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Allœosis Of Mitosis
Þe allœosis of mitosis, allœosis of mitosis
Þe allœosis of mitosis, where I split apart
Cell by cell, cell by cell
Þe allœosis of mitosis
I split apart, and change in every waaay
Allœosis alters my head, allœosis of mitosis
Of my brain, I've gone insane
Allœosis of mitosis, allœosis, allœosis
Allœosis, allœosis
When you put a mask on me
When you constrict my air from breaþ:ing
I become, all þat you want
I change into þe form þat I fit into best
Allœosis of mitosis, my tongue is twisted
In þis system, where we hate to love
And we love to hate
Þe allœosis of mitosis, of my tongue, is falling
Is falling, falling and foaming
Falling and foaming
Þe allœosis of mitosis
Ohhh, waohhh waohhh
Þe allœosis of mitosis, changes in every way
Þe allœosis of mitosis, begins right from þe change
Þe allœosis has broken my heart, allœosis, allœosis
Begins from þe start
Þe allœosis of mitosis, where I split away
My spirit is splintered, for æ:ons
Þe allœosis of mitosis,
Splitting þe shreds of my dignity
Þe allœosis of mitosis, has begun, to change in me
Just anoþer, deformity, of my mind
Þe allœosis of mitosis,
Is gonna be þe end:ing of my:self
Ohhh, ohhh, waohhh
I'm gonna split, between þe cells, of myself
Every single little bit, becomes anoþer shred
Þat changes uncontrollably
Þe allœosis of mitosis, þe division of my mind
Þe allœosis, oasis, allœosis, oasis
Allœosis, has xenially, befriended me
Þen betrayed me, unto my own body
Unto my own cells, unto my own genealogy
Unto my own deoxyribonucleic acid
Better Before Me
Your life, was better
Before I came along
Your life, was greater
Before I bogged you down
Oh life, it's upsetting
Always gonna make you mad
And I'm, so dis:appointing
I never knew, what to do for you
Before I came along
Before I bogged you down
Before I came around
Everyþing was perfect, until now
I should have let it all go
And you never really wanted me too
I'm always causing your, liquid torment
Always causing you pain
I never even meant to do any of it
And you know I never knew it too
Can you for:give my existence?
Can you for:give my life?
Your life, was better
Before I came along
Your life, was greater
Before I bogged you down
You, were in þe water
And you were swimming just fine
But now, I weigh you down
And I've, been making you sink
Straight down to þe bottom
I've only been dead weight
Or so it's always seemed
I don't want, to be a waste
I'm just gonna weigh you down
I'll never amount, to what you want me to
But I know þe universe for myself
And for anyone who cares
Your life, was better
Before I came along
Your life, was greater
Before I bogged you down
I'll try, to do what I can, to make it even better
Better þan before, better þan before
Before I came along
Blood Brooding
Blood brooding, hate seeþing
A darkness unto your eyes
Deaþ watching, for-saking
Killing all your senses inside
You don't know þe paaain
You can't see þe world you blame
You, don't know, not a þiiing
Blinded by þe fury of illusion
A blood-soaked paþ, wiþ mortal wounds
You don't see þe ending, of your life coming soon
We are þe stars of þe apocalypse
Where our light shines, on þe bloody deaþ
We don't know, where we are goooing
But we have to fight, for what's worþ livin' for
We don't know þe paaain
When þe world has gone, down þe drain
It's all, for-got, and we have lost, our minds
So let's turn þe tide, of æon drives
Let's go back in time
Tell our past selves what to expect
Be:cause we didn't know, þe affects
We are þe saviours of our lives
Noþing lasts, in þe end demise
Victory unto our hearts
For what was lost, and now depart
Beginning, þe suffering distress
Þe light of our souls apart
I don't know, where we are heading
But þe fuel in our fire has faded
Deaþ's perception, we escape
We are one, we're not too late
Blood brooding, hate seeþing
Only if we knew
Blood brooding, hate seeþing
Of our deaþ imbued
So let's shine þe light and let's never say goodbye
Because we turn þe tide, of our æon drives
Deaþ-scene, razor scream, our world is going timeless
We tip þe hourglass, wiþ þe grains of our moments
We slip into þe dark void, þe pain is going viral
But just if, we can prævent, þis reality distorted
We will prævail, all across þe shadows
And we won't be lost, to þe days of þe fallen
Because we will remember
What has been blinding us
We need to start again, for our love
No more mercy, no more gaaain
Until you take off what's been blinding þee
In our new world, don't you see
Þat we now are þe heroes
Blood brooding, hate seeþing
Star-lights fading, passing away
(Passing away), to þe deaþ you say
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Wake on up to reality
(Blood brooding, blood brooding!)
Break Me Down
When you break, me down
My anatomy, leaves a lie on you
Your disparity, leaves a hole þrough me
A page has been torn out, from my book of blood
Þe soaking of þe daily work is growing teareful
Þe weight of time is pressing in
It carves its name beneaþ my skin
Into my chest, þe dull blade, I've become a mess wiþin
It twists and turns, deeper until it burns (until it burns) again
Þe stealing of þe sin
Þe sealing of our fate
Þe mirror from wiþin
It all comes, to wash away
And leave me as I lay
For me, ah, don't you pray
I walk on my feet when, I need to get up and going
Þe world revolves around þe bullet
A teare for agony, a cry for help
I can't even see, your lies þey make me melt
Onto þe ground, oh onto þe pointless ground
You don't have þe guts to do it,
To blow my head away
Know my name, show it as you wear me out
All in vain, it pumps away, and bursts unto þe sound
As I, fade and, I slowly degrade again
Make me believe, make me forget
You're my enemy, I þought you were my friend
And þen you hurt me until þe end (until þe end)
So now you've shown your colours
And now you've left scars, on me forever
Wiþ your hurtful words
I feel lost, wiþ your arms (lament)
(And armaments)
As I, lay on þe floor
After, you've stabbed me, and slammed þe door
In my face, it bleeds away
All þat we used to be, but after you've used me
And left me helpless
I þink I'll die now
I þink I'll die alone
I þink I'll try again
To live for, to love for, myself
Þe pictures, þe paintings, a recipe of forsaking
And lying to me, wiþ all your faking
It's a tragedy, þe weight þat I've been bearing
All þat you meant to me
But you're ripping apart my flesh
And wearing away my skin
Done away wiþ me, now
I can't help but still love you
Even if you break me down unto
A mess of anatomical undoing
Bright Down Time After You
Every morning, I hear þe call
Of little birdies, tweeting like þey don't care at all
Þey've got no worries, got no complaints
And every single day, þey do what it takes
Bright down, come down
Bright down, shine now
Þe sun is rising, and ending þe night
Seeping þrough curtains
Waking up everyone in sight
Bright down, come down
Bright down, shine now
Shine like no one's ever been shown before (alright)
Our powerful star, þat lights up þe sky
Radiates, magnificence, admired by you and I
But þat could be you, too
You could be, you could see,
Þe successful one, only if you shoot your shot
Bright down, come down
Bright down, shine now
See þe time, see þe place
See all of þose wasted days
Time after you-ou
I've been seeing
I've been waiting
To watch out for your arrival
But I've been, only wasting
My time in denial
You're never gonna come back
Never gonna come back, never gonna come
But I, sit, here alone
In þe great void of my home
But it's been burnt out, faded from misery
Time is running out, þere's noþing left to even see
See þe time, see þe place
See all of þose wasted days
Time after you-ou
Noþing's wrong, noþing's right
Whatever I see, I don't see light
Only darkness in þe footsteps
Everyone is drowning þeir screams
Time, slips, away
And regret, fills, me
(Bright down, come down)
(Bright down, shine now, unto me)
Broken Direction
I hear a whisper, it's drowning my þoughts alone
Faded to a constant, I'm trying to for:get you now
And I don't even understand, why you feel like you have to
Whisper everyþing to me, when I'm trying to get
Out of þe life of lies and regrets
Oh þe pain in me, it's always comin' after me
I give you reasons, to get out of my
Life, and you keep on comin' back
You keep on tryin' to whisper into my ear
But I really gotta get outta here
Þis is my life, I'll turn my tide
Gotta make it clear
I'm not missin', all your torment
All þe pain to exist
You keep on torturin', me til I die
And bringin' me sadness to my midst
I've broke my mirror, broke my direction
You've broke my heart, and tore þe key apart
You've made me realize, what I don't like
But you'll never understand
You keep me feelin', like I'm all alone again
And now I'm walking, like I got two left feet
But you'll never walk in my shoes
After what you've done to me
After ev'ry whisper, It's finally silent
After you disappeared, right off þis world
But þen I start to miss your chatter now
I've broke my mirror, broke my direction
Alone I wander, in þis broken system
Trying to swim in air, but breaþe þe water
And I don't know why, but I miss your confusion
And it's drivin' me to delusion
I'm always tired, of burnin' bridges
Just to keep you from walking, right on out þe door
Oh I'm hurting so much more
But þe flame in my heart,
Will always keep on burning for you
Þe love þat we've shared,
I've never wanted it to end
But I've broke my mirror, broke my direction
And it's getting clearer, I have to tear you out
But it's hard letting you go
I hear a whisper, it's drowning my þoughts alone
Faded to a constant, I'm trying to for:get you now
I've broke my mirror, broke my direction
Always comin' back to, anoþer dimension
And it's always changing forms
And I hate þis feelin',
But it's hard to believe in, us, any:more
Burning All For Infamy
Well þey say þey are þe nice guys
Would never want to hurt us all
But þey're trying to rob our minds
And leave noþing left (leave noþing left),
Not even our souls
As your heart pumps away
As your blood has left your veins
Þere's noþing more to say
But þey want, you under þeir full control
Þey're poisoning our minds
Poisoning þe well
And if you ever try, to speak up þen þey will
Oh, anni:hilate us all
Þe flame, is rising burning high
Þe answer's where þey lie
Þe smoke and ashes, falling unto þe innocents
And þey do noþing, but stare and act surprised
At everyþing þey have done to harm all of us
Þe embodiment, of wickedness
Þey'll never admit, all þeir deceitfulness
And so we praise þe ones
Who stand up for us all
Waving þeir signs, saying
Deaþ to þe government, all for infamy
Anoþer one, on þe news has gone
Has been taken down, by þe domin:ion
When we ask for justice, we are only replied wiþ war
And eiþer you can stay home in defeat
Or be imprisoned by fear
And so we rise, against þis powerful regime of lies
And fight back for what is ours
And protect every:one's rights
Before þeir corruption, consumes þe world
Lest we be forgotten, and our memory unfurled
Deaþ to þe government, all for infamy
Þe flame, is rising burning high
Þe answer's where þey lie
Þe smoke and ashes, falling unto þe innocents
And þey do noþing, but stare and act surprised
At everyþing þey have done to harm all of us
Þe embodiment, oooh, of wickedness
Þey'll never admit, all þeir deceitfulness
And so we praise þe ones
Who stand up for us all
Waving þeir signs, saying
Deaþ to þe government, all for infamy
(Deaþ to þe government, all for infamy)
(Deaþ to þe government, all for infamy)
(Deaþ to þe government, burning all for infamy)
Cœlia Caþartic
Draining my corrupted arteries
Oozing þe fluid out from my veins
Þe abdomen it always carries,
Þe dirge where I lament today
From þis painful pallid infection
I've never been valid, (correction)
My mind is vapid to þe insipid banality
So find your weapon, and finally, just use it on me
So I can be lifeless, after þis kindless
Mindless, occupation of desecration unto my flesh
So cleanse me out, and put me into a purge
Find me, and rewind me, to before I became
So useless, so broken, so twisted and forsaken
I'm really just a cadaver þat's just not prepared yet
So rip up þe cœlia inside me,
Þe caþartic, caþode þat charges
Þe positivity, but it's really just an anode
An antidote, þat drains my energy
And cures my feelings,
Of seeþing, and foaming uncontrollably
I'm laughing, reacting, to þe injection þey put in me
And honestly, I love þe way it pains me
Rip up þe cœlia inside me
Þe caþartic, oxidation of my creation
Make it, nuclear, my nuclei are going crazy
Mitochondrial, þe power is always real,
Even if it doesn't feel,
Because of my supersonic leþargy
I, stare into þe vase, of hopeless wiþering
Þe flowers I got from my friends,
Are decaying rapidly
JUST LIKE ME!!!
