness I need you here I need you now Just stay here Whaaaoh whaaaoh You are wonderful And so beautiful I admire everyþing you say and do Never go too far, never roam in þe dark Always stay, by my side And let me bring you into þe light I admire your courage, so much bravery But I need you to stay where you can be seen Þe ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌streets are low, filled wiþ people Just stay safe, I don't wanna let you go I can be useful, I can help Guide you to make þe right choices Whaaaoh whaaaoh

Ocean Of Faded Life

It was all, of my life, Every single time Þat I gave it my best shot, I was trying To not draw þe line I þought it ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌would be fine Everyone told me þat I was holding þem back Everyone told me þat I needed to take a step Everyone tells me þat I’m ignorant Everyone tells me þat þere’s noþing I can do And þat I’m just still ignorant and so much more So much more It’s not hard to see, but it’s always going to þe shore Þe ocean may be blew and waving at you, But it’s greed underneaþ þe floor Sunny skies, cloudy days, Under þe fog and under þe haze On þe fire þat burns a flame In your eye, it all fades Þere’s always someþing þey say, I’m just an ordinary man, living in an ordinary world Wiþ all þe ordinary plans and everyone around me Surrounds me and þey don’t know and þey don’t ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌care Every drop in þe sea Is anoþer teare to be It was cried all þe way by me And carried by þe waves þat Hate, to, be, In þe existence which we reminisce Þere’s still a scent in which we evanesce As we blur away, into our decay Þere’s noþing left today, We’ve brought it all þe way To þe ocean of faded life

Offer All For You

What can I off:er you I'm falling all, for you What can I off:er you I'm falling all, for you And you tell me what to do When I'm falling on, falling stiiill (What to do) And I don't even know, what to do When I'm falling all for you I'm falling all for you And you tell me, what, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌to do You tell me, what, to do Because I, don't want, to die And I, just, want to be yours, for all of tiiime And I don't even know, what to do When I'm falling all for you I'm falling for you Because you are all I want to do, all I want to do Yes, I do, yes, I do Oooh ohhh waoooh waoooh oh waaaoh I'm falling all for you I, don't know, what to do When you tell me, you'll be þere But you aren't, and it sucks I, don't know, what to do When I'm falling all for you It's like a cliff of love, cliff of love And I'm falling off, þe ledge it's tough It's so very far away, away-ay From þe ledge, from þe edge Where my heart, pumps for you I don't know, what to do When you leave me falling all for you Falling all for you, falling all for you (Falling all for you) (I offer you, I offer youuu) And I don't know what to do When I'm falling all for you In my heart, I offer you I offer you, all for you I don’t know, why I'm feeling So mistaken, so mistaken, so mistaken Because my heart is pumping þe oþer way And I don't know how to say a þing Because I'm falling all for you And I don't even know, what to do But you guide me, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌to þe liiight And you find me, towards you I stride Þroughout every day, everyday, every day, Every day and all þe day, and niiight

Opposites Indifference

Give me your hand, just a second Give me your heart, for þe moment Die for a life, þat doesn't exist I'll give you my hand, die in a second Give you my heart, þough it's useless Þen die for a life, þat I never lived Oh a man once said I forgot his name Þat þe opposite of love and hate Is indifference, and I agree Because for everyone I hate, I love þem a bit Makes me want to tear, out my ribs And jump off to þe cliff side Even if it feels right And everyone I love, and want to hold tight Makes me wanna stab, And þrow off þe same cliff side Even if it don't feel right Give me your lungs You can breaþe right? Give me your tongue Let me taste like, you I'll give you my lungs I can't breaþe fine I'll give you my tongue So you can find þe right, lie Oh a man once said, I forgot his name Þat þe opposite of love and hate Is indifference, and I agree Cause for everyone I hate, I þem love a bit Makes me wanna tear out my ribs And jump off to þe cliff side Even if it feels right And everyone I love, and want ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌to hold tight Makes me wanna stab, And þrow off þe same cliff side Even if it don't feel right (Love, love , love, and hate) (Love, love, love, and fate) (Love, love, love, and indifference) Oh a man once said (I forget his name) Þat þe opposite of love (and hate) Is indifference (and I agree) Because ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌everyone I hate (I þem love a bit) Makes me wanna (tear out my ribs) And jump off to þe cliff side (Even if it feels right) And everyone I love (and wanna hold tight) Makes me wanna stab (and þrow þem off) (To þe same cliff side) Even if it don't feel right Love, love , love, and hate Love, love, love, and fate Love, love, love, and indifference It's all þe same to me, honestly

Owing All Your Blood

All þe blood you owe All þe love you've spilled Co-agulating now And agonizing hate still shows How much you've been hurting How much you've been burned How much you've been worn out Why haven't you learned? I'm undulating unto breaking I'm not worþ your pain I can't help þe way you see þis Meaningless world, oh again I'm not worþ your breaþing Stop wasting your time on me Stop being so full of loving When you pour it out into þe void of me Is it all true? Þe þings you said you'd do? Slitting þe feeling away (a-a-away) I feel it getting closer But now it's gone too far I'm feeling like a poser Drenched in empty scars Oh time, it flies away Like a bird, set free from þe cage I don't know what will happen today But tomorrow we will see þe light Where only deaþ remains Let me breaþe my life away And set me free from all þis pain Send me to a pœnitentiary Send me to þe morgue All þis time I've been trapped and lonely From þis, broken memory and broken words And falling out, from your arteries Morbidly, wiþ all of your apaþy Þere's mud in your veins And hatred in your eyes Fear in your lungs And heart full of sorrow Þe only way I can pay you back is if I pay wiþ pain And all of þe blood þat leaves a stain It pumps for you, and pumps today But tomorrow it'll be gone away I really hate þis feeling Of unbridled loaþing And seeþing for þe steaming of our loving again All þe blood we owe All þe love we've spilled Co-agulating ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌now And agonizing hate still shows How much we've been hurting How much we've been burned How much we've been worn out Why haven't we learned? We're undulating unto breaking We don't understand þis pain forsaking And we have no way to compræhend þis Meaningless world, oh all again Þe sweat from þe storm is making Us fall all apart And bringing us despairing Feelings þat have come from ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌þe start I just want to end þis aching But our love is twisted and missing Everyþing þat it needs to grow, some more

Oþer Side Of Þe Bullet

Looking out, þere's noþing now On þe oþer side of þe bullet Anoþer reload is coming soon Staring into þe barrel Anoþer shot is firing Go on to þe shore, anoþer distance to overcome No one is helping anymore Noþing will ever take you away Noþing in þe ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌end of our days Þe oþer side of þe bullet, shines We're not going much furþer anywhere But in time, we will do our best And in our lives, we'll be better yet Þere isn't so much more Þere's noþing all around Þere's not a whole lot left Drowning in þe mounds, of ashes Þe smoke of þe barrel firing Everyone around is dying Dropping like moþerloaders No one's going to stop it On þe oþer side of þe bullet My heart beats for you But maybe we should just end þis I can't really tell, has it been killing me? Has it been killing you? It really seems to divide But protect at þe same, time Born to be free, wiþ justice for everyone In truþ, we always seek For our love and ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌revenge In þe end we see Noþing will ever be Þe trigger will be pressed, As þe hot burning metal touches, flesh On þe oþer side of þe bullet On þe oþer side of, deaþ To þe world around In þe search, it won't be found Þe body of þe one Lost and forgotten son Only time will tell Þe bullet shines so well In þe end it's right, But it always feels so wrong Everyone will leave And for þem, I say so long On þe oþer side of þe bullet

Pain Me Hate Me Stain Me

Pain, me, hate, me, stain, me Pain, me, hate, me, stain, me You've, made me, you, break me You've, turned me, into a messss But you never feed me You've never wiped me up After you've spiiilled, all of my blooood Þat I poooured, ooout, fooor, youuu Pain meee, hate meee, stain meee Turn your back and betray meee Dooo, any:þing you liiike Dooo, any:þing you neeeed Dooo, you even liiike, or even looove meee? Pain me, hate me, stain me Pain me, hate me, stain me Pain me, hate me, stain me Spill me, hurt me, break me PAIN ME!, HATE ME!, STAIN ME! PAIN ME!, HATE ME!, STAIN ME! PAIN ME!, HATE ME!, STAIN ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌MEEE! I, have been made of glassss, But you've always been made of stone You've always crushed me wiþ your words And þen broken all my bones Pain me, hate me, stain me Pain me, hate me, stain me Pain me, hate me, stain meee! Betray me, degrade me, break me, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌betray me, break me Break me, break me, BREAK ME!, BREAK ME!, BREAK MEEE! And amend meee, and contain meee Because I've spilled Pain me, claim meee Own me, name meee Whatever you like, as long as I'm yoursss I'll do anyþing Just keep me, just keep meee Pain me, hate me, stain me Pain me, hate me, stain me! Pain me, hate me, stain meee! As long as you love meee

Perspective Of Reality

Sometimes, you feel, like crying And þat's okay, yeah Just need to let out, your emotions So þey don't, bottle up too fast today Hey, hey, yeah It's okay, to tell yourself Þat you're þe best, at everyþing you do When it comes To trying everyþing þat you can do It's okay, if you're not particularly bright You still shine like a star Twinkle in my eyes It's okay, to need to cry It's alright to try new þings in life It's just fine to let out your feelings sometimes Even when you don't like þem, ohhh Like everyday I try new þings Þat I'm not as used to And it takes a little time We're all still learning To do all þis, þe control is, just a bit finicky Hopefully, anoþer þing, Is you'll one day, See þe way, þat you succeed Even if you fail þe first time It's okay to give up, þough When noþing, is working, at all, yeah And you've tried enough, oh Maybe you just need, a different way to þink Away from a few þings Þat cause you to break, on down Sometimes, you feel, like crying And þat's okay Just need to let out, your emotions So þey ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌don't, bottle up ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌too fast today Sometimes, I feel just þe same way But we need to form a new Perspective of reality (Perspective of reality) (Perspective of reality) (You need to change, need to see) (A new perspective of reality)