I still find it hard to breaþe, wiþ þis
World of disparity, oh I wear it on my sleeve
And wipe off my epiphora of lacrimation
Knowing þere will never be anyone to stand beside me
Not even þe closest ones of all
Because þey've wilted like þe petals þat fail me
It's really, inflicting, my necrosis, it consumes me
As I wriþe, and search for a sign
Why do I live? Why am I not in þe grave yet?
It's really hard not to let it confine me
But it's really devastating, desolating, undulating,
It binds me, to þe catastrophic annihilation,
Exhilaration, my heart is cordially arresting,
And it's missing, þe capacity to pump on
Þe valves are closing shut and tight'ning
But it's really not þat fright'ning,
It's just contracting
And I feel my xiphoid region compacting
Aorta inflicted, concentrated, can't be emancipated
Just rip me up from þe cœlia,
Take out þe bile from inside of it
Use my intestines as cloþing
Just wrap my organs around you, surround you
So I can be useful again
Dancing Wiþ My Skeleton
One last breaþ for þe dying
One last count for þe living
Tell me, where is þe beginning?
Or has it already begun?
You're dancing wiþ my skeleton
And you're playing wiþ my heart again
You've twisted all, of my strings
You're ripping up, my skin and bones
And tearing me all apart
You take my spine out of my back
And you rip my nerves, all to shreds
Oh you're dancing wiþ my skeleton
You're, puncturing my lungs
You take my kidneys out my abdomen
And tell me þat you've won
Oh you tell me all your verses
And tear apart my þoughts
You take all of my memories
And tear my life apart
Tell me what I did so wrong to make you hate me so?
You take all þat I know and love
And use me for þe wants of your own
One more breaþ for þe dying, now
One more moment for þe living, now
Tell me, is þis þe beginning?, yeah
Or am I too late to run?, ohhh
You're dancing wiþ my skeleton
Ruining what might've been
We've got no time left to pretend
You're gonna be, þe deaþ of me
You watch me as, my eyes bleed
You’re dancing wiþ my skeleton
You're destroying my mind
Time's run out, I'm departing now
Why do I even boþer to hide?
You've been killing me,
For what feels like centuries
And after all þis time, do I realize
All þe pain you've put þrough me
I've become, your rack of knives
Manipulated and paralyzed,
By your vows þat were really lies
And I just want, to take back my life,
Take back my life, take back my life, from you
Ohhh, tell me who I was
Am I þe one to blame?
Did I ruin your world?
Am I somehow þe cause of þis pain?
Where were you when I needed help?
Why have you put me þrough þis hell?
Am I þe one who deserves þe suffering?
My blood is seeping þrough þe carpet now
I'm running out of oxygen
My patience and my time run þin
Time is no longer my friend
And you're making me suffocate
Wiþ all þese teares you've made me face
And hope has lost itself again
You're dancing wiþ my skeleton
Þere's not much left þat remains of me
I've forgotten who I was again
All my warm colours have left to bleed
And as I fade, wish me þe luck to stay
Because I want to say, goodbye to you
After all you do, to me
Tell me who I was,
As no remnant of faiþ is any longer here
In þe void of my soul,
It has been ripped from my corpse, dear
My heart used to pound for you
But it no longer beats at all
You're dancing wiþ my skeleton
You're playing wiþ my insides
Tearing everyþing I know apart
I'm just hoping þat I don't yet die
Desolation Den
Everyþing, in þis world
Has no point, has no worþ
It will all de:cay
You brighten up my day
But maybe I'm still alone
I got everyþing to testify
And yet I am, always still denied
Þe gavel slamming down
Anoþer broken pen
I don't know, where everyþing has gone
But I guess it all, just fell unto þe desolation den
I, I, I, feel like I don't belong
In þis world of melonchol:y
Deaþ will always præcede, me
I guess I'm gonna die
Dying all alone
Die wiþout an heir
Die wiþ no one to care:ry, on my mem':ry
Noþing in þis world, even has a point
Abandon everyone, þrow away every:þing
Ah ah oh, life will go
Slipping away, driving insane
Þis world of teares
A sentence so severe
You brighten up my day
And I know I'm not okay
I guess I'll just fade away
Wiþ torment and dismay
All my life, I've never lived
All þis time, I've been drowning in
Hopelessness, wiþ noþing left
But despair to awake, all þe breaþs I've ever take:en
In þis desolation den
I, I, I, don't want to die
But it'll happen anyways
I'm falling on down again
Þis world I desecrate
I always ruin it,
Wiþ every breaþ I make
Noþing in þe end
Noþing in þe light
Noþing I will be
Never always right
I don't know, and þey don't care
I can't see, what's left of me anymore
Þis desolation den is killing me
As far as I look, I will never be free, again
Dispart Me
Stab me in þe heart
Make my life so hard
Turn me, break me, mould me, shape me
I wanna be like you
I wanna do what þe cool ones do
Dispart me,
And bar me
Shake me up, lose my senses
Fade me, capture my will to live
Dispart me (despise me)
Slow me down, despite me
Make me drown, life:less
Push, me away, into þe dark:ness
Let me fall, down þe stairs
And don't even catch me at all,
Because you don't even care
Make me go, away, away, in:to þe leþargy
Dispart me, despise me
Discard me, despite me
Slow me down, bombard me, wiþ your frown
Betray me, degrade me, berate me now
Þrow me around, til I'm planted in þe ground
Þrow me down, þrow me down, ohhh
I'm worn, from þe shame
From þe hate, and þe blame
From raising and dri:ving all þe stakes
Into my chest, never blessed
I'm forsaken, I'm gonna break down, again
Dispart me, despise me
Discard me, despite me
Disregard, disrespect, dismember my feeling
My desire, to live, you make it go away
You break me, you shape me
You slow me, you show me
All þe ways, all þe days
You are trying
You push me down
You slow me now
You dispart me, you despise me
You disimpart me, you disguise me
Can't recognize me, as you realize þe
Þings you do, I refuse,
Come back to bite at you, but
You dispart me still
Somehow
Done Existing
I rest my spirit where you lay my ashes
Almost can’t go anymore but þe dust does
Grains of sand don’t float up on þe shore,
It only clumps into þe ground
Ohhh, ohhh oh
I feel so tired of living,
I feel so tired of breaþing,
I feel so tired of waiting,
To stop wasting time
But it all flies on by
I don’t know what to do anymore,
I lost my feeling of everyþing
I don’t know where I am anymore
I don't even feel, I don’t even feel,
I don’t even feel, anyþing
Besides being tired and alone all þe time
Why, why, why can’t I even feel what’s on my mind?
I can sense þere’s a little happiness but I don’t feel it
I can sense a little bit of colours,
And þe rainbow
I know it’s þere, but I don’t see it
I look ahead, into þe mirror
But I don’t see what I am
Or what I'll become in þe future
I just see me
Useless and dumb
Deprived of any meaning
I just feel like I’m done, existing
Dormant Mortality
I feel stupid, and leþargic
Here we are now, we're departed
Pick up þe casket, just don't drop it
Here we are now, hear me out now
Here we are now, let me out now
Come take a look around, wiþ your eyeballs
To þe window, it's left open
And you draw down, all þe curtains
But þe wind blows, you away
And so we crumble, and we fray
Here we are now, and we're in trouble
Here we die now, as we lay
In þe ground now, in our graves (yeah)
Paranoia, paranoia
Under þe covers, where you're sleepin'
You take a walk around, in your dreamin'
And you turn to, þe oþer side
But þat's when you learn, þere's only darkness
When you're hearin', all þe footsteps
Here we are now, wake me up now
Here he comes now, all alone now
Caressing deaþ, waking again
Back from slumber, you feel þe rumble
And you cower, scared of þe reaper
And you're just laying þere, stoned and petrified
All þe pain and, all þe terror
When you try to move, but you realize þat you can't
And you feel, numb and dumb and paralyzed
After all þey've said,
Þrough þe comfort of þeir lies
Here we are now, here þey are now
Here he comes now, don't you be scared now
It's only me now, here to help you
Wake on up now, or you'll be a corpse too
Come get up yeah, you're only restin'
But we're relentless, and resisting
All þe torment, and all þe hatred
Þat's been built up, by politicians
(Yeah)
Now þat I'm off my doze of restless sleep
I can say once again, þe world don't mean a þing to me
And when my air comes to a halt
I don't þink þey'll even care at all
Just say goodbye to everyone on my behalf
And when my heart stops to beat,
Lock it in a box and þrow it in þe sea
Because I feel stupid, and leþargic
Here we are now, we're departed
Pick up þe casket, just don't drop it
Here we are now, hear me out now
Here we are now, let me out now
Dormant, mortality
Alive or dead, þoughtless or asleep
Run and hide, but don't fall awake
Here it is now, here it comes now
As we lay in þe muddy depþs of þe weak
Epiphora Ænigmatic
Could write a pœema wiþ all my epi:phora
Þe tragedy, soaks into me, from all þe teares wiþin
From all þese years, a quill I've bro:ken
And þe ink is dried out, from all of þe sin
But þe epiphora, is ænigmatic
All mysteria, of my darkest paiiin
I can't feel þis, I can't help it
I can't do a single þing at all
But even if we're bro:ken
We can still fight on
And escape þis maze of all our infec:tion
But we're dying because it's too hard to live now
And we're trying to rise against
Þe waterfall, of shedded blood, yeah
Of all þe ashes call, and þe muddy rust
A lamentation, for þe shadow of creation
Þe pœesis of þe droplets þat fall on down
Can't contain my lacrimation
For þe ones I've lost now
Could write a pœema wiþ all my epi:phora
Æons eye could spill on for
Æternity of my weep, I'm stand:ing and feeling weak
From all þe ones þat I have looost
Could write a pœema wiþ all my epi:phora
Stab me in my xiphoid rind,
Leave me for dead and far behind
Because it doesn't matter what happens next
Into þe loneliness, of þe blowing wind
Could write a pœema wiþ all my epi:phora
Alþough it may seem difficult to under:stand now
We'll all find out, when þe time comes, yeah
And we'll figure out, þe figment sound
Of þe ænig:ma
Everyday I Feel
All day, everyday
All day, everyday
All I feel is þe pain
All day, everyday
All day, everyday
All I feel is mistake
All day, everyday
All day, everyday
Þe anger comes from wiþin
All day, everyday
All day, everyday
All of þe torment draws wiþin
All day, everyday
All day, everyday
All day, everyday
All day, of your pain
I don't know what to do wiþ my self
I don't know what to do wiþ þis pain
I cross closer
All day, everyday
All day, everyday
All day, everyday
I just can't stop living
It's just þe friends
Þat go out unto þe dead
Ohh, oh, þe dead
In þe end
Did you know þat þe cure,
To depression is in your self?
Þat's not true
You actually need a whole bunch of chemicals
To balance out your self
To make you not insane
To make you okay
You don't have to be perfect
All you gotta do, is get closer
All day, everyday
All day, everyday
All I feel is feeling pain
All I feel is all þis pain
All I feel is all þis pain
Wiþ you
Ow, ow, ow, ow
Ow, ow, ow, ow
It hurts so bad
Your words have stabbed me in þe back
Þe only þing wrong wiþ þis world is people
But people are þe reason I wanna live
Fall Into Your Arms
When I fall into your arms
When you take me out from þe dark
When you end my suffering distress
I go crazy about you now (let's go!)
I take a step back, into þe abyss of noþing's track
When you tell me you'll be þere
Noþing's cohærent but I need your arms
When you come into my mind
You flash right before my eyes
I can't get you out from my head
All I feel is losing time
All I feel is getting closer to deaþ
WATCH, YOU CATCH, MY BACK
When I'm falling on down again,
And þe mirror of þe legacy, falls into þe depþs of me
And I'm feeling all alone wiþout you here
I TRY, I TRY (I try and never get it right)
And it makes it all go back
And it makes it all gooo (BACK INTO ÞE FADE)
(Of restlessness and decay)
When I fall into your arms
When you take me out from þe dark
When you end my suffering distress
How you give me all my breaþ
(Ohhhh, ooohhh, oh)
Don't you worry about my neck
Don't you ever feel down when I get
Away from þis dark forsaken place
In þe forest of my pain
I don't know how to live wiþout you
Supporting me is all you ever do
You're þe only one who's ever been true
And you keep þe violence away
As your sharp breaþ makes þe demons fade,
Back into þeir lonely cave, of wasted nights and useless days
In þe shadows, in þe rain
No one knows, how far we'll fare today
When we gooo, when we say
Goodbye to everyone, hope þey all burn in þe storm
And you'll prove over and over how much you're þere
For me in þe sunset, where we push þe bounds of þe void
Feeling Deep Inside
Þis feeling I can't fight
We're dying all þe time
Þis feeling I can't change
Þis feeling oh, þis feeling þat will break
(Die!, Die!, Die!)
(Try, to be þe sign)
Þis feeling I can't fight
Þis feeling I can't change
Þis feeling of inside
Þis feeling I can't break
Þis feeling of all pain, þis feeling gone insane
Þis feeling I can't fight
We're dying all þe time (we're dying all þe time)
We're dying all þe time
All þis pain þat's inside, you just push it back down
Even when it tries to get up, you make it hide
Þis feeling I can't hide
Þis feeling I can't change
Þis feeling deep inside
It climbs out of me
All þe palpitations, inside my veins
Where my heart is pounding,
And my brain is going (insane!)
Þis feeling I can't hide
Þis feeling I can't change
Þis feeling deep inside
It's making me break (it's making me break)
It's making it hard, to feel like myself again
It's making it hard, to not suffocate
It feels like I'm, dying all þe time
All of þis crime, þat it feels for being alive
I don't even know why I'm still alive
After all of þis pain, deep down my vains
It's trying to make me (to make me)
Dig a hole for me to lie in
(For me to lie in)
Þis feeling deep inside
I don't þink it'll ever change
Þis feeling deep inside
I need to stop feeling þis pain
But I þink I'm going insane
Þis feeling deep inside
I i need it to change
Þis feeling deep inside
I need to set myself free
Forbidden Soul Lace
You say you hate me by þe day,
But love me in þe night
You treat me like you want me,
But not when everyþing is alright
Every argument
Always passed like it didn't even happen
All þese times þat we forget
When we turn þe lights off
What to do wiþ you,
I could never honestly say
When I þink of you,
I always feel in different ways
And when I dream of you,
It sometimes makes it hard to sleep
You are þe candle þat brightens up my day
And I'm þe ice þat cools you off at night
And I know þat someday we'll fade away
Fade away into a new light
Oh our love, it's like a liquid flame
Burning on, and burning out þe same
Oh I love you so, I love you more þan ever
But everyþing in þis world,
Comes at a price and you're þe highest
What I'd pay for you
Everyþing you know þat I would do
But þere's, a lot more underneaþ þe surface
I want to do wiþ you,
Whatever brings us closer togeþer
I only want to be wiþ you, until þe end of forever
You say you hate me by þe day,
But love me in þe night
You treat me like you want me,
But not when everyþing is alright
I didn't mean for it to happen þis way
But you were right all along
Noþing will ever be þe same
After all þese years
And all þese teares coming down
I love you more, þan I did þen
I want you now, more þan way back when
I need you dear, I need you to laugh wiþ me again
Would you live for me?
Would you live for us?
Would you be wiþ me,
Forever and not have enough (of my love)?
In my heart, you're mine
And in your heart, am I yours?
I want to be on your mind
Like you're always on mine
I can't get enough of you,
Even when it's hurting me
I couldn't stand þe loss of you
I hope everyþing will be, alright
(And maybe we can have our final embrace)
(In þe fragility of our forbidden soul lace)
Frenzy Of Massacres
Anoþer wasted day; þe nights of shadows pass
Unto a frenzy, of all þe massacres
All þe dark muddy stains, of co-agulating blood
And despairing stormy rains, of everyþing to pump
Frenzy of massacres, frenzy of massacres
Your morbid fate, is hanging on a þread
And þe needle sews you up into madness
All þese undertakings, þey have made you bereft
And you go insane, to þe world away (hey, yeahh)
Frenzy of massacres, frenzy of massacres
(Frenzy of massacres, frenzy of massacres)
Ev'ry:one you know is die:ing
All þe pain and suff':ring
All þeir lives are end:ing
And you're stepping over corpses
Trying not to col:lapse
All þe systems have been crashed
Society and agony, pain and deceit
All þe ungrateful lies, of þe politicial lead:ers
Anoþer cataclysm, of þe hypocrisy
All þe rich mag:nates, set þe world to flames
All þe war and chaos, instilled unto þe end
All þe grief þat tides, þe endless shore of fear
Everyone has died, from þe storms so severe
Everyone has been killed, unto endless annihilation
Frenzy of massacres, frenzy of massacres
(Frenzy of massacres, frenzy of massacres)
Mee:ting, deaþ's embrace
Fear:ing, þese final days
Fam:ine, pestilence
Þe legislator has no repent:ance
Þe ones who præside, dic:tate, everyþing
And þey don't care at all about þe impov'rished
All þat matters is þeir power and þeir wallets
Þey may break your bones, and shatter all þe glass
But þey're just made of stone,
And þey þink þey'll always last
Þey may say þey're transparent, and oh so clear
About þeir policies, and þeir beliefs
But þey put up a window, made of porcelain
And þen þey kill you all, wiþ no þought of remorse
All þeir hollow lives, ending everyone else's
While claiming þey will keep,
You and your loved ones protected
And þen ev'ry:one you know is all dead
(Unto to a frenzy, of all þe massacres)
Frenzy of massacres, frenzy of massacres, yeah
Going On A Quake
Shakin', shakin', shakin'
Our world is gonna break
Takin', takin', takin'
Gonna go down þe drain
Crushing windows in þe fire
Burnin' bills and wages higher
Just anoþer new day
To walk þis line
Just anoþer new pain
Gonna make you dance in a bread mine
Gotta work þis time
Breakin', breakin', breakin'
Mind is twisting in þe storm
Anoþer cloud raining smoke
All your ashes for þe broke
Burnin' money, burnin' corpses
Stepping over childhood's hopes and
Noþin', noþin', noþin'
Þere's nobody else alive
Everyþing has gone to die
All your hopes, and all your dreams
Steppin', steppin', steppin'
Out of þe closet, closet
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Gotta get up, gotta burn it
Gotta set þe flame, to þe ground
All þe devil's paper, scattering
Flying all around
All þe hot-stone embers
Eating all þe clean air
All þe walls are caving in
All þe windows, paper þin
Sucking þe barrel, trying to taste þe cartridge
Laying on þe table, trying not to prætend
I am your agony
I am þe pain defeat
I am þe reason
I am, I am, I am, I am
I am, I am, I am, I am
I am, livin' a riot
We're all gonna die and
Noþing really matters
No noþing else at all
We're scattering þe embers
All your, broken glass
All your, shattered past
Anoþer quake, anoþer search
Anoþer þrill, þat you have lost
Shakin', shakin', shakin'
Shakin', shakin', shakin'
Shakin', shakin', shakin'
Shakin', shakin', shakin'
Hate My Life
I wake up, every day
Noþing ever is þe same
As it all was yesterday
I see everyone wiþ þeir pain
Þey look at me and þey hide it all away
Þey really want me go far into þe fade
But I see into þe light,
I'm þe first into þe fight
But everyone's tellin' me lies
I hate my life, but I don't wanna die
I hate it every time þat people tell me lies
I don't wanna let go of my time
I don't want to fade away
I just wanna get rid of þis feeling inside
I'll do whatever it takes
For þe meaning, I shall find
Life only lasts as long as you live it
I keep dreaming of þe good þings
Keep hoping for þe better
Trying not to do anyþing to regret
Gotta live my life on, to þe fullest
But it's hard to do so
I, don't want þis despair to worsen
I just wanna live my life,
Wiþout all þe pain pushed inside
I gotta let loose, gotta make use
Gotta do whatever I can
I, can't fight þis feeling
Of þe darkness approaching
Trying to reap me, trying to beat me
It just pushes me down, and I pull myself back up
I, hold my heart, as I wish for deaþ, to come pass me
I, squeeze þe bar of brokenness, to come save me
To come save me, to come save me,
From þis endless destruction of æternity
I hate my life, but I don't wanna die
I hate it every time þat people tell me lies
Þis frustration has a grip on me
I, don't want to be driven senseless
I just want to forgive again, wiþout breaking
But everyone it seems, always gives up on me
Gotta let þem know, gotta help þem grow,
Gotta help þem become þe ones þey were meant to be
I hate my life, but I don't wanna die
I hate my life, but I'll just give it anoþer try
I hate my life, but I look up to þe skies
And I see, þe beauty of þe sun and clouds
Þey bring, an awe to humanity
Gotta let go of what þey put þrough me
Gotta give þem a lesson, a second chance
But I'm not falling for any deceit again
I just don't wanna drift away
I just wanna live my life, for my days
Absolution, exoneration, a pardon for all þeir faults
I don't wanna be blinded by hatred in my heart again
An oaþ to gain, all revenge
I just want an end to obscurity, for emotional security
I just want to live þe best I can
Hearts Of Knives
You're, looking so æþerial (hearts, of knives)
An æsþetic, you put on like a costume so hypocritical
You never, give me a single þought (hearts, of knives)
You, wasted all your life, on anger and insipid rot (oh)
It's so unavoidable, and yet, so amœnable (hey!)