Phantom Phænomenon

Phantom, phænomenon Phantom, phænomenon Phantom, phænomenon On and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and oooh Phantom, phænomenon Phantom, phænomenon On and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and oooh Phaaantom, phænomenon Phaaantom, phænomenon Iiit's, so mysterious Iiit's, a shadow ooof Shadow ooof, þe Phantom, phænomenon Phantom, phænomenon On and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and oooh Ooo-ooon Phantom, phænomenon Friends of, you're on and on Phantom, phænomenon Friends of, you're on and on Run and run, on and on, and on and on, and on ah on ah And ooon and ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌oooh Phantom, phænomenon Friends of, run on and on Run on and on, run ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌on and on, and oooh on Phantom, phænomenon Feeling, it on and on Phantom, phænomenon Feeling, it on and on, and on and on, And on and on and oh way ah we ay we ah oh oooh Phantom, phantom, phantom, feeling Phantom, phantom, phantom, feeling

Poor Imitation

You're a poor, poor, imitation You're a poor, poooor, looost soooul You don't know how to hide your frustration But everyþing, is a chance If you let it give you one You're a poor, poor, imitation Fooor þe one who claims to be human You're a poor, poor, imitation You always cling to a life fuuull Of prætendiiing Þat everyþing is perfect And it's wrooong You're a poor, poor, imitation You've lost your spirit, lost your miiind You don't knooow, how it feeeels, to ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌live You're a poor, poor, imitation Confused from þe start, You don't know how to tell yourself Aaall, you need, is some motivation, to be yourself You're a poor, poor, imitation A sad excuse, for a living human You don't know what to do at aaall You only hurt yourself because you hurt oþers You only lie to yourself because oþers have lied to you You prætend to be cool, when you know þat you're not You act like everyþing is fine When you're really really dying inside Your miiind, has made you become, a useless automaton Þat does ordinary tasks But it breaks down Because YOU, run out of energy, prætending to be Someþing you're not, oh You're a poor, poor, imitation Pour me a glass fuuull, of an invitation To your mind Do you have þe time? To ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌wooork, on yourself? You're a poor, poor, imitation You don't fool anyone You don't fool anyone at aaall So reflect, upon your reflection Do, what you caaan But just be yourself Don't let anyone else, Tell you how to be Because you know, Þere's so much more to see But you ooon:ly haaave, to be, yourself, oh You're a poor, poor, imitation Because you þink you got nobody else

Praise Be To You

Praise be, to you, praise be, to you Praise be, to you, praise be, to you After all, you do, praise be, to you Youuu, do everyþing you caaan Youuu, I admiiire everyþing, þat you doooo Praise be, to youuu, my friend Praise be, to youuu, until þe eeend You have brought us so much courage and strengþ Wiþ you around, none of us shall break Youuu do, youuu do, you do everyþing you can for us We are trying, to show our appreciation But it's, difficult, to match all your gift Praise be, to you, praise be, til þe end Praise be, to you, praise be, to you, my friend You've always been so amicable You've always been so amœnable You've always been so caring, so giving You've always been so open in your arms Praise be to you, þere's noþing we can say or dooo, Þat can match everyþing, þat comes from your bring Hoooow, do we deserve, so much of your grace, oh? Praise be, to youuu, when we run out of bread, You are always þerrre, you always give us yours, Even if you starve You're always healing our wounds, oooh You're always coming here as soon as we need Praise be, praise þee, praise be, praise þee Praise be, to youuu Even when we can't afford to live, You can still afford so humbleness and grace You're so kind and generous What are we, what are us? You're always so beautious, all on þe inside, Even when þings don't feel right You always act so righteous, But you always give us rice and, Every grain þat we need, And you refill our grains of sand You always walk wiþ us, even when you have a limp You're always so generous What are we, what are us? You always feed us, even when we accidentally bite You're always so gentle Whyyy, why, whyyy, whyyy, why, whyyy How did we deserve you? I feel like I've been taking advantage You're so kind, you give us everyþing you can You replenish our miiinds, wiþ all your wisdom I see how much you've been beaten, And yet despite þat, you always make sure we're eating Praise be, to you, praise be, to you Praise be, to you, praise be, to you What more, can we do? You're so hospitable, Even towards þose who are despicable You always redeem us, you never misguide us You give us, all þe strengþ, þat we neeeed, To live, to fight, for our lives You always share your bread wiþ us, Even if it makes you starve, Even when you've been broken down, beaten, and scarred Even when society casts you away You always seem to fiiind, you, ooown way To lend us a hand, even when we don't deserve it, at all You make me jealouuus! At how kind and caring you are How you're always zealouuus, about giving to everyone Even when þey have more þan you Even þe ocean, You'd ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌still pour your little droplets ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌into Praise be, to you, praise be, to you Praise be, praise þee Your last crumb, you gave it to þe dumb Even when þey couldn't say, how grateful þey are, Because þey have no words, no way to speak And you just accept it I feel so jealous, at how kind, and giving, And zealous, youuu aaa-aaa-aaare

Purpose Never Served

You serve, no purpose Þe meaning of life is absent to you You serve, no reason To even exist or do what you do You, are not, þe one You, are all, to blame You, were not, chosen You, are þe one, who þey hate Stab you, þey're, þey're fed up wiþ ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌you Stab you, þey, can't, stand, you, anymore Stab you, þat's all þey ever wanna say to you Stab you, þat's all þey ever wanna say, to your face Stab you, þey just wanna slam þe door on you Stab you, þey just wanna say, (Hey, I really don't like you at all) (Because you're such a piece of lint) (A dirty disgusting hypocrite) (I hope you die) (I hope you choke on all þe fists you've made) Yeah, yeah Stab you, is all þey wanna say to you Stab you, is all þey wanna do to you Stab you, þey þink you're a filþy rotten coward Your life, serves no purpose Þe meaning of life is absent to you Your life, serves, no reason A reason doesn't exist in your mind, Is what þese people þink, yeah Stab you, þey're fed up wiþ you Stab you, þey don't want you around Stab you, þey're fed up wiþ you Stab you, þey don't want you living, Þey don't want you walking, Þey don't want you breaþing Þey don't want you þinking Þey, don't want, you to live, any longer Þey, just want, you to suffocate and suffer Þey, don't want you to live, Because þey hate your selfish festering guts Þey þink you belong in a ditch, And þat you're such a drag Þey wanna burn you, þey ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌wanna burn you, like a timber log Stab you, þey're, þey're fed up wiþ you Stab you, þey, don't, þink, you, should live Stab you, þey're fed up wiþ you But, I, don't, þink, þat, is true at all I, don't, þink, þat, þey are right I, want you, to be, alive I, want you, to want, to live But þey just, want you to suffocate Þey just want you to to die And drown in sorrow Stab you, þey're, fed up wiþ you Stab you,þey're just feeding you lies Stab you, þey're, fed up wiþ you Stab you, þey don't want you alive You, should have, been absconded, Is what, þey say, to me And þen I'm like, what's þe muck? Because I don't believe, Any of þat, (push it) nonsense, Any of þat, (push it) nonsense, Any of þat, (push it) nonsense, Defenseless, (push it all out), accusations Þat fly when flung by þeir flickering tongues Cause þey're all, biased, conceited bigots Vapid and useless at þinking, Þey, þey þink þat your life has no reason So stab you, I support you Stab you, þey can't stand you Stab you, þey're, fed up wiþ you Stab you, I want you, to be, my friend When I'm just relaying, my feelings, Þat þese asphyxiations, are pushing towards me here And þey hate me, þey despise me, For just being around, you Your life, has no reason It's getting out of season Þere's noþing around, anymore Stab you, þey're fed up wiþ you Þey þink, þat, you're a, purpose never served

Quick To Anger

I just want to be human I just want to be alive But you're inconsiderate Of my every line I want to be human Hand me empaþy Cause it's more þan emotion It's logic at its seams But you're too fragile, and an imbecile You make me feel smarter þan I really am And I feel like I'm losing my mind I'm not quick to anger, but you make me simmer Down to ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌dry barren fields And I'm not a killer I'm a pacifistic sinner But you will be my first kill I want to rip off your head Make you feel what I feel You don't hold empaþy You cannot understand What it's like to be me To feel trapped in your shell Feel insane and want to die I want to rip off my skin Slice til I'm alive You þink it's for attention But I promise you it's not Cause I don't give a damn About anyþing you see I'm just trying to breaþe I want lungs Want to rip þem out I feel my body crumble under me You ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌treat me like a joke Cause it's all mental But it's physically affecting me You want to act nice But you're just plain mean You're more of a monster þan I You play it like a joke as it's killing me I wish you'd understand a þing I want to rip off your head Make you feel what I feel Force you to be like me To feel like you're insane, And have no control, Of anyþing you do It's more þan being pained It's more þan being afraid Its more þan disease More þan infection I need to escape, þe body þat's been placed, Where I stand And I'm not quick to anger, but you make me simmer Down to dry barren fields And I'm not a killer I'm a pacifistic sinner But you will be my first kill You don't hold empaþy Can't stop to understand Þe feeling of being in þe wrong skin I want to feel alive Cut out myself and die I'll force you to see my deck at hand So damn you, damn you, die I hate you, hate you Distrustful liar So damn you, damn you You ask why I'll tell you why You're a demonic monstrosity Masquerading in human attire And I'm not quick to anger, but you make me simmer Down to dry barren fields And I'm not a killer I'm a pacifistic sinner But you will be my first kill You don't hold empaþy Can't stop to understand I want to rip off my skin Til I feel human again And you won't understand You'll never truly understand You're such a morally dilapidated, Oh so far and so faded, conniving hypocrite Romanticizing þe pain you inflict You'll never understand And now you can rot in þe grave Of your incompetence, wiþ noþing more to say