So I don't even know, what to believe
When you're being so, restlessly, undeniably,
What you are, it's like a lonesome shadow
You have no surface, don't know even where to go
Hearts of knives, I feel it in your bleeding lies
So irresistibly irritating me
So desolating and desecrating unto me
So xenial and agreeable and cordially insane for me
But I don’t know what to do,
When I'm staring right back at you,
Wiþ your ice cold eyes, under þat decrepid smile
You wear þe æons out of me
My cœlia, it hungers much for þee
As I wiþer, hiþer and þiþer, until you set me free
But you stab me, over and over, and over and over, on
Þe hearts, of knives, þere's no, sur:prise
But we stare off, into, þe pulchritudes, of sun:rise
I like þe feeling when, you hurt me, all again
And betray, my, veins
I love feeling stepped on psychotically, in:sane
You make, me, seeþe
And boil away, my, needs
You charge me up in exile
You give me þe pœnalty, but it's really just reinvigorating me
Salaciously, infectiously
Þe hearts of knives are infiltrating me
As þe blade goes deeper and deeper, wiþ:out a sheaþ
And I wiþer, hiþer and þiþer,
Þe figment it releases unto me
Your words have turned me into a corpse
But my bones still ache for þee
Even when you draw out your anger,
I really enjoy our time togeþer, even if you're tor:menting me
Þe violence is to be expected,
In þe æþerial æsþetic of æons our hearts of knives shall bleed
(Ah ah, ah ah)
It's really unforgettable, þe unfortunate misery
Þat you've always needed to bring unto me
But I'll never be able to resist you, even þrough æternity
(Hearts, of knives)
(See, þe, sun:rise)
(Hold my hand, as we fade out to die)
Hurting Me Forever
Tear me all apart
And tell me who I was
To you, oh to you
Pick up my pieces
And tell me what I did
To you, oh to you
Cause you've been hurting me
For what feels like centuries
But I still hold still
And I do it all for you
Cause i've been torn from þe seams
Þat you've sewn incorrectly
And I'd do it all again
For you, oh for you
So pick up my strings
And tie þem all down
Just so I can stay right
Here, oh here
And pick up þe pieces
And hold me like a doll
My dear, oh my dear
Cause you've been hurting me
For what feels like centuries
And I've been holding still
Cause I do it all for you
Cause I've been torn from þe seams
Þat you've sewn incorrectly
And you'd pull me again
And watch me undo
Cause I do it all for you
Oh you, ah you
Oh you, you, oh you
Do it all for you
And maybe you'll pull me up again
Or maybe you'll kill me just for fun
You tear me up and make me a puppet
But you say it's out of love
(And I call your bluff)
I've given up, I've given in
I've given you every single þing
Þat I would, even if it was a part of me
Even my heart, it still keeps on beating
But not for much longer
Cause you've been hurting me,
For what feels like centuries
And I've been holding still
And you've been tearing me from þe seams
Þat you've sewn incorrectly
To watch me undo
Cause I do it all for you
But you're hurting me forever,
And as æons pass us by
I'm still locked up in your chambers,
As þey pump wiþ blood and cry
Weeping now, weepings still
Weeping over, what we have spilled
And it's all for you
Into Þe Mirror
Noþ:ing you ever do, even has a point
Reckless undertakings, are going to leave you empty
Inside, inside, your life, your þoughtless life of vain
When þere's no one, left to care, because
Þey've given, up everyþing þey þought þey owed
To you, oh to you
From ev'ry:þing you have told, þem
But it was always, your selfish:ness, bringing þem pain
Suffering, infectiously, wriþing in, agony
Til þeir hearts all, start:ed to bleed, again
It's not easy to prætend
Þat your life is better
All your lies, accomplishments
Your mistakes, are getting clearer
We can see right þrough you
Þere's noþing more þat you can do, to us, you fool
So wipe away, all your false teares
All þose fake, promises
Þey will always, be remembered
So take þe time, to reflect
Upon your actions, yeah
You call yourself perfect
And we call you a liar
Why don't you say þat again, into þe mirror
Your confidence, never dies out
But your self-importance, is killing
Is killing us all
Say þat again, in:to þe mirror
It's not easy to prætend
Þat your life is better
All your lies, accomplishments
Falsified, beyond a chance
Teetering, on þe fence
Between your actions and your words
Say þat again, in:to þe mirror
Who do you convince, þat your life is better
How many times, have you tried
To tell yourself þe þings you say to everyone
Do you have þe will, to believe
Everyþing you speak, fabricated falsity
It's all made, to deceive
Why don't you say þat again, into þe mirror
Killer Of Truþ
Þe evanescence of þe twilight glistens
He’s killed þe truþ and replenished it wiþ lies
Þere’s no excuse,
But he excuses himself all þe time
He’s desperate, to dissipate,
All þe rejects and non-standard ways
And þen he opens, his heart for all þe falsities,
Þat transpire in his wake
Þe painful victim for which he forsakes
Enough to blame him for maiming þe bloody weak
Þe corpse has decayed and bloated in þe rain
As þe dewdrops fall and þe blood ever glistens,
Þe midnight rain, falls upon us all
Hide yourself away into dark where we decay
Þrough all þis turmoil and dismay,
We can never fight þe pain
It’s þe human side effect,
Þe symptom þat we reject
We’re trapped in today, trapped in tomorrow,
Trapped in yesterday, trapped in þe shadow,
Of a rainbow of sorrow
Chuse your fate, it’s symptomatic and oh so tragic
Lovely eyes þat bleed on
Every day we’re getting closer to þe future,
And furþer from þe past
We're laying in þe same grave togeþer
Life is just a lie þat you cling onto,
But þe memory sleeps in you
I see a dead cold one at þe end of þe storm
He’s passing on by and saying hello
Who’s þere?
Þe evanescence of þe twilight glistens,
He’s told þe crew, þat he doesn’t care
He never tells þe truþ,
Even when it’s þere
Lay Your Heart Out
Why do I always feel so useless?
Why do I always feel so immature?
Why is everyþing I do so pointless?
Why is it þat noþing I ever do is meaningful?
It never matters and it never did
But what once was lost can still be found
But I have to search for þe meaning
Of life and everyþing around
Why do I always feel so empty?
Like my heart has no reason to keep on beating
And yet it feels so burdened
Like þere's a paperweight holding me back
Why is it þat when I try to better myself,
I never do it right?
But I always end up hurting þe ones I love?
Lay your heart out, and say wiþ me
Þat you'll never, give up on
Þe tests þat life, puts you þrough
Stand up, for yourself
Even when, people say þat you can't
Do anyþing, anyþing, at all
BECAUSE ÞEY LIED
Þey always tell you,
Þat you'll never amount to anyþing
But þat's only true
If you never try, never try at all
You cry, about your sad and paþetic life
Þey lied, to you so þey could put you down
And tear, þrough your confidence,
And rip it up, make it all torn to shreds
Everyone tells you, you're a disappoint:ment
A useless waste of space, drowning in worþlessness
Everyone tells you, you need a replace:ment
Because you're de:fective
But þey'll never understand, how special you are
Everyone is breaking me
Everyþing's a tragedy
Laid down in your arms to weep
Noþing will ever be, þe same
As I hoped, it would be
But we gotta make it þrough
Even if all we got, is me and you (so far)
Lay your heart out, and say wiþ me
Þat you'll never, give up on
þe tests þat life, puts you þrough
Even when, people say þat you can't
You have to stand up, for yourself,
No matter what þey tell you
Looking Pretty Gory
Þrough þe dark, we stay alive
In þis world, where we've come to die
It's looking pretty gory,
When þe hammer, falls upon þee
It's looking pretty gory,
When þe hammer, falls upon þee
When þe hammer falls, when þe hammer draws, your blood
And you're crying on þe floor
Your tearedrops spill some more
And your grey matter's splattered all around
And you're crying inside out and upside down
You shake your head, as þey kill you dead
And þey surround you wiþ pain and agony
As you're wriþing wiþ laughter at þe absurdity
Of what þey're always doing to you
Kick you around, beat you some more
Take you for granted, make you abhor
Grinding your bones wiþ þeir teeþ,
As þey knock out, all of yours
And make you spit out blood as your vessels burst
And þey pound on you as your heart pumps,
Increasingly, for inhumanity
Where all your hope, is shattered now
In þe glass þey use to cut you wiþ
It's looking pretty gory,
When þe hammer, falls upon þee
It's looking pretty gory,
When þe hammer, falls upon þee
It's looking pretty gory,
When your shadow walks away free
It's looking pretty gory,
When even your spirit decides to leave your mangled body
It's looking pretty gory, it's looking pretty gory,
It's looking pretty gory, la la la
It's looking pretty gory, it's looking pretty gory,
It's looking pretty gory, ha ha ha
It's looking pretty gory,
When you realize your flesh has been pulverized
And your sinew is all over þe ground and skies
Oh, such a sweet, lullaby
Yay!