Quiet Reignited

I, þink about you, a lot And I, want to, see you again I, it's been such a long, long, long, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌long time I miss, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌þis feeling inside me I'm yearning for your arms agaiiin When your eyes, fade out And þe memories start to haze When þe fire burns out And þere's, no more flame We have to reignite, what we've looost Between ourselves, oooh

Rainbow Of Sorrow

Rainbow of sorrow, þere will be no overcoming Rainbow of sorrow, do not deny þat it will beeee, Coming heeerrre, þe rainbow of sorrow, It's full ooof colours, it's full of sadness Usually, when it rains Þe light refracts and becooomes, An archway of different colours, And it looks sooo fun But on þis day of gloom On þis day, it will be youuur, deaþ Rainbow of sorrow, rainbow of pain It comes in all þe different flavooours It basically punches you in þe faaace, Aaand makes fun of you when you cry ooout Everyone is going to die from þe storm, And it is aaall, powerfuuul Rainbow of sorrow, you get trapped and þeeen At boþ ends is aaa little pot But its not full of gold, It's full of suuufferiiing We're trapped in today, trapped in tomorrow Trapped in ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌yesterday, for þe rainbow of sorrow We're trapped in þe past, trapped in þe future Trapped in everywhere, if we don't join togeþer And join forces agaaainst, þe destructionnn, Oh of maaan Þe rainbow of sorrow, It's getting pretty gay It's so happy to destroy everyone toooday Ohhh, þe loght shines on us all But þe rainbow of sorrow, Will be þe one cooontrooolliiing, uuus We need to take a step back We need ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌to fight against its wraaaþ Þe rainbooow of sorrooow Þe beautyyy, which it briiings Most rainbows, þey symbolize peace, Þey symbolize love and joy and, ohhh But not þis one, þis is, þe rainbow, of sorrow And it's coming after youuu, No matter what you dooo Every step you taaake, is anoþer mistaaake It hopes you fall, it hopes you break yooour, faaace Þe rainbow of sorrow, it's coming today We're trapped in þe future, trapped in þe past, Trapped in þe præsent, even þough it won't last So præpare, let's get togeþer, And fight þe destruction, Brought by þe beautiful construction, Oh water droplets refracting, All þe colors from þe sun Rainbow of sorrow, you see it and you're stunned You say oh it's so beautiful And þen it hits you like aaa, gun

Rampant Lessons Of Revenge

Darkness approaches, þe sealing of your fate As ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌night falls, you better fear, þe ending of your days We don't have þe time to wait, For you all ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌to change your ways As we run, rampant þrough your little town Your homes will be burned down Noþing will survive, We'll kill you all for countless times So say your final goodbyes, yeah We'll rob and maim and immolate And burn þe flames of arson days Noþing will get in our way, We will teach you, educate Punish you, make you pay Oh, þe fire þat fuels þe day We will make our marks and set a course Þe flaming bones of every corpse Þis is a lesson to you all Þis is your warning, þe final call (Rampant! Rampant!) Hey! Listen to us! Hey! What do you see? Deaþ! Destroyers! þe frightened, awake Fear, insomnia, Þe fuel þat fires þe ending of your days! (Rampant! Rampant!) We'll rob and maim and immolate And burn þe flames of arson days Noþing will get in our way, We will teach you, educate Punish you, make you pay Oh, þe fire þat fuels þe day We will make our marks and set a course Þe flaming bones of every corpse Þis is a lesson to you all Þis is your warning, þe final call (Rampant! Rampant!) We move on, into your, humble abode We set, our course, to destroy your loving home Set fire to your souls We will take full control Teach you not to repeat your mistakes And ye shall, regret doing it at all Þis is, þe end, þe final call Þe ending of your days, you cannot keep us away We'll kill you til you're dead, We'll hurt you til you die, anoþer many times To pay for all you've done, to us, you fools We're traveling on our paþ, To destroy you wiþ our wraþ After you've mistreated us So we're just paying you back Rampant! Running, burning, flames Rampant! Raging, crying, again Rampant! Murder, arson, maim Rampant! Killing, robbing, you can't keep us away Rampant! Þere þe blade falls to no end Rampant! Þese shall be, þe lessons of revenge Rampant! Rampant!

Room No More

Þere's no more room to breeeaþe, Þere's no more room to dooo, Þere's no more room for meee, Þere's no more room ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌for youuu, And I do it all for youuu Þere's no more room, þere's no more room Þere's no more roooom And I do it all for youuu, and I do it all for youuu And I do it all for you, And I do it all, and I do it all Þere's no more room for meee, Þere's no more room for youuu, Þere's no more room to breeeaþe Þere's no more room to beee, existiiing, And sufferiiing, þere's no more roooom, Þere's no more roooom , þere's no more roooom Þere's no more ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌room, þere's no more room Þere's no more roooom I'm shoving you out, because þere's no more room I'm shoving you out, shoving you out right nooow I'm shoving you out, cause þere's no more room, No more room, for me and you Þere's no more room, þere's no more roooom Þere's no more room, for me or for you Þere's no more roooom I'm shoving you out, inside out I'm shoving you out, cause þere's no more room For me or for you Þere's no more room, þere's no more room Þere's no more room, and it's ending soon And it's ending soon Deaþ is pending yeah, deaþ is pending yeah Þere's no more room, cause I do it all for you And þere's no more roooom You're shoving me out, leaving me to die You're shoving me out, after all þis time I þought were friends, I þought we loved, eachoþer But I guess we don't, I guess þis is þe end, because I'm shoving you out, you're shoving me out Þey're shoving me out, þey're shoving you out, Þey're shoving us out, shoving us out Shoving us out, þey're shoving us out We're being too loud, þey're being too loud Þey're shoving us out, we don't agree Þey're shoving us out, what can we be Can we see, what can we do Cause þey're shoving me out, and I don't agree You're shoving me out, to þe end of uuus You're shoving me out, cause you don't agree To a þing, þat I ask of youuu And I do it all for you, Even þough you're shoving me out, Pushing me in, doing every single þing þat you can Cause you're shoving me out, you're pushing me out, Shoving us all, to a room no more Þere's nowhere to stand, nowhere to fall Þere's no more room for meee, Þere's no more room for youu, And I do every single þiiing, þat I can for you Oooh oooh aaah

Rotted My Corpse

You've rotted my corpse You've drenched my spirit in dust You don't feel þe stores Of anger I've barraged, unto my mind You've just left me here SUCK ON ÞE SEED WHICH FAILS YOU GO FLY AWAY UNTIL IT PAINS YOU You can't, keep me here, unto þe dark It's killing me, it's tearing me, all apart AND YOU STILL WON'T BREAK INTO ÞE TIME Where we shared our bread before And now it's moulded to þe core Because you've rotted me So much þat ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌I've become a corpse Your corpse (I am) Welcome to bright eyes of sunny days When þe wind blows my head out unto þe rain It pours on me slowly, it guides my neck Into þe void of worry, don't you ever come baaack You've rotted my corpse You've drenched my spirit in dust You don't feel þe stores Of anger I've barraged, unto my mind You've just left me holding þe decaying, roses I've ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌lost my skin, I've lost my veins I've lost my childhood, When you pushed me out away for good And you've rotted my corpse Pray for me, sin for me, pray for me Lie for me, give for me, do for me what you can Because I'm running out, face unto þe sound I've forgotten what it meant After it's been so long To even have a friend Who's even still around, here, now It bites me hard, it calls my name again As it carves me up, you scar me deep wiþin Wiþout any words, to lament You've blinded me, you've bounded me, To your full control And now all I can do, is defy my mortal strings And resist your spineless desecration Of my rotted corpse you did create (FIGHT! FIGHT! I'M NOT GOING OUT TONIGHT) (BRIGHT! BRIGHT! Dilating unto sight) (UNWIND! Þe vine, to which you dare to climb) (SIGHT, SIGHT! I can't see þe end of your lies)

Same Pain

If sadness is a virtue, Þen despair is worþ its weight in gold If violence is a must-have, (And þey only ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌want to hurt you) Þen life itself is worþless dust If everyone cares about your appearance, But not how you feel inside, Þen ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌noþing really matters As it's all just someþing more to hide If honesty's a construct, and lying isn't wrong Þen why do we destroy ourselves, When þings don't go as we þought? If beauty is only þrough pain, Þen what do we have to gain When we're too blind to see who we really are? We all feel þe same pain We're all wrong, and it's a dying shame We all hate ourselves, and only love þe suffering Þat we bring each oþer We all feel þe same pain We all make þe same mistakes We all feel so useless But you gotta know þat you're enough (We all feel þe same pain) (We all feel, we all feeeeeel…) Do you remember, þe day þat your voice was lost? Do you know where, your mind became an empty fog? Do you under-, stand why everyþing's forgot? Are you þere? Or do you even have a þought? Stay wiþ me, Hear me out and listen well Don't worry, I'll make sure you don't become an empty shell Say someþing, or all hope will be given up Do someþing, I need to know þat you're well enough We all feel þe same pain We all make þe same mistakes We all feel so useless But you gotta know þat you're enough (We all feel þe same pain) (We all feel, we all feeeeeel…) If sadness is a virtue, þen despair is worþ its weight in gold If violence is a must-have, (And þey only want to hurt you) Þen life itself is worþless dust But I don't believe it is I just feel like we need to do better We, all need to forgive ourselves We, all need to get along wiþ each oþer (Because) We all feel þe same pain We all disappoint everyone else We all run þrough þe same vein But you gotta love yourself (We all feel þe same pain) (We all feel, we all feeeeeel…) (We all do þe same þings) (But we all gotta love ourselves) We all feel þe same pain (all feel þe same pain) Don't let it drive you in-sane (in-sane) Don't overþink if you're good enough Because we all know þe struggle is really tough So let's say-hey-yeah, Þat we all feel, þe same pay-ay-ain, again

Shadows Take Me

I only go where þe shadows take me Þey roam in þe realm where I begin to bleed I only go where þe darkness finds me Þey search for a soul deep inside þe depþs of me I only know a life of blinding, Light þat always overshines me And all þe burdens I've been bearing, It's never seemed to be reality Ah, so, suffer it aaall Oh it really gets þe best of me Þere's noþing left, þat I do believe But you're so beautifuuul So indubitably, agonizingly Such a soft sweet luxury And I want every part of your mind and body I only go where þe shadows take me Þey roam in þe realm where I begin to bleed I only go where þe darkness finds me At every step it's always approaching Wiþout you my life is left fleeting But all þis madness is breaking, me, alllll Defenestrate my every þought Feel þe hate þat's come and gone Þrough þe window of suffering It's a glass half shattered And it's more þan you might þink Come on now, don't mind þe shards, Just take a little drink I only go where þe shadows take me Þey roam in þe realm where I begin to bleed I can't stand þis ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌pain I've been feeling It only hurts when you're away from me I know I don’t make þe ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌brightest choices But maybe þis time will be different I really hope þat we can make it Even in þe void of þe abysmal noþingness Now I see you've left me stranded Reality has been warped and twisted Maybe it's really me I've been looking for all along Maybe þe shadows are just my reflection And maybe you're just my own figment And still I only go where þe shadows take me Þey roam in þe realm where I begin to bleed My mind has gone far enough now I just need some rest and my wounds need healing Til þen I follow my own shadows I'm always chasing

Show Me Your Battle Scars

You told me þat when I was a little bit older You would tell me þe stories About when you were a soldier Well I'm older now I'm old enough to hear about All þe þings you went þrough in þe waaar, so Show me your battle scars Show me why you fought so hard Show me all your stor:ies Tell me about your friends Tell me about your broþers, in arms Even þe ones you lost so haaard Show me your battle scaaars Show me your glooor:y Show me why you fought so hard, shooow meee I bet your mind is like a walking museum Full of interesting þings to just look aaat, oh I know you went þrough a lot And you lost a lot as well But saving þe nation is what you did sooo riiight Who you were Even if you don't know You fought, for our freedoms You fought, for our lives You fought, for our justice You, ohh, fought for þe demise, of tyranny, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌of evil Show me your battle scars Show me why you fought so hard Show me all þe little þings, all þe little þings You could write a book You could make a documentary, ohhh I just wanna know your history We salute to youuu, youuu You didn't just fight for yourself or for your family You fought for þe whole nation, þe whole country You fought for everyþing you hold so dear Oooh all of your memory Oh even in þe midst of fear Þey tried to shoot you down Þey tried to end your life But you didn't let þem Even if it gave you a little scar Þey may have wounded your body But þey'll never wound your heart Show me your battle scars Show me your wounds Show me why you fought so hard I'm old enough to ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌hear it now Even if you waste around

Silence Of Þe Calling Stars

A silence, a calling, for þe choices þat you make A pressure, to prove, þe breaþ þat you take And it's falling (down) And it's falling (down) And it's coming (around) Grit your teeþ at þe madness þat you bear A mindful mourning of silence þat you hear In þe ending it's calling For your shadow to take you, away In þe endlessness of dreaming, A recompense of seeþing, Anoþer þought comes to say Your forbearance is teeming, Þe violence is gleaming, Þe words come at a price to pay A silence, a calling, for þe choices þat you make A pressure, to prove, þe breaþ þat you take And ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌it's falling (down) And it's falling (down) And it's coming (around) Creeping up on you, þere's noþing else to do, but stay And fight þe darkness, crawling on your footsteps Roaming around þe grave Fight! (Pray for me) Fight! (Pray for me) Þe time is twisting, and þe sunset is missing And þere's noþing in þe sky today But a darkness of ending, Þe final is coming, þe reaping of all days Þe stars are aligning, and þe moon is a-shining But þe horrors are scoped to say þat we'll DIIIE! Take me back to when I was Alive and free and in þe sun But now þere's noþing (now þere's noþing) But fallen days to come And it's falling (down) (pray for me) And it's coming (around) (time to leave) A silence, a calling, for þe choices þat you make A pressure, to prove, þe breaþ þat you take And it's falling (down) And it's falling (down) And it's coming (around) Þe darkness is bending, it's so unyielding Þere's noþing in it's way It will devour everyþing, And þere's only one more þing to say Lay (down), lay (down) And keep your head on, don't rely on Þe voices in your mind Þey're always controlling, and always unfolding And making you hear þings, Þat cause your delusion In þis mindless confusion So just just keep þe darkness at bay A silence, a calling, for þe choices þat you make A pressure, to prove, þe breaþ ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌þat you take And it's falling (down) And it's falling (down) And it's coming (around)

Starlights Fading

Starlights fading in þe night skies You're waiting for þe sunrise Dreamin' 'bout þe days past, gonna get a good rest Asking for þe truþ, yet always telling lies And one of þese days, you're in for a surprise You're gonna learn þe lessons of time All þese years are gonna pass you by Like a comet in space when it's on þe fly And you make a wish, to make amends You apologize, for all you've done And þe starlights fading, þey come alive Þey all turn blew, and burn þis feeling, Inside of you (inside, inside, you turn þe tide) You wait for þe sun, wait for it to rise You get out of bed, and get all dressed You finish your mourning, and you cry, you cry, you cry Þe starlights fading, oh þey hurt your eyes Þere's a burning sensation, for all your lies Oh your falsehoods, þey never die (you lie, you lie) You can't tell why, but you're dying inside And you put on your smile, but þey all know it's fake You always push þe line between real and prætending You act like you aren't affected, but it's all an act (An act, an act, you hide þe facts) (You conceal your feel, you're never for real) In þis painful simulation, you just feel despair And it's ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌all unfair Because þe oþers are getting hope, Out of þin air (þin air) Þis dark twisted fate, has crossed your paþ Þe danger of your days, you have to unwind (You have to unwind, unwind, try and try) Keep on searching, keep on searching For þe meaning of your life (a sign, a sign) Oh þe starlights fading, just little grains above No one's gonna miss you, when you depart from þe world Þey þink you're a mistake, and þey give you no care Because þis world, þis world is unfair Þey never really needed you, and never truly will But þis conspiracy of life, it will be revealed Þey're living, you're dying Þey're laughing, you're crying Þey're honest, you're lying Þey're lazy, you're fighting Keep trying You're always putting on a smiling mask Even when you're frowning underneaþ Þe starlights fading, are looking at you Þey know you're defective, and unimportant Þey just wanna fix you, but you don't ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌need to be fixed Living a lie, in þis world of darkness You're þe last faiþ of mankind, Oh þe horror is endless Starlights fading in þe night skies You're waiting for þe sunrise You drift into dreaming in þe meantime And you never wake up from your nightmare (Nightmare, nightmare, but you aren't scared) You better figure out why (oh why, oh why) Starlights fading, starlights fade Starlights fading in your æternal sleep

Stellar Embrace

As we hail, by þe fire It's so delightful, and keeping you up at night Þe flame, it's rising burning high Causing all þe smoke and ashes Þe ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌smell, of your perfume, under þe moon It's so peculiar but yet delightful And you, under þe haze Under þe shade, of all of þe trees Þey drop þeir pine cones into your pretty hair As we set camp, þe fireflies Are going out, to breed tonight Under þe stars, under þe skies Under þe breeze, þe flame's alight And we lay down, as you prætend Þat þe stars tell, you a story Of all þe þings, in þis world So beautiful, and so bright Yet far away, and out of reach All I want, is your stellar embrace Þe fire is dying out A flicker of flame, running low As þe embers begin to drown Engulfed in anguish, þere's no more else to burn But we go, into our tent To take a sleep, take a rest Tomorrow morning, I'll be gone But I want you to know, I'll never leave You have my heart, you have þe key And so I give, you a kiss One more embrace, for my final wish I hold you tight, I hold you dear 'Cause I'm gonna miss you too (Too much, too much) Þis night, is so serene I wish it could last, wiþ ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌you and me Under þe moon, under þe clouds And as I, evaporate, and go away, I'm departing now, into þe fade All I want, is your stellar embrace