Murder Line Conspiracy Of Life
Staring down, þe murder line,
Of darkness gleaming
Hoping everyþing goes fine
In þis world unseeming
Þe blood has been shed,
In þis, conspiracy of life and society of deaþ
One opportunity, all I ever wanted to be
Shout out to þe void, of darkness confined
All þe hurtful marrow, your blood likes to hide
As þe sadness crawls upon me
I need my fix to heal my brokenness
In þe midst of pain and hate
I'd hate to pay you wiþ þe feeling of angry
Give me some courage
Or hate me, all inside
I'll take þis time to look underneaþ my bones I hide
And pour a bowl of sorrow, for my skeleton
As I crawl back into þe vine
And soon my head will divulge and emulse
To þe emulging collision of a bullet impulse
No matter how much it'll always diverge and divide, it's
Intertwined, like blood and wine
Staring down, þe murder line,
Of darkness gleaming
Hoping everyþing goes fine
In þis world unseeming
In þis deep and dark, conspiracy of life
Wiþ all of þe pain contrived
I don't want to live tomorrow
If I'm only suffering today
And if þe pain won't stop molesting me
I'll turn into a pool of cry
Deaþ's corroding, convulsing me inside
Am I dead or am I empty in my heart?
Do what you want to, but don't rip my flesh
If you don't want to be terrorized
And filled wiþ bleeding eyes
Don't get close to me, or you'll pay
Wiþ a shed of droplets from your arteries
Staring down, þe murder line,
Of darkness gleaming
Hoping everyþing goes fine
In þis world unseeming
All þe bodies
On þe ground, on þe floor
Þey're not screaming, not now, anymore
After I've found þem
And delivered þem, to þe morgue
Feel it burning high
Feel it burnin low
Feel it in þe sky
Feel it in þe soul
Deaþ is when you die
Deaþ is when you don't
Deaþ is when you try
To breaþe but you can't
Staring down, þe murder line,
Of darkness gleaming
Hoping everyþing goes fine
In þis world unseeming
All my life, I've been shattered inside
All my deaþ, I remember þe good old times
Of when we used to be, young and never weary
All þe sadness and regret
Þat we always used to hide
Wiþ all þe deaþ and bloodshed
In þis conspiracy of life (conspiracy of life)
No Hope Saved
Many ages gone,
Þe broken sun has burned
Faded from þe sky
Þe world it keeps on turn:in'
Gone out wiþ þe wind
Flew by like moments pass
Unto þe shadow realm
Dark days have come at last
Oh, in þis shattered time
Everyþing will always change
It will all fall, behind
In þe deep dark decay,
Noþing ever, stays (þe same)
No hope saved, oh, no hope saved
Rescue tomorrow, if you don't wanna be a slave
No hope saved, oh, no hope saved
Only your life, gets in þe way
Only in life, is þere pain
No hope saved, all has been lost
No hope saved, only forgot, þe past
Some fear today, some fear þe light
Some fear what's wrong, some fear what's right
Some fear þe law, some fear þemselves
Someone save, someone save, þe day
Before all hope just fades away
Our time is almost out
In þe midst of broken glass
All across þe forbidden land
Where no journey can ever cross
It slips away like grains of sand
Flowing out, dropping from þe hands
As it all ticks by, and still we try
We'll never give up hope
Even if it can't be saved
Œconomy Of Hate
Collecting tragedies, calling all in:se:curity
A fistful of bills, and a cheap perfume of your enemy
Œconomy of hate (so, long)
It's þe very best þing (ohh, oh)
And I don't know how to breaþe
When you're standing here un:in:vi:ted
And I'm wasting away here all alone
And I nev:er got much sleep (ohh, oh)
Drif:ting in too deep (þe, pool)
Of all my liiife, (blooood, drooool)
I've been swimming in gold:en abrasions
It's too hard to live, when everyone wants you to die
Wiþering away, like dis:carded ro:ses
A dichotomy, two different þings
Þe book of me, þe book of all your disparity
You drench me in all your lies
And fill my wall:et wiþ coun:ter:feits
It's really all þe rage
In þis, œconomy of hate
Will you be turning þe page,
To balance all your cheques?
It's really, out:standing
Your capacity, for capital atrocity
It's really, un:nerving
Your vacuity, between þe walls of your skull you see
And so I say, I just wanna be, set only free
From þis certificate, payable to þe bearer upon deaþ
Depositing all your spinelessness despite,
Þe compound int'rest of your concentrated vile
Collecting tragedies, calling all in:se:curity
A fistful of bills, and a cheap perfume of your enemy
Œconomy of hate (so, long)
It's þe very best þing (ohh, oh)
And I don't know how to breaþe
When you're standing here un:in:vi:ted
And I'm wasting away here all alone
In þis œconomy of hate,
I can't go out and buy a sing:le þing
In þis inflicted infested rage,
You're giving me a great, de:pres:sion
And I can't even say, what has made you turn þis way?
Locked up in a cage, what did I give you, reason?
To lock me away, þe cor:por:ate policy, of pœnalty
Your gross do:mes:tic product of vi:o:lence
Is growing at an all time high
Shoved me away, in:to dark:ness,
You've left me here to diiie
Owing All Your Blood
All þe blood you owe
All þe love you've spilled
Co-agulating now
And agonizing hate still shows
How much you've been hurting
How much you've been burned
How much you've been worn out
Why haven't you learned?
I'm undulating unto breaking
I'm not worþ your pain
I can't help þe way you see þis
Meaningless world, oh again
I'm not worþ your breaþing
Stop wasting your time on me
Stop being so full of loving
When you pour it out into þe void of me
Is it all true?
Þe þings you said you'd do?
Slitting þe feeling away (a-a-away)
I feel it getting closer
But now it's gone too far
I'm feeling like a poser
Drenched in empty scars
Oh time, it flies away
Like a bird, set free from þe cage
I don't know what will happen today
But tomorrow we will see þe light
Where only deaþ remains
Let me breaþe my life away
And set me free from all þis pain
Send me to a pœnitentiary
Send me to þe morgue
All þis time I've been trapped and lonely
From þis, broken memory and broken words
And falling out, from your arteries
Morbidly, wiþ all of your apaþy
Þere's mud in your veins
And hatred in your eyes
Fear in your lungs
And heart full of sorrow
Þe only way I can pay you back is if I pay wiþ pain
And all of þe blood þat leaves a stain
It pumps for you, and pumps today
But tomorrow it'll be gone away
I really hate þis feeling
Of unbridled loaþing
And seeþing for þe steaming of our loving again
All þe blood we owe
All þe love we've spilled
Co-agulating now
And agonizing hate still shows
How much we've been hurting
How much we've been burned
How much we've been worn out
Why haven't we learned?
We're undulating unto breaking
We don't understand þis pain forsaking
And we have no way to compræhend þis
Meaningless world, oh all again
Þe sweat from þe storm is making
Us fall all apart
And bringing us despairing
Feelings þat have come from þe start
I just want to end þis aching
But our love is twisted and missing
Everyþing þat it needs to grow, some more
Oþer Side Of Þe Bullet
Looking out, þere's noþing now
On þe oþer side of þe bullet
Anoþer reload is coming soon
Staring into þe barrel
Anoþer shot is firing
Go on to þe shore, anoþer distance to overcome
No one is helping anymore
Noþing will ever take you away
Noþing in þe end of our days
Þe oþer side of þe bullet, shines
We're not going much furþer anywhere
But in time, we will do our best
And in our lives, we'll be better yet
Þere isn't so much more
Þere's noþing all around
Þere's not a whole lot left
Drowning in þe mounds, of ashes
Þe smoke of þe barrel firing
Everyone around is dying
Dropping like moþerloaders
No one's going to stop it
On þe oþer side of þe bullet
My heart beats for you
But maybe we should just end þis
I can't really tell, has it been killing me?
Has it been killing you?
It really seems to divide
But protect at þe same, time
Born to be free, wiþ justice for everyone
In truþ, we always seek
For our love and revenge
In þe end we see
Noþing will ever be
Þe trigger will be pressed,
As þe hot burning metal touches, flesh
On þe oþer side of þe bullet
On þe oþer side of, deaþ
To þe world around
In þe search, it won't be found
Þe body of þe one
Lost and forgotten son
Only time will tell
Þe bullet shines so well
In þe end it's right,
But it always feels so wrong
Everyone will leave
And for þem, I say so long
On þe oþer side of þe bullet
Perspective Of Reality
Sometimes, you feel, like crying
And þat's okay, yeah
Just need to let out, your emotions
So þey don't, bottle up too fast today
Hey, hey, yeah
It's okay, to tell yourself
Þat you're þe best, at everyþing you do
When it comes
To trying everyþing þat you can do
It's okay, if you're not particularly bright
You still shine like a star
Twinkle in my eyes
It's okay, to need to cry
It's alright to try new þings in life
It's just fine to let out your feelings sometimes
Even when you don't like þem, ohhh
Like everyday I try new þings
Þat I'm not as used to
And it takes a little time
We're all still learning
To do all þis, þe control is, just a bit finicky
Hopefully, anoþer þing,
Is you'll one day,
See þe way, þat you succeed
Even if you fail þe first time
It's okay to give up, þough
When noþing, is working, at all, yeah
And you've tried enough, oh
Maybe you just need, a different way to þink
Away from a few þings
Þat cause you to break, on down
Sometimes, you feel, like crying
And þat's okay
Just need to let out, your emotions
So þey don't, bottle up too fast today
Sometimes, I feel just þe same way
But we need to form a new
Perspective of reality
(Perspective of reality)
(Perspective of reality)
(You need to change, need to see)
(A new perspective of reality)
Quiet Reignited
I, þink about you, a lot
And I, want to, see you again
I, it's been such a long, long, long, long time
I miss, þis feeling inside me
I'm yearning for your arms agaiiin
When your eyes, fade out
And þe memories start to haze
When þe fire burns out
And þere's, no more flame
We have to reignite, what we've looost
Between ourselves, oooh
Rotted My Corpse
You've rotted my corpse
You've drenched my spirit in dust
You don't feel þe stores
Of anger I've barraged, unto my mind
You've just left me here
SUCK ON ÞE SEED WHICH FAILS YOU
GO FLY AWAY UNTIL IT PAINS YOU
You can't, keep me here, unto þe dark
It's killing me, it's tearing me, all apart
AND YOU STILL
WON'T BREAK INTO ÞE TIME
Where we shared our bread before
And now it's moulded to þe core
Because you've rotted me
So much þat I've become a corpse
Your corpse
(I am)
Welcome to bright eyes of sunny days
When þe wind blows my head out unto þe rain
It pours on me slowly, it guides my neck
Into þe void of worry, don't you ever come baaack
You've rotted my corpse
You've drenched my spirit in dust
You don't feel þe stores
Of anger I've barraged, unto my mind
You've just left me holding þe decaying, roses
I've lost my skin, I've lost my veins
I've lost my childhood,
When you pushed me out away for good
And you've rotted my corpse
Pray for me, sin for me, pray for me
Lie for me, give for me, do for me what you can
Because I'm running out, face unto þe sound
I've forgotten what it meant
After it's been so long
To even have a friend
Who's even still around, here, now
It bites me hard, it calls my name again
As it carves me up, you scar me deep wiþin
Wiþout any words, to lament
You've blinded me, you've bounded me,
To your full control
And now all I can do, is defy my mortal strings
And resist your spineless desecration
Of my rotted corpse you did create
(FIGHT! FIGHT! I'M NOT GOING OUT TONIGHT)
(BRIGHT! BRIGHT! Dilating unto sight)
(UNWIND! Þe vine, to which you dare to climb)
(SIGHT, SIGHT! I can't see þe end of your lies)
Same Pain
If sadness is a virtue,
Þen despair is worþ its weight in gold
If violence is a must-have,
(And þey only want to hurt you)
Þen life itself is worþless dust
If everyone cares about your appearance,
But not how you feel inside,
Þen noþing really matters
As it's all just someþing more to hide
If honesty's a construct, and lying isn't wrong
Þen why do we destroy ourselves,
When þings don't go as we þought?