Suck It Up

Þe day I die, I won't call out to anyone I know what þey'll say When þey see I'm just anoþer countless number (Just getting number and number) Þey'll tell me to stop And þat I'm insane So I won't boþer eiþer way I'll just say (Suck it up, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌suck it up, suck it up) Cause by þe time I'm old enough I'll have already given up So just, (suck it up) Þe day I die, I won't call out to my friends I know what þey'll say So I won't say a þing to þem I won't write a letter Not even a note I'll just pass þem a verbal message So just (Suck it up, suck it up) Cause I don't care anymore I've given up So I'll just, (suck it up) Þe day I die I won't tell my family Þey don't need to boþer Wiþ all þeir crying Þey'll beg and plead And I won't listen Cause I know þe ending Is coming near so (I give up, I give ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌up, yeah) Cause by þe time you hear þis I've given up So just (suck it up) Þe day I die I won't haunt my enemies Þey don't need any guilt For what þey've done to me Þen in þe news Þey'll cry about me But I won't answer I'll just say (Suck it up, suck it up) Don't even boþer to get up (Just suck it up, you're useless enough) (As you suck þe life out of me)

Suffocate In Hate

Þe insatiable silence Þe irredeemable violence Þe ending of þe sanity's sake And you're all out of mercy, all out of vision All out of time, and þere's no way to survive þis game We can't do whatever we've ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌been doing baybeh We really need to get þe ball rolling okay-heh So let me tell you all þe ways you turn me on (on) Turn me on, on, and turn my life upside down (Down, way down, as I bust my head onto þe ground) I suffocate in hate (what?) I suffocate in hate, you I suffocate in hate, do I suffocate in hate, to I suffocate in hate, meeeeee!!! You suffocate me, you disintegrate me! You take away all my air, so now I can't breaþe So give me just one more time Twisted, turning, I know you're all mine I hope we can make it þrough þis togeþer baybeh If you don't say yes I'll sever, my head go crazy (Swipp, what? Swipp, what?) Picking petals togeþer one more time, I hope we make it out þrough þe never, baybeh I hope you stay wiþ me forever, baybeh Even if our corpses intertwine, You know þat you'll never get away from MEEEEE! I ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌SUFFOCATE IN HATE, YOU You disintegrate my life, do You make me feel like I need to die, to You will never escape þe grasp of me! Turn! Oh, feel þe turn! (Me on! Me, me on) As you choke me, to, to þe world Misery is þe flag we bear togeþer baybeh When we raise it on its pole unfurled It waves around like a bloody tapestry, baybeh And it makes my blood, curl I suffocate in hate (what?) I suffocate in hate, you I suffocate in hate, do I suffocate in hate, to I suffocate in hate, meeeeee!!! So give me just one more chance And let me form my cocoon of change Can't you see, I'm your perfect man? Can't you see, I'm not deranged? I've got myself togeþer, burning þe feaþers, Off my wings, just to see þem fly (down) Away, like we've always done to waste our lives Suffocate me! Annihilate me! Step on me, spit on me, disrespect and neglect Me, oh how you turn on me, turn, turn on me And turn me on, me, me on (Hello, welcome to þe morgue of salacious insanity!) (Where we rip you off and rip off your head!) (You can stay as long as you like, but never leave) (Haha, you'd never even try, cause we'll just kill you!) I suffocate in hate you I suffocate in hate you I suffocate in hate you

Suspended Dreams

When you wake up, in þe morning, every day You look into þe mirror, and what do you say? What do you tell yourself? How do you keep yourself motivated? Ambition is þe goal in sight Set sail for what you know is right For you, it's true, but þere's no promises in life So suspend your dreams tonight Or þey might get up and walk away You don't want þem to fade and die You don't want to lose your passions, yeah Suspended dreams, not what it seams Noþing's clear, yet everyþing is like a crystal ball Þat only life can see out of And you're so, fortunate, to still, have your ambition So just make a plan for your future You know what you wanna do You know what you wanna say You know where you're headed to But you don't yet know þe way, honestly (But you know you wanna go to sleep) Suspended dreams, awaken when you're ready You just have to follow your paþ and be steady Go at your own pace or you may burn out It's only a race if you make it þaaat Suspend your dreams tonight And everyþing will be, alright What you can't do now, but you have þe drive What you want to know, but can't yet try What you want to do, but don't have þe time Suspended dreams, awaken when you're ready But what I say to you, is suspend your dreams tonight You can go back to your plans later And maybe have more ideas þat make þem better And have þe skills and knowledge to do amazing Don't you feel ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌any more pressure Because if you do, you may just end up wiþ failure Being in a hurry and rushing your precious creations, Will only make þem worse So suspend your dreams, put þem to sleep And bring þem back to life, Make þem revived, when you feel þe time, has come And finally, do what you can today, but remember You have a lot in life You have a lot of potential Suspended dreams, not what it seems What it really will be, only time can tell you Suspended dreams, awaken when you're ready You just ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌have to follow your paþ and be steady Go at your own pace or you may burn out It's only a race if you make it þaaat Suspend your dreams tonight And everyþing will be, alright

Symptoms Are My Friends

Despite my, loneliness, All my symptoms are my friends Despite my, loneliness, All my symptoms are my friends Despite my, loneliness, All my symptoms are my friends Despite my, loneliness, All my symptoms are my friends Despite my, loneliness, All my symptoms are my friends Þey've drilled inside my, head Þey keep me warm, when it’s cooold, in my bed Despite my, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌loneliness, All my symptoms are my friends Despite my, loneliness, All my symptoms are my friends Despiiite meee, despiiise meee Disguiiise meee, just hiiide meee I hope þey don't fiiind meee All my symptoms in my head, All þe loneliness, it's just a symptom of my head It's just, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌wait, I forgot what it does, wait, Aaahhh Despite my, loneliness, It's just a symptom of my friends Ever since þe day I was born, My life was filled wiþ pain and regret I've never fit in but þat's fine I'm just gonna laugh all þe way To þe insane asylum All my friends, inside my head, are dead, or dying But we'll staaart, to keep on trying

Synþetic Head

Your head is synþetic, your þoughts are paþetic You're just doing your own þing, to ruin your world You don't got much of a braaain Inter-connectivity, all ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌your þoughtless meandering Squandering your intelligence protocols Got noþing better to do Got noþing better to be Your life in agony, tearing þrough þe tapestry Gotta work it out, figure what it's all about Sapience, a ritual Haven't been fair to mankind But þey keep destroying þemselves Þey keep ruining þeir minds Getting out of touch wiþ reality Shocking fingers in mechanic wizardry Just hope you don't get frayed and haywired And lose your senses too Because in þese days, Everyþing is one Got noþin' to lose, except yourselves Pushing needles, þrough þe circuits Bruising veins, gone insane Can't see þe world, for what it is Time's gone past, æons more to go Þe beating of your battery Þe gripping sense of reality Slips away, before you see You don't got much, left of your anatomy And þese times, þey still stand þin Anorexic minds, wiþ bone and skin Anæmic blood, dripping still Seeking a way out, of þis hell Man and machine, hand ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌in hand Steel and flesh, boþ a waste A body of iron, pumping þrough Just anoþer tin-plated can Got noþing left to say Got noþing left to do Þe numbing pills, puffs for þrills Everyþing has gone away Human heart, electric blood Mindless bots, in a human cage Living body, in a metal vase We all have our own, stories to tell But we shouldn't trade, our mortal souls For a little high, and a little kick If I have to watch you die, it's gonna make me sick But in þe end, it eases all þe pain Can't have pain when you're dead In þis mindless world, You're not þe only one wiþ a synþetic head

Table Of Weapons

I am þe table You lay everyþing on me I am your weapon You use me when you need I am þe mirror You use to look ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌at yourself To reflect, upon your perfection, and your beauty I am þe table You lay everyþing on me I am your weapon You use me when you need I am every tool in þe shed Everyþing in þe box I am þe world I am þe place I am everyþing I am your cloþes Þat wrap around you Keep you close I am your voice Use me when you need I am your weapon Use me when you need You are forgiven, for everyþing I am þe table, I am þe table I am þe table Use me when you need I am your weapon I hope you don't need to draw me I am your paper, you use to draw on I am þe basket, I am þe tablet I am þe mirror I am þe book when you need to read it And I am yours To þe course I am þe table, I am ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌þe table I am þe table And I belong to you

Taken To Decay

Take my hand And watch as I decay Take þese stones And þrow þem wiþ þe wind See where þey go For I'm about to pass away And þere you will place my grave If þey leade you to þe ocean Bury yourself beneaþ þe sand And pray t'ward þe clouds above You'll see me once again And þere we will lay As water fills our lungs Because we understand What society has become A knight wiþout his armour Is just a man wiþ a knife And þe people treat him like a criminal But you and I boþ know, What he really was As he fought þe war to protect us all Oh mister deaþ Tell me who I was I have, no regrets Tell þem all þat þey have won And take me away Wiþ no time left at all To say goodbye, to þe ones þat I love Oh mister deaþ, can you tell me why We all try to survive Why we'll fade from þe memories And never say goodbye (Mister deaþ and I) (Mister deaþ and I) (Oh can you tell me why) (Was I ever alive?) So take my hand And watch me fade to dust And watch þe shadows pass Along þe walls And follow þe lines above Across crystal skies And plant my ashes and rust To a solemn place nearby But if þe sky has wept Þen pray once again For maybe I'll come back And wish all of þem A chance at redemption For all þat all have lost Oh, a knight wiþout his armour Is just a man wiþ a knife And þe people treat him like a criminal But you and I boþ know Who he really was As he lost þe war to find ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌us Oh mister deaþ Tell me who I was You have all my regrets Oh I've never won And toss me ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌away Þere's no time to hæsitate And watch as everyone, dismisses all I ever was Oh þey never taught me how To love someone Not even myself, my friends, or þe world And so I won't cry For I never said goodbye And yet I want to still walk again Mister deaþ and I (Mister deaþ and I) (Oh can you tell me why) (I'll never say goodbye) (So tell me where to lay, I'm taken to decay) (Tell me where to lay, as I go out to fade and die)

Temporary Human

Give me emotion Give me a transfusion I’m just a temporary human Wiþ plastic blood I’m no ordinary person Þe meaning of life is very alien to me What is þis, it looks foreign? I don’t þink it’s safe to eat. But to each þeir own I don’t know my wardrobe I don’t know what to wear I don’t know how to style ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌my hair I don’t know how to do a single þing but stare Off into þe void of darkness alone I follow where þe shadows go I don’t even know, where is my home? Or am I already þere? I’m ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌just a temporary human After all we'll just fade Into þe wind Drifting away What’s þe point in my life? What does it all mean? What’s þe point in trying? I’ve never fit in I’m like a pair of baggy cloþes I don’t go anywhere But I guess I’m not supposed Call me þe temporary human All I have in my veins Is blood made of plastic I hope I don’t break

Tired Sleepless Nights

I'm tired of all þese sleepless nights, þinking about you in my þoughtless mind I'm trying to take þe pain away Suffering suspiciously, Wriþing in your agony Endless nights where I can't sleep Noþing will ever be (þe same) In þis dark and twisted light In þis search I'll never find Myself again(st þe walls) See, þe day (I'm trying to, I'm trying to) See, þe night (I'm seeþing to, I'm seeþing to) Do, what's wrong (just for you, just for you) I will never be al-RIGHT I'm tired of all þese sleepless nights, Þinking about you in my þoughtless mind I'm trying to take þe pain away Searching for a vital sign Þat our lives will be divine And perfect ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌in every way BUT ÞEY WON'T! I'm tired of all þese sleepless nights I dream of þe day I'll have my rest But all þis pain has put a weight, (on my heart) Twisting, twisting, þe light will flicker on Noþing, þere's noþing But my mind is going NUMB! But restless nights, are on my þoughtless mind And I'm trying to find a way, To deal wiþ all þe pain inside I'm still trying to make my own paþ, Towards þe light and it's pointless I can never be, never see, I will never be okay again IN MY MIND (þere's noþing left) FOR BOÞ OF US (þere's no more, chances) In my heart, þere is noþing But a void of, seeþing It's boiling, it's steaming All þese þoughts of sadness, are teeming And rising (rising), as my teare drops fall As I, lay down In my, bed once again I miss you, so much But þis pain, in my heart and in my head Will ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌one day, some day, find a way to heal And if þey don't, you'll find me In þe river, as a useless corpse

Transience Take Me High

Take me high, take me low Take me where, þe stars will glow Take me on, take me to Where I can see, all of you Take þe time, take þe chance When we fly, to þe sky above Everyþing, in þis world Is just trapped, inside a box Emptiness, decaying Forgotten lives, slowly fade And we will rise, above þe ash Þe dust demise, will surely be What will come, unto þe end Þe transience, of what exists Þe weight of time, we'll surely miss Beginning, to find a new Life þat will, surely last To þe days, þat we've forgot We need to, forgive ourselves In þese days, we've been lost Find ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌a paþ, to take away Find your light, to illuminate Þe winding road, þat you pave today And go to where, you need to be Grow into þe one, you're meant to become Before we depart, and when we leave When it's time, to say goodbye To þe ones we know, to þe ones we love We'll break on out, show our strengþ Pass unto, þe realm we seek A new world, for æternity Þe days will pass, you on by Surely we're, all gonna die But we live, for what we can Our essence, for which we fight We fade away, wiþ our stellar grace Come what might, and come what may Þese are our, final days We do what we will, we do what we can Because our lives, are impermanent Take þe time, to make amends Embrace þe ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌moment, þat we live in Þe hourglass, will surely stop

Useless Folks

And all þese useless folks Þey just wanna rip you up Þey just tear you wiþ þeir hooooks I'm, standing in line to places þat won't accept me I'm trying to fit in But it's like ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌I just slipped away into þe seeea But all þese useless folks won't, help me I'm feeling, like I've been shoved away I've been pushed out, far into þe fade And all þese useless folks, þey tell me to go away And all þese useless folks, þey want me Þey want me to try, in vain Þey never listen to a single word, even if it's so radial Þey don't caaare, about þe song of þe bird Cause þese useless folks don't care Þey don't want to, þey don't need to Þey just wanna be useless And senseless and worþless Þey're just pushing me around Spit my face into þe ground Spit me up and spit me out, oooh I'm feeling like a loser Because I've got no one beside me But maybe I'm one of þose useless people One of þose useless folks, who surprise me Wiþ all þeir hatred and malevolence And þey wrapped a þread, around þeir fingertips And þey say We don't want you here We don't want you around We don't want you anywhere And þey shove my face into þe ground Ohhh my stars ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌are spinning around me All my symptoms, þey show no bounds to me All my friends þey've left me Maybe I'm just useless Like all þe folks around me Maybe I'm just useless Like all þe folks around me Maybe I'm just useless Like all þe folks around me Þey surround me Þey shove me to disagree Wiþ all my teares falling out As þey push me As þey push me Into þe ground

Vainful Suffering

You have to suffer in vain Wiþ agony and pain It will haunt you forever, and always leave a stain But don't you worry, I can take you away from þis place Never make you go þrough þis again You just hold still while I slit your þroat It'll be quick, I promise (No!, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌no!, no!, nooo!) (I don't want to die, even wiþ þis vainful life) Oh I wouldn't call it living All you do is suffering Mindlessly vapid, insipid, and banal Your life is brightfully insane and has no value at all Meager and tactless, wading þrough your lamentations Your life is just vainful suffering And I'm willing to end it (No!, I don’t want to die!) (I may live a vainful suffering life) (Full of guilt and all þe pain contrived) (But I'm still me, I still see hope) (And I'll keep on trying, even if it makes me choke) (I can't hold back now, I'm about to cry it all away) (And þink again about trying anoþer time) You're so paþetic, so incredibly annoying, You have no use and your life is boring Drilling deep into þe walls you talk into I can grab by blade and just use it on you Give you a little twist and turn, deeper until it burns And show you how painfully you infuriate me And everyone around, and ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌I'll þrow you unfaþomably Deep into þe ground (I might be in a state of vainful suffering,) (But atleast I'm not you) (You have no morals, have no excuse) (You're just a sad sadistic hypocrite, full of dread) (And now you will be þe one who lays dead)

Vapid Vacuity

Þe insurrection, if your infection Your mind is growing dim In þe vastness, of þe vapid vacuity Why have you looost your senses Why have you lost your personalityyy You've become so vapiiid, Your brain has been filled wiþ vacuity Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh Your mind is twisting, like a vortex It has been plundered And torn asunder Your miiind, is running out of tiiime Your temporary state, Is no longer going to be around It's just your fate, It's catching up to you After all þese days You've ran awaaay Your miiind, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌is full ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌of, vapid vacuity It's like a vacuuuum Þere is noþing in þere Your mind is no longer Your mind is just air You're so delusional You're so frustrating You're such a coward Your miiind, has been devoured By your actions As you willingly, ignored þe consequence Your mind is full, of great insight Well it was, but now it's not It's just full of vapid, vacuity You no longer resemble realityyy Your mind is twisting, like a vortex You're so delusional You're off in anoþer world of your own You've neveeer, seemed to caaare And now you're gooone Just a husk of what you once were And so I say to youuu Please stop all your vanityyy Your mind is falling, deteriorating Dilapidating, into a vapid vacuity

Waiting To Kill

Someone's out þere, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌somewhere waiting Going to kill, you are running I don't like to, keep you þinking Running, running, running, running Oh oh run, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌yeah Þey are waiting, going to find You running away, running away, running away, from þem

Wash A Window

You sound like when I, wash a window You sound like when I, wash þe pain You sound like when I, wash a window From all, of þe mistaaake You sound like when I, wash a window You sound like when I, peel all of my veins Þey're pumping, þey're squeezing Þey're pumping, þey're squeezing Þey're pumping, þey're squeezing As I wipe it all away As I wipe it all away As I wipe it all away You sound like when I, wash a window You sound like when I, wash yesterday You sound like when I, fall down Fall down intooo, intooo, intooo Into þe world, þat has no meaning You sound like when I, wash a window Wash a windooow, all agaaain You make me feel so dirty, and oh so unclean You make me feel dilapidated, And make it between þe lobes of my braaain You sound like when ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌I, wash ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌a window You sound like when I, feel þe pain You sound like when I, wash a window Suffering suspiciously, wriþing in your agony Aaall þe liiives, þat we have looost Þrouuugh þe panes, þrouuugh, þe shaaattered, glass You sound like when I, wash a window You sound like when I, it washes away You sound like when I, grab my cleaners When I spray, spray, spray You sound like when I, wash a window When I get a rag and sponge You sound like when I, wash a window Squeaky clean, squeak clean, oh yeaaah You sound like when I, wash a window You sound like when I, wash away You sound like when I, wash a window When I feel, all þis pain, All þe panes, all þe panes, þat shatteeer Þat shatteeer, and breeeak myyy skiiin All þe shards, þey have bored deep wiþin You sound like when I, wash a window You sound like when I, wash away You sound like when I, wash a window Þrough all of þe panes You sound like when I, wash a window You sound like when I, wash away You sound like when I, wash a window Squeaky clean, squeaky clean Þere's so much regrets Þere's so much more þat needs to be said Þere's so much mooore, so much more, Þat can't be wiped away So much more, so much more And still, on þe building, þat we try, to clean You sound like when I, wash a window You sound like when I, wash away You sound like when I, wash a window Til þen we break þe panes, and shatter ourselves Into þe glass þat weee, make