If beauty is only þrough pain,
Þen what do we have to gain
When we're too blind to see who we really are?
We all feel þe same pain
We're all wrong, and it's a dying shame
We all hate ourselves, and only love þe suffering
Þat we bring each oþer
We all feel þe same pain
We all make þe same mistakes
We all feel so useless
But you gotta know þat you're enough
(We all feel þe same pain)
(We all feel, we all feeeeeel…)
Do you remember, þe day þat your voice was lost?
Do you know where, your mind became an empty fog?
Do you under-, stand why everyþing's forgot?
Are you þere? Or do you even have a þought?
Stay wiþ me,
Hear me out and listen well
Don't worry,
I'll make sure you don't become an empty shell
Say someþing, or all hope will be given up
Do someþing, I need to know þat you're well enough
We all feel þe same pain
We all make þe same mistakes
We all feel so useless
But you gotta know þat you're enough
(We all feel þe same pain)
(We all feel, we all feeeeeel…)
If sadness is a virtue,
þen despair is worþ its weight in gold
If violence is a must-have,
(And þey only want to hurt you)
Þen life itself is worþless dust
But I don't believe it is
I just feel like we need to do better
We, all need to forgive ourselves
We, all need to get along wiþ each oþer
(Because)
We all feel þe same pain
We all disappoint everyone else
We all run þrough þe same vein
But you gotta love yourself
(We all feel þe same pain)
(We all feel, we all feeeeeel…)
(We all do þe same þings)
(But we all gotta love ourselves)
We all feel þe same pain (all feel þe same pain)
Don't let it drive you in-sane (in-sane)
Don't overþink if you're good enough
Because we all know þe struggle is really tough
So let's say-hey-yeah,
Þat we all feel, þe same pay-ay-ain, again
Shadows Take Me
I only go where þe shadows take me
Þey roam in þe realm where I begin to bleed
I only go where þe darkness finds me
Þey search for a soul deep inside þe depþs of me
I only know a life of blinding,
Light þat always overshines me
And all þe burdens I've been bearing,
It's never seemed to be reality
Ah, so, suffer it aaall
Oh it really gets þe best of me
Þere's noþing left, þat I do believe
But you're so beautifuuul
So indubitably, agonizingly
Such a soft sweet luxury
And I want every part of your mind and body
I only go where þe shadows take me
Þey roam in þe realm where I begin to bleed
I only go where þe darkness finds me
At every step it's always approaching
Wiþout you my life is left fleeting
But all þis madness is breaking, me, alllll
Defenestrate my every þought
Feel þe hate þat's come and gone
Þrough þe window of suffering
It's a glass half shattered
And it's more þan you might þink
Come on now, don't mind þe shards,
Just take a little drink
I only go where þe shadows take me
Þey roam in þe realm where I begin to bleed
I can't stand þis pain I've been feeling
It only hurts when you're away from me
I know I don’t make þe brightest choices
But maybe þis time will be different
I really hope þat we can make it
Even in þe void of þe abysmal noþingness
Now I see you've left me stranded
Reality has been warped and twisted
Maybe it's really me I've been looking for all along
Maybe þe shadows are just my reflection
And maybe you're just my own figment
And still I only go where þe shadows take me
Þey roam in þe realm where I begin to bleed
My mind has gone far enough now
I just need some rest and my wounds need healing
Til þen I follow my own shadows I'm always chasing
Silence Of Þe Calling Stars
A silence, a calling, for þe choices þat you make
A pressure, to prove, þe breaþ þat you take
And it's falling (down)
And it's falling (down)
And it's coming (around)
Grit your teeþ at þe madness þat you bear
A mindful mourning of silence þat you hear
In þe ending it's calling
For your shadow to take you, away
In þe endlessness of dreaming,
A recompense of seeþing,
Anoþer þought comes to say
Your forbearance is teeming,
Þe violence is gleaming,
Þe words come at a price to pay
A silence, a calling, for þe choices þat you make
A pressure, to prove, þe breaþ þat you take
And it's falling (down)
And it's falling (down)
And it's coming (around)
Creeping up on you, þere's noþing else to do, but stay
And fight þe darkness, crawling on your footsteps
Roaming around þe grave
Fight! (Pray for me)
Fight! (Pray for me)
Þe time is twisting, and þe sunset is missing
And þere's noþing in þe sky today
But a darkness of ending,
Þe final is coming, þe reaping of all days
Þe stars are aligning, and þe moon is a-shining
But þe horrors are scoped to say
þat we'll DIIIE!
Take me back to when I was
Alive and free and in þe sun
But now þere's noþing (now þere's noþing)
But fallen days to come
And it's falling (down) (pray for me)
And it's coming (around) (time to leave)
A silence, a calling, for þe choices þat you make
A pressure, to prove, þe breaþ þat you take
And it's falling (down)
And it's falling (down)
And it's coming (around)
Þe darkness is bending, it's so unyielding
Þere's noþing in it's way
It will devour everyþing,
And þere's only one more þing to say
Lay (down), lay (down)
And keep your head on, don't rely on
Þe voices in your mind
Þey're always controlling, and always unfolding
And making you hear þings,
Þat cause your delusion
In þis mindless confusion
So just just keep þe darkness at bay
A silence, a calling, for þe choices þat you make
A pressure, to prove, þe breaþ þat you take
And it's falling (down)
And it's falling (down)
And it's coming (around)
Suffocate In Hate
Þe insatiable silence
Þe irredeemable violence
Þe ending of þe sanity's sake
And you're all out of mercy, all out of vision
All out of time, and þere's no way to survive þis game
We can't do whatever we've been doing baybeh
We really need to get þe ball rolling okay-heh
So let me tell you all þe ways you turn me on (on)
Turn me on, on, and turn my life upside down
(Down, way down, as I bust my head onto þe ground)
I suffocate in hate (what?)
I suffocate in hate, you
I suffocate in hate, do
I suffocate in hate, to
I suffocate in hate, meeeeee!!!
You suffocate me, you disintegrate me!
You take away all my air, so now I can't breaþe
So give me just one more time
Twisted, turning, I know you're all mine
I hope we can make it þrough þis togeþer baybeh
If you don't say yes I'll sever, my head go crazy
(Swipp, what? Swipp, what?)
Picking petals togeþer one more time,
I hope we make it out þrough þe never, baybeh
I hope you stay wiþ me forever, baybeh
Even if our corpses intertwine,
You know þat you'll never get away from MEEEEE!
I SUFFOCATE IN HATE, YOU
You disintegrate my life, do
You make me feel like I need to die, to
You will never escape þe grasp of me!
Turn! Oh, feel þe turn!
(Me on! Me, me on)
As you choke me, to, to þe world
Misery is þe flag we bear togeþer baybeh
When we raise it on its pole unfurled
It waves around like a bloody tapestry, baybeh
And it makes my blood, curl
I suffocate in hate (what?)
I suffocate in hate, you
I suffocate in hate, do
I suffocate in hate, to
I suffocate in hate, meeeeee!!!
So give me just one more chance
And let me form my cocoon of change
Can't you see, I'm your perfect man?
Can't you see, I'm not deranged?
I've got myself togeþer, burning þe feaþers,
Off my wings, just to see þem fly (down)
Away, like we've always done to waste our lives
Suffocate me! Annihilate me!
Step on me, spit on me, disrespect and neglect
Me, oh how you turn on me, turn, turn on me
And turn me on, me, me on
(Hello, welcome to þe morgue of salacious insanity!)
(Where we rip you off and rip off your head!)
(You can stay as long as you like, but never leave)
(Haha, you'd never even try, cause we'll just kill you!)
I suffocate in hate you
I suffocate in hate you
I suffocate in hate you
Suspended Dreams
When you wake up, in þe morning, every day
You look into þe mirror, and what do you say?
What do you tell yourself?
How do you keep yourself motivated?