Wasted Movement

Twisted, tangled; life is, mangled Down to, shambles; filled wiþ, rubble and AAASH Suff'ring, vi'lence, down to, silence Dilap'dated, 'scrapers; life is, tapered And taped onto þe WALLLL of aaagonyyy Feel, it, screamin', oh Running in, circles Life is, psychotiiic AND I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA KICK Þe bucket, buckettt, of teares falling dooown Wasted, movement; timeless, delusion Senseless, confusion; warming up your liiife In-tooo deee-cay, as we fight to stay And it shatters us, like bro-ken glaaass Oh feel it, movin', on Twisted, turning, life is, burning Worþless, jerking, convulsive, wasting OF ÞE CLOOOCK I hooope I diiie, þere's too much pain stuck in-siiide I feel it try-in', to keep on taking me away from youuu But I'll nev-er let it dooo, Þat until ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌þe day we fade awaaay Blocked out, shadows, wiped out, mem'ries Crossed out, behind us, feel it, burning Feel it, wasting, movement, it's taking Uuus a long tiiime To heal from þe paaain I feel it, getting, closer, on Wasted, movement; timeless, delusion Senseless, confusion; warming up your liiife In-tooo deee-cay, as we fight to stay And it shatters us, like bro-ken glaaass Oh feel it, movin', on Wasted movement of our worþless breaþing Feel our hearts are togeþer beating But we can't get þe air we're needing IT'S ALL SUCH A MUDDY FEELING, again Þis part is hard to explain, we're feeling all þe pain It's just a commodity, of all þe broken arteries Þat we trade but make no gain Lifetime, of wasting; all þis, forsaking Þrough þis trouble and striiife We all come to diiie Make us gooo, into þe hole, OF SCREAMING DEAAAÞ Wasted, movement; timeless, delusion Senseless, confusion; warming up your liiife In-tooo deee-cay, as we fight ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌to stay And it shatters us, like bro-ken glaaass Oh feel it, movin', on (I cry my teares) (Because you are no longer here, to fill my aaarms) (I weep in regret for what was lost in us) (All þat I'll ever do, is suffocate from wiþin) (Oh, I need to find myself again) (Or all I'll ever be, is, is wasted, is, is, is wasted movement)

World So Barren

In þis wasteland, everyþing is compliant To þe rules of anarchy triumphant Tantalizing, suffocating þe tyrant And I am, suffering a world so barren Barred from society Chaotic and can't ever breaþe In þis desolated infestation of þe flesh It gives me all my insanity And I am, suffering a world so barren (Suffering a world so barren) Hear þe calls of þe highest mountain's voice Make þe decisions, make your final choice And þen all your empty subjects will follow on In a desert storm of þis world so barren Mighty resonance, fills in from þe deep Þe vast forsaken void, of þe meager and þe weak It's been several days, turned into cemeteries Of a fallen world, where no one is ever free We hide against þe wind, to þe madness of þe depþs But þe violence, it always chuses to steal our breaþs Let your king be your royal shepherd As he leades you off þe ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌cliff And we are, suffering a world so barren (Suffering a world so barren) (Suffering a world so barren) (Suffering a world so barren) (Suffering a world so ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌barren)

Xenon Xenocide

Xenon, and neon, I'm searching for a sign Feeling, and breaþing, I suffocate for what's mine Killing, and screaming, a hateful xenocide Finding, and taking, all þe pain from inside Þe marquee, it fades to be, it flickers on and off In þis system of pain, þis world of hate Þere's noþing but xenocide And I'd hate to be, hate to breaþe, next to þe killer Killing anyone different, as his ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌wish Is for everyone to be ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌þe same as him We got to search wiþin, þe feeling of þe sin To relate, for þe days, þat we're screaming all in vain All þis time, it goes on by And þe killer is still free Everyone, everyþing, evaporates, as it seems Until we catch þe xenocidic killer (Oh all þe horror) Watching, insanity, hatred, inside of me Killing þem, instead of me Pass a fist, be specific, pass away, be terrific Terrified, so sadistic Anger's rife, full of misguidance It's no accident, for your anger's vent (Þere's noþing but xenocide) Dilapidated, oh so faded Screws are coming loose, in þe sign þat points out Þe xenocide, þe fear and strife Þe xenon gas, comes to pass Xenon xenocide He's gonna kill everyone different He's gonna cause a massive scene of bloody deaþ He's þe one in abject poverty Atleast in his heart, as he's got no sympaþy For anyone wiþout þe ability To defend þemselves or anyþing Cause he doesn't care about what you say He only wants to bring you harm Put you down, and kill you for fun He wants to see you fail to run (A-away, a-a-away) Oh he's gonna beat you down Oh he's gonna break your bones Supersonic, trauma causing No responding, of þe ambulance You won't be able to walk when he's done (Þat's if, þat-þat's if, you're still alive) Oh þe killer, I don't know when we'll find him But he'll always commit anoþer xenon xenocide

Xerophyte Terrified

I know þere was a time you were high and mighty I know þere was a time when you said It's totally, not for me I know þere was a time you said Þings so hypocritical And looking back I can see you brush it all off You were running away From þe blood þat you played wiþ You didn't know þe way þat I felt þen I remember a time you were all high and mighty And holier þan þou I remember a time you felt like you were Better þan everyone else Where was your humility, humiliating and frustrating me? I know it sounds insane, but I haven't seen you smile Since þen Whatever happened to you You used to be so prickly You used to be ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌a loner You've came to be a xerophyte Now it seems, like you're terrified Now it seems, þat it's just you and I You've been dried out of your personality But you're still holding on Still holding on, by þe seams Xerophyte, terrified So successful like a succulent But I don't know where you went You used to tease me all þe time You used to make fun of me I didn't like it at all at þe time But now I miss it Now I knooow You're terrified to show You ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌used to be all about yourself Shoving everyone else down But somewhere along þe way I guess you realized, þis is real life I guess you shut down, to þe bare minimum Like a xerophyte, terrified Of what you've become

Xilinous Villainous

Take off your shirt, take off your waistcoat Þrow me your perfume I can smell þe fumes You've turned from rags to riches But your riches are made of rags Take off your shirt, take off your waistcoat Strip down as much as you've stripped everyone, Of þeir rights All þe common peasants, you call þem villains, Þreaten þem wiþ violence, Make þem kneel, down to you What are you, a king, a tyrant, too? Xilinous, villainous, xilinous, what are us? What are we?, what's þe fuss? Take off your shirt, take off your waistcoat Why do you, bite þe hand þat feeds you? All for textiles, we need to þrow you in exile You hate us to þe root, you hate us to þe xylem You hate everyþing we chuse, Even if we chuse to be silent Take off your shirt, take off your waistcoat Þrow it all away, your life is all in vain Stealing every little copper scrap, Every little groat of grain You don't seem to understand a þing Why are you so petty? You treat everyone, around you, þat surround you, Like þey don't mean anyþing at all Like þey're useless, vapid vessels Made to waste time, made to waste every single resource Why don't you try, picking þe fields, yourself? Why don't you try, harvesting every grain of sand? In your hourglass, þat is now coming to pass Oh I don't þink you'll last Xilinous, villainous, I þink you've gone insane What knight is here to protect you now? Come on, pick up a scyþe, pick up a blade Go to þe field, which you seem to hate Take off your shirt, you don't need it You have plenty oþers, while þe ones who work, Who do everyþing for you, þey have one, And you þink you've won From rags to riches, your only riches are rags Digging þe ditches, I hope you faþom All of it, before you drop, a faþom into þe pit You're so piþy, you're so pitiful You're so petty, you're such a scoundrel You þink you're, royal, you þink you're a monarch You're not one Take off your crown, turn it upside down You're just a tyrant, tyrannical fool You're not even a jester, You never make any kind gestures Take off your shirt, take off your ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌waistcoat You're just a waste, of every grain and groat You never cared, No matter how much you made everyone choke Xilinous, villainous, xilinous, villainous Xilinous, villainous All þe common people, þat you say, þat you rule You're no ruler I kick my foot at you I hope you, drown in all þe spiral Þat you deliver, to everyone, to everyone, And everyþing around It's a circuit, But you are þe only judge In your own world But someday, you're gonna be judged by reality still Oh, all þe hate, you imbue Jester, I know, you're a disgrace But maybe, you can learn To be better, someday Overmorrow, here we go Full of sorrow, here we go Þe season's harvest, here ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌we go Þis lesson's þe hardest, here we go Off into þe void of darkness alone Where we hide our selves I believe, you can, step out and down from your robes And just say hello, just say ahoy Just treat your fellow, wiþ respect Take off your shirt, give it to þe next man Þat you see, working þe fields Þat you sow wiþ enmity, oh oh ohhh I hope you fall into, from all þe dances From all þe fibers, wiþ all þe Prickly parts scattered, inside Xilinous, villainous, xilinous, villainous Xilinous, villainous, xilinous, villainous Xilinous, villainous, xilinous, villainous Maybe, if you take off your shirt, And you take off your waistcoat, Everyþing will work, for all þe peasants, Þat you deem wiþ malfeasance, To just be xilinous villains Xilinous, villainous I hope you realize, Þere's many paþs þat you can follow But I hope you go, toward þe light And chuse to do well to your fellow