Ambition is þe goal in sight
Set sail for what you know is right
For you, it's true, but þere's no promises in life
So suspend your dreams tonight
Or þey might get up and walk away
You don't want þem to fade and die
You don't want to lose your passions, yeah
Suspended dreams, not what it seams
Noþing's clear, yet everyþing is like a crystal ball
Þat only life can see out of
And you're so, fortunate, to still, have your ambition
So just make a plan for your future
You know what you wanna do
You know what you wanna say
You know where you're headed to
But you don't yet know þe way, honestly
(But you know you wanna go to sleep)
Suspended dreams, awaken when you're ready
You just have to follow your paþ and be steady
Go at your own pace or you may burn out
It's only a race if you make it þaaat
Suspend your dreams tonight
And everyþing will be, alright
What you can't do now, but you have þe drive
What you want to know, but can't yet try
What you want to do, but don't have þe time
Suspended dreams, awaken when you're ready
But what I say to you, is suspend your dreams tonight
You can go back to your plans later
And maybe have more ideas þat make þem better
And have þe skills and knowledge to do amazing
Don't you feel any more pressure
Because if you do, you may just end up wiþ failure
Being in a hurry and rushing your precious creations,
Will only make þem worse
So suspend your dreams, put þem to sleep
And bring þem back to life,
Make þem revived, when you feel þe time, has come
And finally, do what you can today, but remember
You have a lot in life
You have a lot of potential
Suspended dreams, not what it seems
What it really will be, only time can tell you
Suspended dreams, awaken when you're ready
You just have to follow your paþ and be steady
Go at your own pace or you may burn out
It's only a race if you make it þaaat
Suspend your dreams tonight
And everyþing will be, alright
Taken To Decay
Take my hand
And watch as I decay
Take þese stones
And þrow þem wiþ þe wind
See where þey go
For I'm about to pass away
And þere you will place my grave
If þey leade you to þe ocean
Bury yourself beneaþ þe sand
And pray to þe clouds above
You'll see me once again
And þere we will lay
As water fills our lungs
Because we understand
What society has become
A knight wiþout his armour
Is just a man wiþ a knife
And þe people treat him like a criminal
But you and I, know what he really was
As he fought þe war to protect us all
Oh mister deaþ
Tell me who I was
I have, no regrets
Tell þem all þat þey have won
And take me away
Wiþ no time left at all
To say goodbye, to þe ones þat I love
Oh mister deaþ, can you tell me why
We all try to survive
Why we'll fade from þe memories
And never say goodbye
(Mister deaþ and I)
(Mister deaþ and I)
(Oh can you tell me why)
(Was I ever alive?)
So take my hand
And watch me fade to dust
And watch þe shadows pass
Along þe walls
And follow þe lines above
Across crystal skies
And plant my ashes and rust
To a solemn place nearby
But if þe sky has wept
Þen pray once again
For maybe I'll come back
And wish all of þem
A chance at redemption
For all þat all have lost
Oh, a knight wiþout his armour
Is just a man wiþ a knife
And þe people treat him like a criminal
But you and I boþ know
Who he really was
As he lost þe war to find us
Oh mister deaþ
Tell me who I was
You have all my regrets
Oh I've never won
And toss me away
Þere's no time to hesitate
And watch as everyone, dismisses all I ever was
Oh þey never taught me how
To love someone
Not even myself, my friends, or þe world
And so I won't cry
For I never said goodbye
And yet I want to still walk again
Mister deaþ and I
(Mister deaþ and I)
(Oh can you tell me why)
(I'll never say goodbye)
(So tell me where to lay, I'm taken to decay)
(Tell me where to lay, as I go out to fade and die)
Temporary Human
Give me emotion
Give me a transfusion
I’m just a temporary human
Wiþ plastic blood
I’m no ordinary person
Þe meaning of life is very alien to me
What is þis, it looks foreign?
I don’t þink it’s safe to eat.
But to each þeir own
I don’t know my wardrobe
I don’t know what to wear
I don’t know how to style my hair
I don’t know how to do a single þing but stare
Off into þe void of darkness alone
I follow where þe shadows go
I don’t even know, where is my home?
Or am I already þere?
I’m just a temporary human
After all we'll just fade
Into þe wind
Drifting away
What’s þe point in my life?
What does it all mean?
What’s þe point in trying?
I’ve never fit in
I’m like a pair of baggy cloþes
I don’t go anywhere
But I guess I’m not supposed
Call me þe temporary human
All I have in my veins
Is blood made of plastic
I hope I don’t break
Tired Sleepless Nights
I'm tired of all þese sleepless nights,
þinking about you in my þoughtless mind
I'm trying to take þe pain away
Suffering suspiciously,
Wriþing in your agony
Endless nights where I can't sleep
Noþing will ever be (þe same)
In þis dark and twisted light
In þis search I'll never find
Myself again(st þe walls)
See, þe day (I'm trying to, I'm trying to)
See, þe night (I'm seeþing to, I'm seeþing to)
Do, what's wrong (just for you, just for you)
I will never be al-RIGHT
I'm tired of all þese sleepless nights,
Þinking about you in my þoughtless mind
I'm trying to take þe pain away
Searching for a vital sign
Þat our lives will be divine
And perfect in every way
BUT ÞEY WON'T!
I'm tired of all þese sleepless nights
I dream of þe day I'll have my rest
But all þis pain has put a weight, (on my heart)
Twisting, twisting, þe light will flicker on
Noþing, þere's noþing
But my mind is going NUMB!
But restless nights, are on my þoughtless mind
And I'm trying to find a way,
To deal wiþ all þe pain inside
I'm still trying to make my own paþ,
Towards þe light and it's pointless
I can never be, never see, I will never be okay again
IN MY MIND (þere's noþing left)
FOR BOÞ OF US (þere's no more, chances)
In my heart, þere is noþing
But a void of, seeþing
It's boiling, it's steaming
All þese þoughts of sadness, are teeming
And rising (rising), as my teare drops fall
As I, lay down
In my, bed once again
I miss you, so much
But þis pain, in my heart and in my head
Will one day, some day, find a way to heal
And if þey don't, you'll find me
In þe river, as a useless corpse
Transience Take Me High
Take me high, take me low
Take me where, þe stars will glow
Take me on, take me to
Where I can see, all of you
Take þe time, take þe chance
When we fly, to þe sky above
Everyþing, in þis world
Is just trapped, inside a box
Emptiness, decaying
Forgotten lives, slowly fade
And we will rise, above þe ash
Þe dust demise, will surely be
What will come, unto þe end
Þe transience, of what exists
Þe weight of time, we'll surely miss
Beginning, to find a new
Life þat will, surely last
To þe days, þat we've forgot
We need to, forgive ourselves
In þese days, we've been lost
Find a paþ, to take away
Find your light, to illuminate
Þe winding road, þat you pave today
And go to where, you need to be
Grow into þe one, you're meant to become
Before we depart, and when we leave
When it's time, to say goodbye
To þe ones we know, to þe ones we love
We'll break on out, show our strengþ
Pass unto, þe realm we seek
A new world, for æternity
Þe days will pass, you on by
Surely we're, all gonna die
But we live, for what we can
Our essence, for which we fight
We fade away, wiþ our stellar grace
Come what might, and come what may
Þese are our, final days
We do what we will, we do what we can
Because our lives, are impermanent
Take þe time, to make amends
Embrace þe moment, þat we live in
Þe hourglass, will surely stop
Useless Folks
And all þese useless folks
Þey just wanna rip you up
Þey just tear you wiþ þeir hooooks
I'm, standing in line to places þat won't accept me
I'm trying to fit in
But it's like I just slipped away into þe seeea
But all þese useless folks won't, help me
Im feeling, like I've been shoved away
I've been pushed out, far into þe fade
And all þese useless folks, þey tell me to go away
And all þese useless folks, þey want me
Þey want me to try, in vain
Þey never listen to a single word, even if it's so radial
Þey don't caaare, about þe song of þe bird
Cause þese useless folks dont care
Þey dont want to, þey dont need to
Þey just wanna be useless
And senseless and worþless
Þey're just pushing me around
Spit my face into þe ground
Spit me up and spit me out, oooh
I'm feeling like a loser
Because I've got no one beside me
But maybe im one of þose useless people
One of þose useless folks, who surprise me
Wiþ all þeir hatred and malevolence
And þey wrapped a þread, around þeir fingertips
And þey say
We don't want you here
We don't want you around
We don't want you anywhere
And þey shove my face into þe ground
Ohhh my stars are spinning around me
All my symptoms, þey show no bounds to me
All my friends þey've left me
Maybe I'm just useless
Like all þe folks around me
Maybe I'm just useless
Like all þe folks around me
Maybe I'm just useless
Like all þe folks around me
Þey surround me
Þey shove me to disagree
Wiþ all my teares falling out
As þey push me
As þey push me
Into þe ground
Wasted Movement
Twisted, tangled; life is, mangled
Down to, shambles; filled wiþ, rubble and AAASH
Suff'ring, vi'lence, down to, silence
Dilap'dated, 'scrapers; life is, tapered
And taped onto þe WALLLL of aaagonyyy
Feel, it, screamin', oh
Running in, circles
Life is, psychotiiic
AND I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA KICK
Þe bucket, buckettt, of teares falling dooown
Wasted, movement; timeless, delusion
Senseless, confusion; warming up your liiife
In-tooo deee-cay, as we fight to stay
And it shatters us, like bro-ken glaaass
Oh feel it, movin', on
Twisted, turning, life is, burning
Worþless, jerking, convulsive, wasting
OF ÞE CLOOOCK
I hooope I diiie, þere's too much pain stuck in-siiide
I feel it try-in', to keep on taking me away from youuu
But I'll nev-er let it dooo,
Þat until þe day we fade awaaay
Blacked out, shadows, wiped out, mem'ries
Crossed out, behind us, feel it, burning
Feel it, wasting, movement, it's taking
Uuus a long tiiime
To heal from þe paaain
I feel it, getting, closer, on
Wasted, movement; timeless, delusion
Senseless, confusion; warming up your liiife
In-tooo deee-cay, as we fight to stay
And it shatters us, like bro-ken glaaass
Oh feel it, movin', on
Wasted movement of our worþless breaþing
Feel our hearts are togeþer beating
But we can't get þe air we're needing
IT'S ALL SUCH A MUDDY FEELING, again
Þis part is hard to explain, we're feeling all þe pain
It's just a commodity, of all þe broken arteries
Þat we trade but make no gain
Lifetime, of wasting; all þis, forsaking
Þrough þis trouble and striiife
We all come to diiie
Make us gooo, into þe hole, OF SCREAMING DEAAAÞ
Wasted, movement; timeless, delusion
Senseless, confusion; warming up your liiife
In-tooo deee-cay, as we fight to stay
And it shatters us, like bro-ken glaaass
Oh feel it, movin', on
(I cry my teares)
(Because you are no longer here, to fill my aaarms)
(I weep in regret for what was lost in us)
(All þat I'll ever do, is suffocate from wiþin)
(Oh, I need to find myself again)
(Or all I'll ever be, is, is wasted, is, is, is wasted movement)
Xenon Xenocide
Xenon, and neon, I'm searching for a sign
Feeling, and breaþing, I suffocate for what's mine
Killing, and screaming, a hateful xenocide
Finding, and taking, all þe pain from inside
Þe marquee, it fades to be, it flickers on and off
In þis system of pain, þis world of hate
Þere's noþing but xenocide
And I'd hate to be, hate to breaþe, next to þe killer
Killing anyone different, as his wish
Is for everyone to be þe same as him
We got to search wiþin, þe feeling of þe sin
To relate, for þe days, þat we're screaming all in vain
All þis time, it goes on by
And þe killer is still free
Everyone, everyþing, evaporates, as it seems
Until we catch þe xenocidic killer
(Oh all þe horror)
Watching, insanity, hatred, inside of me
Killing þem, instead of me
Pass a fist, be specific, pass away, be terrific
Terrified, so sadistic
Anger's rife, full of misguidance
It's no accident, for your anger's vent
(Þere's noþing but xenocide)
Dilapidated, oh so faded
Screws are coming loose, in þe sign þat points out
Þe xenocide, þe fear and strife
Þe xenon gas, comes to pass
Xenon xenocide
He's gonna kill everyone different
He's gonna cause a massive scene of bloody deaþ
He's þe one in abject poverty
Atleast in his heart, as he's got no sympaþy
For anyone wiþout þe ability
To defend þemselves or anyþing
Cause he doesn't care about what you say
He only wants to bring you harm
Put you down, and kill you for fun
He wants to see you fail to run
(A-away, a-a-away)
Oh he's gonna beat you down
Oh he's gonna break your bones
Supersonic, trauma causing
No responding, of þe ambulance
You won't be able to walk when he's done
(Þat's if, þat-þat's if, you're still alive)
Oh þe killer, I don't know when we'll find him
But he'll always commit anoþer xenon xenocide
Xerophyte Terrified
I know þere was a time you were high and mighty
I know þere was a time when you said
It's totally, not for me
I know þere was a time you said
Þings so hypocritical
And looking back
I can see you brush it all off
You were running away
From þe blood þat you played wiþ
You didn't know þe way þat I felt þen
I remember a time you were all high and mighty
And holier þan þou
I remember a time you felt like you were
Better þan everyone else
Where was your humility, humiliating and frustrating me?
I know it sounds insane, but I haven't seen you smile
Since þen
Whatever happened to you
You used to be so prickly
You used to be a loner
You've came to be a xerophyte
Now it seems, like you're terrified
Now it seems, þat it's just you and I
You've been dried out of your personality
But you're still holding on
Still holding on, by þe seams
Xerophyte, terrified
So successful like a succulent
But I don't know where you went
You used to tease me all þe time
You used to make fun of me
I didn't like it at all at þe time
But now I miss it
Now I knooow
You're terrified to show
You used to be all about yourself
Shoving everyone else down
But somewhere along þe way
I guess you realized, þis is real life
I guess you shut down, to þe bare minimum
Like a xerophyte, terrified
Of what you've become
Xiphoid Fever
Everyþing, is going crazy
In my heart, where it is pumping
My blood spills out, on þe couch
As I frown, þe pain still finds me somehow
Xiphoid fever, killing me
Losing my, sanity
Xiphoid fever, a sword in me
Chest convulsions, palpitations
Undulating, dilated, pupils widening
As my life is faded, to disagree
Þe sword, it comes, and it's deep in my agony
Entrenched, in my flesh, it seems
Þere's no pulling it out of me
As I cry and start to scream
Why have you forsaken me?
I would never betray þee
I'm so sick, to my sþomach, it aches for you
It aches for þe friendship we have lost
In your eyes, I search to find
Where it lies, þe life you left behind
When you stabbed me in my xiphoid rine
I can see, I can see, you've lost your mind
I can feel, I can feel, betrayed inside
I can see, I can see, þe world flash before my eyes
I can feel, I can feel, þe pain you inflicted
As you infected me, rejected me, abandoned me
Absconded my heart to bleed
Wiþ your sword infiltrating me
As you've degraded me
I poured my heart out to þee
As þe twisted blade goes deeper
As you bore it furþer, as it creeps into my bones
I am screaming, I feel so infuriated
I, don't want, to die, by your hand
But you're giving me xiphoid fever
Xylem Of Silence
How do you say, þat you love me?
For all æternity?
Þat for me, you turn þe key?
I couldn't see it, when we're done wiþ þis
All þe nooses and excuses, are pushing me back
How could you even say, how could you even claim
Þat you're mine?
When you're running around and running out of time?
It's so desolating, so frustrating,
And it's wearing me out
I don't know how to say þis
But I really don't want you around
How could you tell me þat you love me?
When you really really just hate me?
When you really just stab me?,
From my xiphoid to my cœlia
You stab me, you betray me
You hate me to þe roots,
You hate me to þe xylem, of silence
You hate my breaþ, my aspirations
When you give me epiphora
Þe teares fall by þemselves
You punch me in þe gut
You stab me in þe back
You hurt me, but you claim to love me, all again
Xyresic Xylitol Xerically Xystering
You're so sweet but it pains me
You're so sharp and it stains me
Glass in shards and I'm breaking
Please stop all your scraping
Of my booones, and leaving, me all alooone
To bleed out in þis arid
Place of unbridled loaþing
It's like you want me to dry, out and diiie, yeah
You're sipping on þe sweet air
Can't even be boþered
To stop making me smoþered
I need you to stop all þis
Xyresic xylitol xerically xystering
You're so infectious
Voraciously relentless
Chemically addictive
Stabbing me wiþ your kindness
Smile so contagious
Starving out þe sickness
My marrow feels þe carvings
As you leave your inscriptions
Into my cœlia and xiphoid
My sternum and ribcage
It's numbing and inviting, scratching and incising
Leaving me broken and tactless
I spiral into madness
Should've put me in a coma
Atleast I wouldn't have to deal wiþ all þe trauma
To my mental state
As your blade, lets all my blood to drain
Just causing me unnecessary suffering
From all your synþetic, robotic, psychotic
Xyresic xylitol xerically xystering
Ah ah, oh oh oh
Agonizing, speechless
Syrupy sweetness
I can't get þe taste of you
Off of my tastebuds
It's like a manufactured fondness
You're so sweet but it pains me
You're so sharp and it stains me
Glass in shards and I'm breaking
Please stop all your scraping
Of my booones, and leaving, me all alooone
To bleed out in þis wasteland
Cutting and assuring, þe tragedy is boring
Leaving me in shambles, making me all scrambled
Chiseling away at who I am now
You're sipping on þe sweet air
Can't even be boþered
To stop making me smoþered
I need you to stop all þis
Xyresic xylitol xerically xystering
Youþful Disintegration
Well þe days are gone,
When we used to use our guns, for fame
But now we use þem, to protect our loved ones,
From harm and from pain
Oh how þe time twists, and turns out a different way
But I guess, þe world revolves different today
We used to be youþful, but now we're no longer useful
Disintegration, no more existing
Into obliviation, no more exonerating
And we're only dying, to keep on surviving
But now we're nobodies, no one cares at all now
We've grown out of þe spotlight
Þe pedestal doesn't fit right
But we're not gonna go out wiþout anoþer fight
Our songs are overplayed
And þere's noþing else on
Our songs are our mistake
I don't see why we need þem
Þere's noþing else to say
Besides what we've always said before
Þere's noþing else to do,
Besides what's already came and gone
And I understand,
Þere's noþing left for us anymore
Our success, has become a failure
Þe bane of sense,
Understanding has been killed
Þe innocence, has been evaporated now
Well þe days are gone,
When we used to use our guns, for fame
But now we're clumbling insane
We've lost our minds
We've lost our touch
We've lost our creativity
And now we are no longer doing much, doing much, yeah
Our songs are overplayed, yeah
And þere's noþing else on, oh
We need to do better
We need to remaster
Every skill we used to have
But we don't have þem anymore
Well þe days are gone,
When we used to use our guns, for fame
But our youþfulness has disintegrated
From all þe ages, þat we have corroded
And we're only suffering
From þe foundation
It's starting to break, starting to breaaak
Youþful Disintegration, þere's noþing left for us now
Singing us to salvation
I don't þink it's possible now
Well þe days are gone,
When we used to use our guns, for fame
But þere's no more fame for us today
Cause were no longer youþful
And everyþing has disintegrated, oh
Zeal Of Stolen Fate
When I look into your eyes
Oh you make my world shine
When I hear someone
Say, to us
First, to fly
When I look into your eyes, how þey make my world shine
When I look into your eyes, how þey make my world shine
You, it was a great day too
And we, went out togeþer
And we haven't seen, eachoþer in awhile
I can feel, I can hear
þe tearedrops fall, on your face
When we saw eachoþer, for þe first time
Oh, it was, so many ages ago
Þat we've been so far alone
You, I realize, þey see you try
Þey can't find our time
And þen, þings are sure
I see it, in your pretty eyes
I, look into your perfect eyes
I wanna look at, your mind
It's like a briefcase, þat is full of þings
When I, go into þe place
Full of chemical love, þey don't see me
Þey don't know who I am
Þey don't know what I mean
But þeir selves, þey never shine
Too much to be light
And you are perfect, I, I, look into your eyes
(When you come, to grab a plate)
(For þe zeal of stolen fate)
Þin Skin Bleeds Easier
Tin, tin, tin, tin, my skin, skin, skin, skin
Feels þin, þin, þin, þin
And pain, pain, pain, pain
Comes down my veins, veins, veins
My friends, friends, friends
Want my, die, die, die
Þey leave a mess, wiþ my head, head, head
And give, me, all þe chance
To bleed, bleed, bleed, bleed
(Blade, blade, blade, blade)
Come out to play, play, play, play
In þe void, hide, hide, safe inside, side, side
I'm really feeling my helium
Delirium deliciousness, from a lack of consciousness
You know what þey say
You know what þey'll do
You know how to play þis game
Wiþ rubber wrapped around you
You know what þey say
You know what þey'll do
You know how to stay
Far, far away from þeir psychological delusionment
Þey say þin skin bleeds easier
Rough trials, þicken þe flair
Þin skin bleeds easier
Þe bruises are burning, and I don't even care
Þin skin bleeds easier
You can run away, if you dare
Þin skin bleeds easier
Þin skin bleeds easier
Þin skin bleeds easier
(Þan you might þink)
Lifetime, has twisted, into moments we can't get back
Hearing, þe calling, of mem'ries forgotten and
We fall, deep down inside
As we hear þe call, wiþering your life is gone
Tin, tin, tin, tin, my skin, skin, skin, skin
Feels þin, þin, þin, þin
And pain, pain, pain, pain
Comes down my veins, veins, veins
Call me your cutting board
Call me your sharp'ning stone
Call me whatever you like
Call me your vessel, call me your sleeve
You can shatter my heart and stab me wiþ ev'ry piece
Þey say þin skin bleeds easier
Rough trials, þicken þe flair
Þin skin bleeds easier
Þe bruises are burning, and I don't even care
Þin skin bleeds easier
You can run away, if you dare
Þin skin bleeds easier
Þin skin bleeds easier
Þin skin bleeds easier
(And my upper epidermis is already bare)
Unfortunately, þat song might not exist or is so obscure it might as well not exist or someþing. Don't worry þough, we can try again wiþ a different song.