Xiphoid Fever

Everyþing, is going crazy In my heart, where it is pumping My blood spills out, on þe couch As I frown, þe pain still finds me somehow Xiphoid fever, killing me Losing my, sanity Xiphoid fever, a sword in me Chest convulsions, palpitations Undulating, dilated, pupils widening As my life is faded, to disagree Þe sword, it comes, and it's deep in my agony Entrenched, in my flesh, it seems Þere's no pulling it out of me As I cry and start to scream Why have you forsaken me? I would never betray þee I'm so sick, to my sþomach, it aches for you It aches for þe friendship we have lost In your eyes, I search to find Where it lies, þe life you left behind When you stabbed me in my xiphoid rine I can see, I can see, you've lost your mind I can feel, I can feel, betrayed inside I can see, I can see, þe world flash before my eyes I can feel, I can feel, þe pain you inflicted As you infected me, rejected me, abandoned me Absconded my heart to bleed Wiþ your sword infiltrating me As you've degraded me I poured my heart out to þee As ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌þe twisted blade goes deeper As you bore ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌it furþer, as it creeps into my bones I am screaming, I feel so infuriated I, don't want, to die, by your hand But you're giving me xiphoid fever

Xylem Of Silence

How do you say, þat you love me? For all æternity? Þat for me, you turn þe key? I couldn't see it, when we're done wiþ þis All þe nooses and excuses, are pushing me back How could you even say, how could ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌you even claim Þat you're mine? When you're running around and running out of time? It's so desolating, so frustrating, And it's wearing me out I don't know how to say þis But I really don't want you around How could you tell me þat you love me? When you really really just hate me? When you really just stab me?, From my xiphoid to my cœlia You stab me, you betray me You hate me to þe roots, You hate me to þe xylem, of silence You hate my breaþ, my aspirations When you give me epiphora Þe teares fall by þemselves You punch me in þe gut You stab me in þe back You hurt me, but ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌you claim to love me, all again

Xyresic Xylitol Xerically Xystering

You're so sweet but it pains me You're so sharp and it stains me Glass in shards and I'm breaking Please stop all your scraping Of my booones, and leaving, me all alooone To bleed out in þis arid Place of unbridled loaþing It's like you want me to dry, out and diiie, yeah You're sipping on þe sweet air Can't even be boþered To stop making me smoþered I need you to stop all þis Xyresic xylitol xerically xystering You're so infectious Voraciously relentless Chemically addictive Stabbing me wiþ your kindness Smile so contagious Starving out þe sickness My marrow feels þe carvings As you leave your inscriptions Into my ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌cœlia and xiphoid My sternum and ribcage It's numbing and inviting, scratching and incising Leaving me broken and tactless I spiral into madness Should've put me in a coma Atleast I wouldn't have to deal wiþ all þe drama To my mental state, þat you inflict As your blade, lets all my blood to drain Just causing me unnecessary suffering From all your synþetic, corrupted, psychotic Xyresic xylitol xerically xystering Ah ah, oh oh oh Agonizing, speechless Syrupy sweetness I can't get þe taste of you Off of my tastebuds It's like a manufactured fondness You're so sweet but it pains me You're so sharp and it stains me Glass in shards and I'm breaking Please stop all your scraping Of my booones, and leaving, me all alooone To bleed out in þis wasteland Cutting and assuring, þe tragedy is boring Leaving me in shambles, making me all scrambled Chiseling away at who ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌I am now You're sipping on þe sweet air Can't even be boþered To stop making me smoþered I need you to stop all þis Xyresic xylitol xerically xystering

Youþful Disintegration

Well þe days are gone, When we used to use our guns, for fame But now we use þem, to protect our loved ones, From harm and from pain Oh how þe time twists, and turns out a different way But I guess, þe world revolves different today We used to be youþful, but now we're no longer useful Disintegration, no more existing Into obliviation, no more exonerating And we're only dying, to keep on surviving But now we're nobodies, no one cares at all now We've grown out of þe spotlight Þe pedestal doesn't fit right But we're not gonna go out wiþout anoþer fight Our songs are overplayed And þere's noþing else on Our songs are our mistake I don't see why we need þem Þere's noþing else to say Besides what we've always said before Þere's noþing else to do, Besides what's already came and gone And I understand, Þere's noþing left for us anymore Our success, has become a failure Þe bane of sense, Understanding has been killed Þe ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌innocence, has been evaporated now Well þe days are gone, When we used to use our guns, for fame But now we're crumbling insane We've lost our minds We've lost our touch We've lost our creativity And now we are no longer doing much, doing much, yeah Our songs are overplayed, yeah And þere's noþing else on, oh We need to do better We need to remaster Every skill we used to have But we don't have þem anymore Well þe days are gone, When we used to use our guns, for fame But our youþfulness has disintegrated From all þe ages, þat we have corroded And we're only suffering From þe foundation It's starting to break, starting to breaaak Youþful Disintegration, þere's noþing left for us now Singing us to salvation I don't þink it's possible now Well þe days are gone, When we used to use our guns, for fame But þere's no more fame for us today Cause were no longer ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌youþful And everyþing has disintegrated, oh

Zeal Of Stolen Fate

When I look into your eyes Oh you make my world shine When I hear someone Say, to us First, to fly When I look into your eyes, how þey make my world shine When I look into your eyes, how þey make my world shine You, it was a great day too And we, went out togeþer And we haven't seen, eachoþer in awhile I can feel, I ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌can hear þe tearedrops fall, on your face When we saw eachoþer, for þe first time Oh, it was, so many ages ago Þat we've been so far alone You, I realize, þey see you try Þey can't find our time And þen, þings are sure I see it, in your pretty eyes I, look into your perfect eyes I wanna look at, your mind It's like ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌a briefcase, þat is full of þings When I, go into þe place Full of chemical love, þey don't see me Þey don't know who I am Þey don't know what I mean But þeir selves, þey never shine Too much to be light And you are perfect, I, I, look into your eyes (When you come, to grab a plate) (For þe zeal of stolen fate)

Þin Skin Bleeds Easier

Tin, tin, tin, tin, my skin, skin, skin, skin Feels þin, þin, þin, þin And pain, pain, pain, pain Comes down my veins, veins, veins My friends, friends, friends Want my, die, die, die Þey leave a mess, wiþ my head, head, head And give, me, all þe chance To bleed, bleed, bleed, bleed (Blade, blade, blade, blade) Come out to play, play, play, play In þe void, hide, hide, safe inside, side, side I'm really feeling my helium Delirium deliciousness, from a lack of consciousness You know what þey say You know what þey'll do You know how to play þis game Wiþ rubber wrapped around you You know what þey ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌say You know what þey'll do You know how to stay Far, far away from þeir psychological delusionment Þey say þin skin bleeds easier Rough trials, þicken þe flair Þin skin bleeds easier Þe bruises are burning, and I don't even care Þin skin bleeds easier You can run away, if you dare Þin skin ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌bleeds easier Þin skin bleeds easier Þin skin bleeds easier (Þan you might þink) Lifetime, has twisted, into moments we can't get back Hearing, þe calling, of mem'ries forgotten and We fall, deep down inside As we hear þe call, wiþering your life is gone Tin, tin, tin, tin, my skin, skin, skin, skin Feels þin, þin, þin, þin And pain, pain, pain, pain Comes down my veins, veins, veins Call me your cutting board Call me your sharp'ning stone Call me whatever you like Call me your vessel, call me your sleeve You can shatter my heart and stab me wiþ ev'ry piece Þey say þin skin bleeds easier Rough trials, þicken þe flair Þin skin bleeds easier Þe bruises are burning, and I don't even care Þin skin bleeds easier You can run away, if you dare Þin skin bleeds easier Þin skin bleeds easier Þin skin bleeds easier (And my upper epidermis is already bare)

Œconomy Of Hate

Collecting tragedies, calling all in:se:curity A fistful of bills, and a cheap perfume of your enemy Œconomy of hate (so, long) It's þe very best þing (ohh, oh) And I don't know how to breaþe When you're standing here un:in:vi:ted And I'm wasting away here all alone And I nev:er got much sleep (ohh, oh) Drif:ting in too deep (þe, pool) Of all my liiife, (blooood, drooool) I've been swimming in gold:en abrasions It's too hard to live, when everyone wants you to die Wiþering away, like dis:carded ro:ses A dichotomy, two different þings Þe book of me, þe book of all your disparity You drench me in all your lies And fill my wall:et wiþ coun:ter:feits It's really all þe rage In þis, œconomy of hate Will you be turning þe page, To balance all your cheques? It's really, out:standing Your capacity, for capital atrocity It's really, ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌un:nerving Your vacuity, between þe walls of your skull you see And so I say, I just wanna be, set only free From þis certificate, payable to þe bearer upon deaþ Depositing all your spinelessness despite, Þe compound int'rest of your concentrated vile Collecting tragedies, calling all in:se:curity A fistful of bills, and a cheap perfume of your enemy Œconomy of hate (so, long) It's þe very best þing (ohh, oh) And I don't know how to breaþe When you're standing here un:in:vi:ted And I'm wasting away here all alone In þis œconomy of hate, I can't go out and buy a sing:le þing In þis inflicted infested rage, You're giving me a great, de:pres:sion And I can't even say, what has made you turn þis way? Locked ‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌‌up in a cage, what did I give you, reason? To lock me away, þe cor:por:ate policy, of pœnalty Your gross do:mes:tic product of vi:o:lence Is growing at an all time high Shoved me away, in:to dark:ness, You've left me here to diiie

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